CHAMPS LEAGUE FINALS!
30.4.08 @ 11:15 AM
we are in the finals..
-grins-
thank you scholes!
<333
so who will it be?
liverpool?
or chelsea?
2-1 fuck
26.4.08 @ 11:59 PM
today was a really fucking bad day..
or night..
because of a certain italin ref..
omg.. even though i have ranted so long to my dad..
and even though he found that amusing.. (OBVIOUSLY I DON'T)
azou msg-ed me immediately after the match..
we felt the same..
like duh..
the fucking ref may just have given the cup to chelsea..
yea, we will still win if we win the last two matches or if chelsea flops for one..
BUT WHATEVER!
chelsea can get away with TWO handballs..
and we get penalty for one..
fuck you ref, seriously..
u will be my voodoo doll from now..
yahh.. and fucking ballack..
stop your grinning..
for once, i support drogba..
i wished he had just kicked you in your face..
eww, gross, die..
and ref, u dismiss man utd's legitimate claim for penalty..
what? all bribed?
fucking faggots..
(if you can't see, i am really furious right now.. and i am on a roll.. so fucking shut up with you are thinking of some cheeky comment..)
grahhs..
i contained my anger in drea's house and stayed silent..
if i was at home..
hohoho..
i think i would have went to type a complaint letter to sack all 3 officials on the field..
wes brown despite his incompetency did not touch the player and u gave a yellow card..
ron got fouled so many times and only lectures were dished..
ha-ha-ha.. i am so sure ambramovich will hire you to be his body guard next..
-rolls eyes-
anyway, i tried my best to stay calm..
but immediately after ry left..
i ranted.. like mad..
zomg.. its not like they didn't play well.. BUT THEY LOST CAUSE OF A FUCKING REF..
-cries-
i really really wanted to cry in drea's house..
or kick something (preferably the ref's face) really hard..
but now i am still ok..
>.<
yui just answered my question..
why no one talked to me?
DD:
i thought my face stayed perfectly calm..
>.<
ok.. now i need to organise myself..
2-1.. damn it.. i hate italian refs..
officially..
sonofabitch..!!!
!)_*#(+!$E_!+4-+(#@($EUY@e_)
today (:
25.4.08 @ 10:26 PM
went to dinner with andy and lays instead of MOS..
like ok, some may think its stupid..
but its so much more relaxing to dine with them in my comfortable clothes than go and sweat it out at MOS, after racking my brains for what to wear..
i would have chosen MOS last week..
like very fun etc etc, but whatever..
i think dinner with lays and andy was fun too..
XD
met sijia for ice-cream during the afternoon..
lols..
we just kinda catched up and gossiped a little..
TOMORROW WILL BE FUN!
<333
meeting the tamaya-ers for sukiyaki..
ok.. i am so not excited about sukiyaki actually..
two bad experiences have managed to put me off sukiyaki..
i think of the beef..
i am afraid..
so i think i will eat light tmr..
>.<
no beef.. srsly.. no beef..
i have developed a bit of a phobia alr..
grahhs.. i can't stop coughing..
and my voice sounds so "sexy" now..
SIAN!
i want back my old voice and stop coughing..
so irritating..
AND CAN SOMEONE TELL ME HOW TO POST ON LJ?
DD:
i want to sell my JE photos..
>.<
man utd<333
24.4.08 @ 8:15 PM
i could literally hear my own heart break into two this morning when i woke up..
man utd drew 0-0 with barca..
i am not joking..
or exaggerating..
i just slumped to the floor in depression..
i didn't watch the full replay, but i managed to catch clips here and there..
and i really am sure i will blast anyone who slams ron for missing the penalty..
IT ISN'T HIS FREAKING FAULT. =.=
go take a penalty at nou camp and tell me u can be calm..
ok, i am being pretty defensive here..
but i have got enough..
when i was on the way to the docs, i bought papers..
frantically reading through it, i could hear the sniggers from the ah peks all around..
comments on how ron is so screwed..
and that they alr knew it all along and that fergie was stupid to trust ron..
like fuck u old uncles..
shut up..
i would bet my estate that this season ron has more or less helped you won money..
so STFU will u..
=.=
ron is human, he sure will make mistakes..
everyone falls.. he ain't superman..
and at least he kept his calm enough to be the most potent threat to barca..
i don't know or care for your obsessions with thierry henry..
but ron is better than him by a mile and more..
so screw u for taking this chance to leap on him like vultures..
i firmly believe he will perform at old trafford..
and i badly badly badly want a ticket to watch..
recently, i keep having dreams of going to old trafford and cheering for my old old team hoarse..
i think my old friends all know of my deep love for man utd..
if u think i am protective when it comes to junno/kimura..
i am most likely gonna rip you apart when it comes to man utd..
and i am considered to be waaaay better than last year..
if it was last year today same scenario..
i would be moody for the whole day.. no kidding..
lols..
i get mad and hyper at just the mention of man utd..
honestly, man utd > kimura takuya
this is one equation that will be so forever..
first my soccer then JE..
and the difference is a wholly big distance apart..
XDDD
i don't mention them here as often as i do for JE..
but man utd is my first love.. always..
I WAS HEARTBROKEN TODAY MORNING!
rahhs, but no blaming of anyone..
although i seriously want to shake the referee..
how can u cave in to pressure and rob man utd of a penalty!
and shut up to all who doubt if ron can score even if given a second chance..
i have faith..
zomg.. but like what fergie said..
one penalty in nou camp is already a feat, two is impossible..
so, right, referee is human.. must forgive..
>.<
but imagine, if ron had scored, the referee was brave enough..
we would have a much easier task next tuesday..
i can dream..
arghs! anyway.. thats over and done with..
i hope fergie can come up with a good solution..
steady as a rock..
and this saturday!! chelsea..
gawd.. anyone who is good in maths should not be saying as long as chelsea wins man utd they win the title..
cause man utd will obviously defeat the other two opponents..
and win by goal difference..
wouldn't that suck even more?
i am not even bothering to contemplate losing at this stage..
i will die.. seriously..
ok.. anyway..
alot of my coursemates are man utd fans..
and i feel lucky for that..
finally some people who can understand my agony and ecstasy.. XD
oh and btw, i hate liverpool.. like HATE..
ttm.. arsenal i have respect, same for chelsea..
but liverpool? just die..
anyway, CELESTINE!
in case i forgot to tell u..
i went to order the CDs already..
like the three limited editions one..
>.<
i really like the new song.. but for me.. real face > don't you ever stop
XD
and ordered the KAT-TUN album.. XDD
third album release!!!! <333
its already restocked twice on CDJapan.. like hehhs..
power of the KAT-TUN fangirls..
i am in awe..
my classmates.. i grabbed from janel's blog.. XD
thanks dear! <333
santhiya, me(DUH!), jas, janel
santhiya is a barca and man utd fan..
i can't wait to hear what she feels about the match..
cause she hates ron..
and i realised today, barca's squad is so star-studded that i can't help but feel proud of man utd..
cause we manage to fight them off till the last min, not a single conceeded goal!
and they have such famous strikers..
messi, eto'o, henry..
XD GO GO MAN UTD!!!! <333
NEXT TUESDAY! SATURDAY!!!!!
i need to get this out!
23.4.08 @ 12:50 AM
it kinda hurts a little..
but i guess i will get over it..
or hope i will..
its just not worth the time/effort to reminisce..
because it was prolly partly my fault at first for neglecting..
a lesson learnt again..
certain things just cannot be taken for granted..
i don't really care much about the rest..
its just one that matters now..
if i can put down the rest, i guess i can to for one..
right?
i think sunny knows what i am referring to..
cause I MENTIONED TO YOU BEFORE! =.=
sorry people if that seemed random..
i just needed to get that out of my system..
and sijia if you are reading this..
PLEASE TELL ME WHEN U ARE FREE CAN!
your present is rotting at my house..
not literally la.. XD
i am a little emo-ed out right now..
=/
DD:
@ 12:28 AM
celestine's going to thailand tmr..
so tmr's date's cancelled..
DDD:
but on the other hand, its a blessing in disguise..
i can go complete alot of the stuff that NEEDS to be completed..
=/
in order of how it should be done..
1. Make Ezlink Card
2. Go down to school to collect O'level cert
3. Take IC photo
4. Send out the JE photos
5. Call SP to explain checkup/IC situation
6. Write letter to Yuma
7. REVISION!
i really dont feel i should speak anymore..
seriously..
i can feel a hole in my throat..
the divinity will give me hell tmr if the cough syrup does not work miracles..
DDDD:
and i really wanna die right now..
=/
i so do not feel like going school tmr..
DDD:
like not cause i don't enjoy school..
i want to rest and complete all my to-do list..
like fuck it.. seriously..
all in shambles..
and there is this new phone from sony ericsson i am eyeing..
i need to know the retail price..
plus i have got a whole long lists of shopping..
no wait, i mean two..
SOMEONE DROP MONEY FROM THE SKY PREASE!
T.T
but the play tonight was superb..
i love it..
XD
i love plays..
i didn't mention it before?
XD
having stage fright makes me appreciate plays even more..
and my poly mates finally find me scary..
a tad too late.. XD
and i really don't think i look dao or scary or ah lian or fierce..
i think i look friendly..
period.
agree or die..
XD
i hate fever!
19.4.08 @ 4:08 PM
out of all illnesses, i think i hate having fever the most..
like, the ultimate..
omg, it makes your head spin, your joints feel wrong and you break down at every single thing that happens without even knowing why..
wth..
=.=
and seriously, to hell with healthy lifestyle..
throughout the hols, i slept late, woke up early, didn't drink water etc etc and there i was healthy as a cow..
and then school started, i slept early, woke up early and drank tons of liquid..
AND HERE I AM SICK.
wtf seriously, wtf..
everytime i move, my head feels are though the brains are gonna spill out any moment..
and i cannot complete anything at all..
like obviously i wouldn't think of going out..
hello, i have no death wish..
my notes are stacked there, with no attraction at all..
and all i want to od is to sleep..
=.=
and that is what i have been doing for the whole day..
rahhs!!!
celestine, if you read this before i reply your sms, i am free on thursday and friday..
are u ok with that?
wednesday should be fine too..
>.<
ok, damn, i need to do something..
if not this whole day will go down the drain..
with nothing accomplished..
that, is such a sin..
list of stuff!
18.4.08 @ 9:23 PM
fuck..
i think i caught the flu bug!!! T.T
rahhs..
and i suddenly remembered i have not posted anything about my japan trip since forever..
and i am super lag in it..
i have tons of stuff to do though..
1) Settle the EzLink
2) Take my IC photo
3) Redo my IC
4) Collect my jap mags
5) Finish homework
6) Recollect Japan Trip at least for one post
7) Finish the letter to yuma
8) Send out the sales photos
i am hoping to complete them within the weekend..
i think only no.3 is undo-able cause the lavendar place would not be open..
but have to take IC photo..
>.<
RAHH! i feel sick..
like really sick..
shiat!
azzie
17.4.08 @ 11:10 PM
i need to be less judgemental and more accepting..
at the end of everyday, do you guys reflect on your actions?
i do.. and for today, i am ashamed of myself..
i wouldn't have done that if i turned back the clock..
maybe i was too judgemental about her..
like notice, one person..
i reflected upon my actions, and i can't believe i allowed myself to be so swayed by my emotions..
if i put myself in her shoes, i would feel really really bad..
i think i owe her a apology for at least today..
there is no excuse for what i did..
it was just plain stupidity..
no matter how much i disliked her, i shouldn't have done that..
but now, i have no idea how to go about apologising to her..
the whole class is not fond of her..
i don't think she is fond of me..
i am definitely not in love with her..
but there must be a reason as to why she is acting the way she is..
no one craves male attention so badly and so wrongly without a good solid reason..
and i kinda feel now, deep down she is really lonely..
if i didn't remember wrongly, she did say she thought of how to fit in..
and for a particular moment, i thought the same..
it did struck a chord within me when she said she gave up trying and just be herself..
but ok, i do not know how to react..
evryone feels a need to fit in..
its a group dynamics thing, there are cases of hermits..
and no matter how much u declare you love being alone, deep down inside you, i believe you still want company..
its human nature to..
-shrugs-
now, i would like to know and talk to her more..
to understand why she is the way she is..
she isn't particularly distasteful..
but then again, things have deteoriated so fast and so bad that i have no idea where or how to make them right again..
this is a dreadful feeling..
to want to make things right but having zero clue on how to do so..
i really need to be more forgiving and less judgemental..
everyone acts a certain way for a certain reason..
this is something that i have managed to extract from today..
or at least the past few days..
yea, i think i must give her a chance..
it is so not going to work out if i continue like this..
psychologists aren't supposed to judge people..
they are supposed to accept them for who they are, what they do and if its wrong, try to help them..
its time to dish out apologies to those i feel i owe it to them..
like unfair or clouded judgement that led to my actions..
ahh, maturity at 30..
it feels good to get all these off my chest..
i think i will give myself and her another shot..
>.<
good luck to me!
and i really hope the other guys won't see it as a form of betrayal..
cause its not..
i just want another chance, in case we were all wrong..
i don't want regrets at the end of 3 years or even for these 3 years to be an unhappy one..
-prays-
school's effing stressful
16.4.08 @ 10:40 PM
school is physically tiring and mentally fufilling..
the is the first ever time i ever gave in to sleep after school..
i usually have enough self-control to finish my stuff first..
but man, the is course is the max man..
it requires a long attention span..
and good understanding powers, both which i think i lack..
DDDD:
ok..
i really have not much love for ms claire..
she is such a bitch really..
but as usual someone was worse..
so for me, ms dev's lesson is superb today..
cause for once i didn't have to hear her annoying nonsensical comments..
and group dynamics is kinda cool..
but seriously, its alot of common sense..
like some terms, i had to think for awhile as to how i can summarise it..
its tough cause they are terms that are self-explanatory..
but its a useful module..
i think voice is kinda important too..
cause phonetics are the base of our speech..
and if we can't speak well, nothing will go well..
but can we change a lecturer prease?
like someone who is less of sarcasm and more of love..
someone who doesn't do the "fuck" sign when she is talking to students?
-rolls eyes-
poly readups are kinda intimidating me..
they are the exact kind that i will fall asleep reading..
and the stack of notes are kinda thick..
ahh, i guess i have to start getting used to it..
cause i think after the honeymoon period everything will come fast and furious..
i don't exactly dread that, but neither am i full of anticipation..
we already have homework..
we are already warned about the exams and stuff..
and i am finally feeling like its back to school..
who the hell said that poly life is easy?
and that you are free to go out daily?
utter bullshit..
everyday, apart from staying back in school, i don't have the energy to go out anymore..
its that bad..
sg's weather is so not helping..
anyway celestine's coming back in 2 days time..
hello gyuutan!
lols..
ok.. idk what to type anymore..
i start out with a full brain, it still feels full now..
but i can't churn out anything properly..
i am losing my ability to blog coherently..
=/
HIIIYAAA!
@ 12:04 AM
hokays..
i am really sleepy right now..
but i am declaring that at least for these two days..
i love my course..
seriously.. not sounding corny or whatsoever..
i am enjoying it..
and this course requires alot of reading..
-smirks-
a great excuse to get my new bookshelves up and ready..
but this means too that i have to work doubly hard..
to save for my material needs, my books needs and of course my japan trip..
DDDDD:
HOW THE HELL CAN I DO THIS!?!
must think of some way to cut down on expenses..
=/
but this course is still fun..
XD
i hope i will love it till the end..
and the dreaded drama lessons weren't tt bad actually..
hehhs..
theatre research have come up with quite a few common names..
goodnight babehhs!!!!!!!
first day of poly!
14.4.08 @ 10:40 PM
hi people..
i am a singaporean..
not from china or japan or korea..
just to set the record straight..
lols..
cause shaun asked me if i was either..
ok, i nearly rofl-ed..
i swear i don't speak english with an accent!
and despite me not having pimples, i will have wrinkles at an earlier age than others..
DDDD:
but they are fun people, srsly..
first day of school was fun with them around..
hmm, i am abit sorry to say..
i have formed opinions on certain people already..
and yahh, ask if you want juicy gossip ok..
but if you are close, i will share..
-grins-
sunny, i can't wait to meet you on saturday..
i swear we will have tons of fun..
school was full of laughter.. so it was fun..
and the lessons, i think for today it was kinda ok..
but here is a formal apology to lays..
i got my retribution..
psychology has maths..
like statistics..
OMFG! MATHS! and here i was happily thinking i am rid of maths forever..
i thought my goodbye is really goodbye..
wth.. first lesson of the first day of the new school i am presented with maths..
how tough can life get.. =.=
rahhs! ahh but anyway, i think i will enjoy monday classes still..
i will try to love my maths.. XD
my lecturers are pretty cool..
but i think the psychologists-lecturers are kinda =/
they are not as simple as normal lecturers..
lols..
ahhh, i am feeling rather high tension now..
can't organize my thoughts properly..
DDD:
so i will end off here!!!!
OMG!!!!! SUNNY!!!!!
WHERE YOU~~!!!!!!!!!!!
heels = hell
12.4.08 @ 10:25 PM
after today, my respect for MM has increased ten-folds..
seriously..
omg.. my poor toes..
my legs are a small matter compared to my toes..
T.T
i think u guys can pretty much figure out what i did today..
water got into my brains when i was bathing..
and i decided to wear the heels i bought in japan..
cause if i don't, i will prolly never get enough motivation to wear them..
but, ohmygod, before even reaching bugis my toes were already on a strike..
zomg.. i can imagine the blisters coming out..
T.T
it is my very very very first attempt at heels ok..
and my guess is that they were prolly either 3-inch or lesser than that..
i could barely make my way home from the station after alighting the train at lakeside..
and my dad snorted when he saw what i was wearing..
"what? u call those heels?
=.=
gee.. i know my mum wears like waaaaay higher heels..
BUT THIS IS MY FIRST TIME!!!!!!!
-died-
i swear my dad's a S man..
anyway, i am really in awe of the MM girls..
and ok, pratcically every japanese women..
heels are their lives man..
they wear heels daily! and its not even wedges to begin with..
its those skinny heels ok!!!!
wedges are alot easier to walk in than those i suppose..
and their heels are prolly twice as high as mine..
T.T
and MM girls..
while i can barely even walk for 8hours in them..
MM girls can DANCE in them..
the best thing is they make it look so easy..
i never understood how amazing they really are till today..
heels are a killer..
seriously..
but then again, i really really really like wedges..
they are so prettay!
and that actually motivates me to want to wear them..
DDDD:
i feel rather M now..
heels are kinda addictive..
the feeling of being tall is addictive itself..
and u will naturally walk straight in heels..
serious..
i think most people look good in heels..
except i really really hate people in heels that a size too big for them..
and their toes go all the way to front..
=/
i think its really ugly..
>.<
but still, at the end of the day SNEAKERS FTW!! <333
XD
a mess!
11.4.08 @ 12:59 PM
finally attempted to pack my huge mountain of bags..
like all the rubbish that were rotting in it..
and there were seriously ALOT..
but now my wardrobe looks waaaaaaaaay neater..
i can't wait for tamaya to reopen..
no peaparrr, its not cause of the bartender..
he is fat okais.. -.-
its cause i want to buy a small table, hi-fi system and CD-racks for my room..
then it will be complete..
i am waiting for the posters to come in and then i will start on the decorations..
hehhs!
and i am ripping out my mags already..
they are getting out of hand..
only keeping some rips for myself..
haven't decided what to do with them yet..
displayed all my manga.. there is seriously ALOT ok..
=.=
and i am thinking of where i should build my new shelves when my current ones are all filled up..
but it wouldn't be too soon..
cause of the limit of 1 book per month..
DDDD:
the bookshelf currently.. still looks too messy for my liking..
DDD:
the highest layer.. too many miscellaneous items already..
must do something about it..
and my working table!
omg.. MUST DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!!
i feel irritated just looking at it..
=.=
becoming as bad as my mum already..
and MUST START READING..
my chinese is getting from really bad to totally incomprehensible..
my dad was complaining the other day..
DDDD:
am getting too slack..
i think i will just go pass the person her photos today..
retrieve the money i am supposed to pass to huishan and valerie..
transfer the money back to ahma and natsuki..
and go home to do packing!!!!!
sheesh..
i really need to tidy up my room..
feel so urgh!
>.<
and go to the bank to do the necessary procedures for the school fees thing..
am so irritated by dad that i decided i will just use my own account..
=.=
i don't think it will cost alot either..
cause tuition fees is already pais by CPF..
and that is the bulk of the amount..
okay, there is a bank in JP..
will head down and settle everything..
XD
okais.. i feel better when my stuff is more in place..
=/
zomg.. i can't understand the retarded-ness of my maid anymore..
she used a WET cloth to wipe my manga and storybooks..
i really wanna strangle her already..
=.=
and she fucking dropped all my CDs to the floor yesterday..
gee.. lucky she is going away tmr..
if not i may just kill her..
its not those semi-wet cloth ok..
it is really WET.. omg.. if my books/manga spoil........
-brandishes parang-
ORIENTATION!
9.4.08 @ 1:17 AM
today's like the first official day i met my coursemates and my classmates..
ok, i must admit i was pretty freaked out by them..
nearly every single one of them was double my enthusiasm..
and there were a few junnos..
or should i say one..
but junno is more normal than him..
at least i know junno won't like shake his butt in front of a whole lecture hall of strangers..
=/
i really have no idea how to label that guy..
he is just, weird..
>.<
but everyone pretty much is cool..
and i think the one similar point we all share is that we are all noisy..
yea..
and anyway, there is this thing azoulin told me..
zomg, i swear if the person is cristiano ronaldo, i would have held her hostage and demand for him in exchange man!
lolol.. but that french girl is really fun to be with..
she is kinda crazy..
but she got us tickets to mos for sean kingston's party or something..
ok, i really didn't know who he was until i saw him..
then it kinda struck me that he was actually one of bin's/yi siang's fave singers..
they keep harping on the name..
but it just slipped me..
DDD:
i kinda fail..
but he was pretty ok.. hmm ok no.. the DJ was awesome..
XDDD
but he has one song that i really really like..
he asked us to raise our phones into the air and sway with the music..
it was a piece with something to do with his momma..
but that song was superb..
and he was like super close to us..
hahahaha..
he walked past us like 4 times..
if we stretched out our hands, we could probably touch him or something..
and funnily, this is my first concert..
or something resembling one..
XDDD
and it was someone whose songs i never paid attention to or actually took much notice of..
=/
ahh, anyway..
i am still deciding between criminal psychology and social psychology..
people in my course pretty much have their future planned out alr..
while i am still deciding..
DDDD:
although its just the two..
i am having difficulties choosing one..
i don't have to make a decision like now..
but i feel safer if i have a plan already..
DDDD:
-sighs-
ok, time for bed..
CIAO~
kanjani8
8.4.08 @ 12:23 AM
uchi is so pretty that it hurts my head..
ohkura is freaking hot..
ryo is the win in sukiyanen osaka..
yoko is the crackest guy i ever seen..
shingo is kimura takuya-like at certain angles..
yassu is like a pixie damn friggin' cute..
subaru is vocals and skirts..
and,
maru is maru with his curleh hair..
i am finding more and more love for the rangers!
serious..
uchi is so so so pretty, he will be higher than kame in no time..
just for being pretty..
but of course he and ryo is the best match..
mai OTP.. XD
no rin or ryopi prease..
these are just not acceptable..
uchi is ryo's only partner..
-turns away from all evidences of ryopi/rin-
i can't express myself coherently now..
or when it comes to ryouchi..
i never understood why i ship ryouchi instead of akame when i am a bigger KAT-TUN fan as compared to a K8 fan..
but the moment i set eyes on ryouchi..
they are da pair..
XDDD
the funny thing is even though i knew of uchi and ryo before..
it didn't occur to me that they are a pair..
until bakanishi left for USA..
then there were things like how kame can go to ryo for advice..
and then i started to research..
tadaaa! it never stopped..
but akame did overtake ryouchi for a period of time before i started to love ryouchi more and more again..
XDDDD
i am bias, but i just really really really can't resist smiling when i see the both of them smile..
and it may just be me, but i think ryo's smiles are more special and happier when with uchi..
-overactive imagination-
but somehow they shine together..
there was a period of time i used to watch every single vid of their performances where they steal glances at each other..
or when they just happen to turn at the same time and look at each other..
XDDDD
to me ryo doesn't smile when he is with uchi..
he beams.. XD
but i am really more of a uchi fan than a ryo fan..
cause even alone uchi can attract my attention fully..
but with ryo, i may look at others and not all attention on him..
however when i see him with uchi, he feels different, more special..
(i am starting to think i am psychotic, someone, please if you read this and u ship ryouchi, tell me that i am normal kays!)
this time round for K8's concert, even though he just mentioned uchi in passing, i still felt really really really happy..
XD
no no, not signs that they are still there..
but more of gratefulness..
cause i was damn worried ryo would dump uchi cause of uchi's dumb error..
somehow to me, its like ryo has forgiven uchi..
XDDD
yupps.. like thankful and happy at the same time..
hehhs..
they are a really really really special pair to me..
and they look so good together..
i can't imagine them with another person..
ryo's strong enough to protect uchi..
that, is my firm belief.. XD
RANDOMNESS!
7.4.08 @ 12:29 PM
i never seem to be able to follow through my plans properly nowadays..
so alot of stuff that i was supposed to do long ago is still undone..
and its all because all day long i am hooked onto the computer doing nonsense..
DDD:
-sighs-
i still have not got my IC done..
my bank account stuff is still not settled..
these, i have to do within this week..
for today, i have to go send out the photos..
head down to town to get my laptop case and to kino to collect all my backdated stuff..
BUT I FEEL SO LAZY!
rahhs!
and for orientation..
i seriously don't know if i want to go for the second and third day..
i suck at orientations.. seriously..
>.<
i don't find it fun to scream our ass out..
isn't it so much easier to interact without screaming?
=/
zomg..
its kinda scary when u think about how your new life is going to unravel itself in less than a week..
ZOMGZOMGZOMG!!!
i just read really really good news..
SP students can go to an exclusive MOS party..
HAHH!!!
i miss you MOS..
i seriously do.. with your extravagant pricing you made it impossible for a poor rat like me to enter..
XD
i think only sunny can be able to understand how estatic i am right now..
lololol!
but that ass is probably still in her lalaland catching sheeps or something..
and i received our april budget sheet..
T.T
that face, u get my drift..
>.<
my only happy purchase are my comics!
zomg, i am sounding more and more loser-ish!
AND I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT CCA TO JOIN!
T.T
DJ? or Student Exchange?!
i gave up on taekwando already..
cause mum threatened to not let me cut my hair if i join taekwando..
i will seriously die if my hair grows out..
i hate having long hair.. period..
-runs off to have brekkie-
JE cons
6.4.08 @ 12:18 AM
life is really unfair..
ry is still enjoying life in japan now..
AND she will still go bakc to japan for KAT-TUN's concert in the later half of the year..
i am really jealous right now..
not that i am desperate to go to a KAT-TUN con..
currently i am waaaaaay more desperate to go to a SMAP's one..
but SMAP ones, are seriously expensive..
according to ryouko one would cost around 300+ SGD..
wtf..
and i am not even sure if that would be a good seat..
plus i wanna watch SMAP at least twice if i am able to go..
but its madness to fork out nearly a 1000 for 2 tickets..
rahhhs..
the price of seeing kimura takuya..
DDDD:
but i think their concerts are awesome..
like the open air ones..
seriously, the mood is infectious..
even if i watch on DVD.. they are really performers..
i don't care if they can't sing live, but i think they are able to entertain..
and nothing beats being able to see kimura takuya live..
i will buy the best bino if need be..
and zoom in on his pores..
XDDD
i feel happy just thinking about it..
but well, i have been waiting for 6-7 years already..
and i am still waiting..
if anyone asked me in the past KAT-TUN and SMAP con which will i choose..
i would have thought for a long time..
and still not be sure..
but now, i am triple-confirmed it would be SMAP..
i really wanna see them perform, sekai ni hitotsu dake no hana/triangle/orange etc.
all the great hits..
not that i don't want to see KAT-TUN..
but i feel a greater need to see SMAP..
maybe i should wait for three more years and keep putting money aside for my SSF(see SMAP fund)..
three years cause in another three years, SMAP will welcome their 20th anniversary..
XD
that's a good idea ehh?
wait patiently for another 3 years to see them..
cause i know for sure, even if my love for KAT-TUN/yuto(note, yuto not HSJ) fades off within the 3 years, my love my SMAP will not..
at least my love for kimura takuya won't..
XDDD
if it will, it would have ended long ago, in year 2000..
when he got married..
lols..
SMAP's special..
<333
sorry people for not updating on the japan trip..
currently not in the mood..
but i promise to be back soon ok!
XDDDD
time to save up for next year's japan trip..
and SSF, 3 years later..
i bet my bank account with you that the prices for their con or any anniversary nonsense will be skyhigh..
for sure..
yuma,yui,ryosuke
3.4.08 @ 1:42 AM
for today..
YAH! today.. =.=
its already 12plus ok!
so yea.. feel like blogging again.. so here i am!
is the post to intro my family members in morioka!
i saw my first japanese crush again ok!
-inserts heart shape eyes-
but when i saw him i was dressed like a dumpling..
so i die die also didn't want to take picture with him..
like super paiseh.. >.<
i doubt he remembers me anyway.. -sniffles-
he is really really cool when he is soccer-ing..
and this time i saw him, he was going to soccer too..
hehhs! XDDD indoors la.. its mad to play outdoors.. lmao..
anyway that episode later.. XDDDD
introducing the most adored missy who fetched me from the train station's PLATFORM..
YUI!!<333
her boyfriend is a nutcase for quarreling with her and finding another girlfriend..
she is the most gentle girl i ever seen ok!
and she tries really really hard to communicate with me..
in english..
there are awkward pauses occasionally.. but she keeps it to the minimum..
and i think she is rather pretty..
not exactly idol material.. but the kawaii kind.. >.<
but although she is gentle, she is quite fun to be with too!
XDDD
i think she looks like the quiet type of girl? lols..
but she isn't actually..
and i swear she is like the friend of all dogs..
every single dog i see her interact with love her to bits..
-andtheybarkatmenonstop- =.=
and she promised to drive me around when she gets her license!
she is one girl that isn't actually a flamingo..
and she looks pretty that way.. its healthy.. especially to my sanity..
i think it isn't too healthy to be so obsessed about your weight all the time.. >.<
but like all japanese do.. she looks great in boots..
and she dresses very nicely without trying hard.. -sighs-
some people are just blessed ok!
ohoh!! she is very very amused by our laksa.. and the 9-layer malay cake.. hehhs!
i love her to bits kays! she is a fantastic sista to have!
and can see that she is like the princess of the family..
cause my friend is kinda like me.. get my drift?
but not princess in the pampered way.. XD
plus, she was really really amused with the keychain i gave her..
the worm one with the s'pore flag on it..
and i swear she loves s'pore more than i do..
she is so excited about it everytime we touch that topic..
and immediately she shares whatever knowledge she knows on s'pore to anyone who hasn't heard her before..
so cute can! lmao!
their family is really really well-bonded..
they don't have any secrets between them.. so rare right!
and they "kyaaa~~!!!" over the same things..
and between parents and kids.. the respect is there yet they are so friendly..
rahhs.. kinda jealous.. -sighs-
now the brother..
naw.. don't hold high hopes ok..
he looks like a scarecrow.. =.=
and he is an annoying git.. (i am obviously kidding about this part)
but me and the brother.. zomg..
i think we never stop being sacrcastic to each other..
XDDD
like i remember he was really shy so i kinda made fun of him..
and then got once when i got paiseh, he grabbed that opportunity with both hands and laughed at me non-stop..
=.=
seriously..
but he is a nice nice nice nice guy..
>.<
but too shy la! he didn't even take puris with us..
i think he only ever took with his gf before.. -sighs-
but anyway he's single! lmao.. apparently for a year and a half already..
and obviously that was a chance in sight..
hahhs.. for the time from when he confessed till i left..
he never got a moment of peace.. zomg.. i feel evil..
but its all friendlyfamily la.. >.<
grahhs.. likewise.. i would love to have him for my brother..
cause despite all the geekiness and stuff i think he's a pretty cool guy..
he dresses like all other japanese guys la..
the streets one.. not the suits one..
but he is really no johnny's material la.. so don't even hope ok.. XD
and he is awarded 10hearts for immediately using the lighter i gave as a present..
hahhs! very very nice ok!
and for unknown reason, cause i don't think i like him..
i secretly felt a little happy that he's single..
what the hell's wrong with me.. DDDD:
i think i haven't said his name.. lols.. ryo-suke!
with a slight pause in between.. XD
and TADAA~~~!!!!!! my friend.. lols..
i don't think she knows i zoomed in so much.. oOps..
lols.. the day i arrived was the day she graduated from year 1 to year 2..
coolios right! XD such a coincident.. hehhs!
hmm.. in terms of character wise i think she reminds me of myself sometimes..
just that she is obviously more mature la..
i doubt anyone can be as childish as me.. DDDD:
natsuki and ryouko thinks me and her look alike..
my okaasan thinks so too..
BUT I DON'T THINK SO!
she is so much cuter than me prease.. =.=
and she likes nakai.. =.=
plus she thinks he can sing.. omgwtf!?!
i swear her mum is the only sane one.. cause she likes kimura takuya.. XDD
but my friend is very very very cute..
her english is really quite good for japanese standards..
she can reply my emails and talk to me without using the dictionary..
the first time i called her in japan..
her reaction tickled me to no end.. lols..
she was like "HONTONI!?! MAJIDESKA!?! EHHHH!!! HONTO?!"
-runs down the stairs-
"EHH OKAASAN! SHIH JOO! SHIH JOO! EHHH!?!?! HONTO?!"
lmao..
i could hear her running down the stairs ok.. lols..
so cute lols..
and that day when they showed me her school..
her baseball coach was there and she stoutly refused to let her mum drive any further..
she kept saying it would be awkward.. lols..
ohoh!!! i just remembered.. lols..
despite her weird liking of nakai and his voice..
she likes kame the best in KAT-TUN.. and was pretty amused at me buying the KAT-TUN dvds when waiting for her..
they are nice people srsly..
i wanted to get all my gatsby wax..
and they brought me to a drugstore to get them..
she looked on in amazement as i really bought every single colour of the wax i didn't have..
XDDD lols.. she must have thought i was mad..
and she obviously don't think much of the jap stars..
cause because of my addiction of jdramas i was pretty much able to list out most artistes that appear on the tv and random variety artistes due to cKT..
she was really really impressed.. in fact her whole family was..
lmao..
they are funny people.. the jap artistes are really popular here..
but they don't know.. lols..
so she kinda "SUGOII-ed" for alot of the 3days..
but she is a very very down-to-earth kinda girl..
i really like her tons!
she can be friends with anybody she wants to seriously..
in fact i liked the whole class of exchange pupils..
they are such a cool bunch..
>.<
I LOVE MY FRIEND AND HER SIBLINGS! XDDDD
random fact THREE:
when it snows, it is not as cold as when it don't snow. the wind kills. seriously. kimura's poster!
2.4.08 @ 7:28 PM
i swear clubbox is retarded..
=.=
what is the point of suddenly speeding up my download speed when i am just left with 3%?
i already tolerated 97% of slowness and "fast-downloading"..
what is 3%?
and its not even very fast to start with..
seriously..
but but but.. i think i forgot to mention this..
I MAY BE ABLE TO GET KIMURA'S POSTARRRS!!!!
zomgzomgzomg..
i am so gonna plaster his face over my walls..
-grinns-
after 10 years.. finally..
-sighs-
i love you ryouko..
i really do.. XDD
and sorry junno, i have to give up buying your folder..
my kimura is still more important.. XD
i hope we managed to win the bid for my fave postarr.. >.<
i don't mind not winning the rest..
but i really want that one.. rahhhs!!!
SCENERY OF JAPAN! <333
@ 6:06 PM
hiiee peaaapaaar!!!!
-shrugs- don't know if anyone is actually reading all these..
NO ONE TAGS AT ALL! DDDDD:
but for memories sake.. i will continue writing..
XD
its actually quite fun to read back on your blog and wince at all those embarassing moments..
hah.. quite random.. but yahh..
people here is very bored.. unlike some luckiee fellas who can get to sit S'pore Flyer.. free.. and throw in delectable mr autumn..
i want also la!
-narrows eyes-
ok.. lets not think about unhappy events..
and continue with my journey down the memory lame.. XD
moarrr snow today! -beams-
(andmyclubboxismovingsoiamrearryhappy)
MY TICKET TO SEE MY FRIEND!!!! <333
this pass is the must buy if u plan to move about in japan..
meaning if you want to travel out of tokyo..
its a 7-day pass.. so for 7-days you can travel on all the shinkansens and all the trains as much as u wish..
subways and the very fast shinkansens need not apply..
your big name will be written on it too!!
-as shown above-
so it would be yours exclusively.. but it can only be purchased in s'pore.. XD
and so no matter how many tickets u get..
with this pass its all free!
for 7 days la.. XD
as promised.. moarr snow..!!
don't worry, this post snow will be like the background..
iwate is really really cold ok..
and my friend's brother had to tell me proudly..
morioka city is the coldest city within the vicinity..
i swear he was intent on scaring me..
we share a bully-victim relationship..
it always changes though.. XDDD
BOTAK TREES!!!
for some reason unknown to me, natsuki seems to like her trees leaf-less..
DDDD:
i like my trees with their hair on..
and digression.. i think my mum's current hairstyle looks like the one nakai had in 2002..
the long rebonded one.. >.<
its straighter and longer la.. but the hairstyle is shockingly alike..
-sighs-
i hope she won't start losing all her hair next.. =/
okaiis! who likes to see snowfall?
who imagines snowfall to be soooo prettay?
-raises hand- i thought so..
until i saw from the train.. grahhs..
it felt so bleak and miserable.. and i thought it was raining at first..
it took me awhile to realise that it was snow..
and seriously, i wasn't amazed..
it was prolly caused the windows were blurred and stuff..
but then i felt rather nonchalant about the whole "KYAAAA~~!!! IT'S SNOWING THING!"
the window panes felt pretty cold though.. XD
the mist was so thick.. or was it because it was snowing heavily?
-shrugs-
i think it was cause its near the hilly areas?
but it greatly decreased my interest for snow..
my second snow experience was tons better..
japan's skies are such a prettay shade of blue..
its a bliss to just stare at the sky and watch the clouds pass by.. (ITRHYMES!)
and at night.. its so clear u can see all the stars..
but apparently if during the day if it snows you won't see the stars at night..
the skies and the slower pace of life in iwate and most countryside is why i prefer country to city..
if i want city, tokyo > osaka..
i decided i still like my guys suited..
osaka have people that look fucking gorgeous but they belong to the streets.. XD
from the top of the building..
this is the view of morioka city..
the temperature inside the buildings and outside is like japan vs singapore..
which is which i am sure u all are smart enough to figure out la.. >.<
but anyway..
ITS SO PRETTY RIGHT!!!!!
it can pass for a postcard already lor..
i was really awed by the gorgeous view..
but i am more amazed by the mountains than anything else..
we only have puny hills.. they have huge mountains..
that seem everlasting.. -sighs-
a teaser! XD
the sign of lotteria!
i think the service varies from branch to branch..
but this particular branch, u have to buy a ticket from the machine first and then go to the counter to collect your food..
damn cool la! lols..
and lotteria have the nicest burgers!
their bread is SOFT.. like really fresh..
-sighs- i swear man, its the nicest fastfood restaurant i have ever been too..
and yes, i am really touched by it..
I LOVE LOTTERIA! XD
and yahh.. we were watching the snow fall when enjoying our lotteria lunch..
we meaning yuma's sister and me!
her name's yui btw.. and a future nurse..
PLUS SHE IS TAKAHIRO > ATSUSHI!!! zomgzomgzomg..
in fact their whole family except their dad is! hehhs!
but then she likes shingo and tsuyoshi.. =/
wth.. and the best thing.. tsuyoshi > shingo..
abit weird ahh..
=.=
i don't mean d.tsuyoshi btw..
hahahaha.. so we met up! and so next post.. my second meeting with them!
XDDDD
random fact TWO:
for insects haters, japan during the winter/spring period is a good time to go. i didn't even see ONE mushi while i was there for the three weeks. they are all afraid of the cold i suspect. -nods-JAPAN TRIP! (29th to 21st)
1.4.08 @ 10:47 PM
i thought we didn't have picchars of the blue skies in japan.. lols..
and WAIIIT! i just realised ryouko did take piccchars.. XD
SO PRETTY RIGHT! >.<
zomg.. ignore the wings prease.. lols..
(fuckwhyisclubboxnotmoving!?! -distracted-)
XD
29th was the official day we made out for changi!
grahhs.. i remember being so excited!
that for the first time i didn't sleep before the flight..
and it was also the first time i slept on a flight..
i really tried to sleep, ask my mum..
i went to bed ard 10 and gave up trying to sleep ard 11..
the second part she has no idea of, obviously..
but anyway, i dressed in my opinion like an eskimo and off we went to fetch ryouko..
lols.. she wore sleeveless okai!
two layers la, but one is like sleeveless..
-neverdiebefore-
(fuckstillnotmoving=.=)
and we did the blahblahblah at the airport..
i am obviously too dumb to be a terrorist, so i manage to get onto the plane!
and during the flight i was in a half-sleep state..
too tired to notice much..
and since i didn't get the window seat, there isn't much to look at..
well, apart from natsuki's face and the curly hair of two japanese males that is..
and no andy, there wasn't any terrorists in our flight..
so i didn't get the chance to threaten them with my need for orange juice.. XD
anyway, we reached japan pretty fast in my opinion and memory..
maybe the excitement of being in a flight decreased! DDDD:
but anyway, we touched down..
and here comes hell waving at us..
we have to lug our luggage all the way to ryouko's house..
with her constant scares that her train station only has stairs..
we did go out to breathe in japan air after we collected out luggage..
and our first conclusion that it wasn't as cold as we thought..
we started to think that we were just exaggerating everything and smugly we went on with our journey..
(FAARKKK!!!STILLNOTMOVING!!!T^T)
and i seriously did sweat when i was lugging the luggage..
so when natsuki said it was getting cold, i still didn't think it was cold..
until, darkness struck..
fuck, if there is one thing i discovered, i am really bad at night..
we dumped our luggage in ryouko's house and went out to explore..
the first place we went to was harajuku.. XD
this is the reason why:
no.. they don't sell melons in those costumes..
they are a H!P group.. that in my opinion has super cool hair..
but lousy pv.. =/ whats with the black peapar!
grahhs.. maybe because it was late.. but the crowd disappointed me..
there weren't as many ikemens as i imagined it to have..
but anyway, we went to a very very nice japanese restaurant for out first dinnar!
and it was a reasonable price..
for some unknown reason, i can't find my photo of my first dinnar..
i swear i took it.. =.=
but anyway..
name of the restaurant.. situated near H!P store..
cause we were near starvation and couldn't walk anymore..
so we just went into any shop that looks good and is reasonably priced..
the stairs are friggin' steep alright!
and no, it wasnt on purpose we took the lady.. XD
then we went to eat crepes!
zomg.. the crepes are HEAVENLY!..
if there i had to list what i missed about japan..
crepes would be on the list.. XD
it was ichigo season during then, so obviously i ate ichigo ichigo crepe..
not the exact same one.. but a crepe looks like that..
kinda like an icecream, but no cone..
and loads of cream..
but its really popular with the peapar there..
i think its the most common food i see them eating..
when they do eat that is..
the land of flamingoes.. -.-
double dose of ichigo!! XDDD
and ryouko really needed to get her winter clothes..
cause it wasn't freezing but the coldness was no joke either..
i wonder how people survive the winters..
-shudders-
if spring is already like that.. i don't dare think of how cold winter will be.. >.<
anyway, cause me and natsuki were super slow in eating out first crepe..
we had to wait in the cold for ryouko to be done shopping in MUJI..
it pains me not to be able to go into MUJI.. T.T
anyway, with the fastest speed i could muster i ate my crepe and went into MUJI for abit of warmth..
don't ask me why i don't hole myself up in shopping centre..
cause by that time all were closed..
no, it was late like 10 or 11..
it was at most 8 or 9.. =.=
apparently, (believe this at your own risk) good kids in japan sleep at 9 so all shops close at 8..
and they really do close at 8 sharp..
but the good kids one, i hold my opinion ok.. XD
but anyway, after that we went home.. cause it was really cold..
and we have to prepare to wakeup early the next day cause i am leaving for my friend's house.. (asif)
lols..
i can't remember exactly what happened then..
but i do remember i was shivering like mad even under like 4 blankets?
of which 2 were the wooly kind.. =.=
see, i told u guys i am really bad with the nights.. DDD:
but lets move on..
the second day was the day i made a move for yuma's house..
i we made a call to yuma a couple of times..
to change the timing etc..
=x
cause
we i missed the train and then had to take the next one..
and so as polite peapar we made a call to inform them..
cause they were picking me up from the station!
kyaaaaa!!!!!!!! <333
but anyway i was quite drowsy during the train ride..
and apart from houses and flatlands.. there isn't much to see..
but being nice.. i still took some picchars ok! XD
leaving tokyo! so many houses right!
well, its the same all the way..
scary how populated tokyo is..
moving further down.. we get these..
still these.. its really big a difference ehh..
from tokyo.. and anyway i got drowsy and fell asleep..
and woke up to this sight..
my first sight of snow passed by in a whiz..
and i was thinking what was that white patch..
before realising.. SNOW!
O.O yahh.. my reaction.. XDD
i know snow is prettay..
so here's more.. far view though..
don't expect me to jump down the train to take picchars kays..
and it was the shinkansen.. so pretty fast..
from the yellow to the white..
although yellow still present.. XD
grahhs, by then i was pretty freaked out already..
cause ryouko's dad kept saying that iwate will be very very cold..
and i was already shivering in tokyo where ryouko's dad said it was rather warm..
-freaks out-
but ok peapar!!!! that's it for today.. XDDD
tomorrow ok! XD
then i won't be so bored.. lols!
neither will u have to go through a whole chunk..
and those stupid vids finally started to dl..
even though i started from the smallest vol..
but still an improvement.. >.<
so byebye peaparr!!! stay tuned for more..
there will be peaparr in the photos appearing tomorrow!!! <333
random fact ONE:
your calbee prawn cracker will never go all soft even if you leave it out in the open in japan during winter/spring. we experimented. its true.updates!
@ 10:25 PM
ohhkais.. i think till the day i go poly..
i don't need to even think of off-ing my computer..
i have a grand total of 355 items downloading..
and it totals up to 100GB..
sure there are some that i will watch and dump..
but yahh..
considering that the new drama season is starting..
=/
I HAVE SO MANY SO MANY BACKDATED!!!!
and even with quickdownload..
i doubt it would be quick..
and i never understood how to use it..
it just happens like that!
DDDD:
-glomps-
so everything is more or less in place already..
except my music..
le sigh..
its apple.. and i have no idea how to move all my music from my player to the computer without losing everything..
if anyone has any idea..
teach me alright!
so only that left.. and i have to dl VLC player and Realplayer..
grahhs..
so yahh.. current update.. XD
i think within 30mins i can type my post!!
-flails-
i don't know why i getting so excited.. lmao..
new comp(as if)
@ 8:36 PM
-sighs-
as expected, i lost every bloody thing..
i even had to delete my pretty windows vista for fugly windows XP..
but well.. XP is so much faster its scary..
so no complains there..
and the only thing i didn't manage to rescue is my vids..
pictures and musics are pretty much intact..
so yahh..
but it was really painful to delete all my painstakingly collected videos by myself..
it didn't even get wiped out..
i had to delete them..
-sniffles-
grahhs.. i need my clubbox add NOW!
so i can start dl-ing..
i will not put my 90++ near 100GB worth of memory to waste..
>:(
i swear man.. if not that i love my VAIO so much..
i would have bought the school's laptop alr..
it has 250GB worth of hard disk space, 3GB of Memory and all the stuff dl-ed into it alr and the best thing..
it costs only 1.4K
i don't care if it crashes in 3 years time..
i still have my VAIO..
DDDD:
the school's one sucha deal!
but i still love my pink VAIO..
>.<
-sighs-
i wanna and need my videos.. badly..
>.<
so prease be patient ppl.. after i settle my dl..
i will fufill my promise and post on the japan trip..
ok.. i just read shocking news..
and i have no idea if i should feel proud..
apparently my course intake is only 40 students..
like wtf so little..
=.=
i thought is cause nobody wanted to join..
then my coursemate said, the course only accepts 40 students..
like ohhhkai..
lols.. and apparently timetable is out alr..
i am in 1A02..
and i guess with this small intake..
everybody will know everybody alr.. LOL!
fuck.. my first day starts at 11 and ends at 5..
=.=
not that its the full one.. i don't think so..
cause like very not full.. >.<
OK!!! off to bathe and dl vids.. XD
ciao~
