Time comes to a standstill with each SNAP;;

exams reflections!

31.10.07 @ 3:20 PM

yoohoo~~!!
i am back!
its breaktime!! XD
not literally, but well no papers tomorrow!!!
and my main papers are all over..
i mean maths, chinese, english..
maths was pretty okay.. if i didn't make any careless mistakes apart from those i counted..
i should be able to scrape a B3..
which is exactly what i wanted.. xD
unless the whole damn singapore genius kids decide to get full marks..
which will leave me with a horrible result..
it is for sure that there will be people who score full marks..
like hello, even i found it okay of course the smartasses will be able to do all of them correctly..
-am getting depressed-
english and chinese.. ermm..
lets see, english was much easier..
much much much easier..
if the markers are not that strict i may just be able to scrape an A..
provided of course my comprehension doesn't let me down..
as for chinese..
>.<
i am usually quite confident in this area..
definitely will not be below a B3.. XD
u feel like strangling me already? i need to be confident in something you know..
xDD
and history.. ahh.. i feel that i did pretty okay..
but yea.. it all depends la.. >.<
all over and done with already..
next is social studies and lit! XD
and then it is results..
i really want my results fast..
even if they aren't brilliant.. i hate being kept in suspense!
argh!!!! >.<
i want MCM!!!! MCM!!!!!! MCM!!!! MCM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T.T

AMATHS-less!!

22.10.07 @ 12:25 PM

a-maths is going to start in 3 hours time!!!
-runs about like a mad monk-
hehs.. but well, whatever..
i am not even taking it..
-giggles evilly-
ahh well.. am enjoying life without a-maths here..
i am not slacking my ass off here like you must be thinking now..
-frowns-
in fact i am resting so that i can go further..
haven't u heard that before?!
休息是為了走更遠的路!!!
am abit gong dao le la.. >.<
everday maths, lit, maths, history, maths, social studies..
@__@
u see the repetitive word?
KYAAA~~!!!!
U NOTICED?!!! OMG!!!!
I AM DOING MATHS?!!!
the ultimate failure in maths is doing maths!!!!!!
HOMG!!!!
-points finger at self- *is totally beyond hope*
yahh, but noticed another thing?
all science related subjects is missing.. DDD:
WHY?!
ahh, use your brains people, i am sure i mentioned it before..
i am so sure i mentioned it before..
NOW! go and recall properly before i kick u!
-runs off to do maths!!!!!-

Conclusion: A combination of O'levels exams stress with too much maths has resulted in the madness of this girl. She, is beyond hope now. May GOD save her. Amen.
-c'mon! pray for me people!!-
^^

hehs, anyway, good luck to you guys! <33

quiz7

18.10.07 @ 10:39 PM

i forgot if i have done this..
but anyway.. here it goes! xD
take it with a pinch of salt..
but some are rather true.. xDD

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The Real You
Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:

Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

What does being a friend really mean to you?
You value your friendships: 50%

You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.

Love and Your Sweetheart
Here is the analysis:

Your sweetheart is like a big brother to you. He is kind and always takes good care of you. He is a dream boyfriend; gentle and compassionate, he is completely and utterly dedicated to the girl he loves. It's easy to please him because he appreciates everything you do for him. There's no need to worry about changing yourself in any way because he accepts you the way you are. When this type of man fall in love it's going to be deep and quite probably forever.

Are You Nosy?
Nosy Level: 60%

You may seem to be a nosy person to some people, but actually you are quite a serious person who's not at all interested in gossip. You just like to know what's going on around you. It's a natural interest and you can get offended when people tell you they think you're a sticky-beak.

Jealousy Test
Jealousy Level: 65%

You are a jealous person but you try not to let it show
You often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.

How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?

You will never expect to control your boyfriend or husband. Your boyfriend and you will take turns to make decision and the decision is often acceptable to both of you. Whatever you want to let him know, you can just tell him straightforwardly. This is a good relationship, a pretty modern one.

The Bus
Here is the analysis:

You are more concerned with yourself rather than with others. Superficially, you are a quiet and imaginative person. As you choose to sit at the back, you can converse with your friends although you do not talk a lot.

The Hang Glider
Here is the analysis:

You love fair relationship with your boyfriends. You like a simple wedding. It can merely be cohabitation without wedding, or you live separately with your husband. Despite all these, you will still have a good time together until you become a grandmother or a grandfather. Then, you are still good friends who always living the rest of your life together.

A murder in your town
Here is the analysis:

Your heart searches for imagination and you often think about love. You take it seriously both when you are in love and when you are disappointed in love.

The Squirrel
Here is the analysis:

You are very direct, which might freak them out. Something along the lines of "Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror?" might slip from your lips.

Your Hidden Talent
Here is the analysis:

The Mass Communicator
You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

Who is your dream guy?
Here is the analysis:

He is wild and adventurous. His path is often against the world. He does what he wants when he feels like. His type of girl is quite like him, independent and wise. If you love freedom and willing to risk, go for this guy.

What is this picture?
This test tells you what your wedding ceremony will be like.

You are very creative. Your wedding should be unique and people will remark about it for some time afterwards.

How well do you react?
Here is the analysis:

You recover quickly from disappointment. But when you feel that things are going wrong, you will react immediately.

Pick One
Here is the analysis:

Your future friend: You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.
Your travel plan: You will travel to exotic countries like Tibet, India, Egypt. You enjoy visiting ancient ruins, lost woods and spending time in a hut in peaceful neighborhood.
Your future financial status: You are very good at saving and sometimes you are even stingy. The reason you want your teeth to grow longer is because when you can't eat, you can save even more on food. Once your money is deposited in the bank, there's no way that you will withdraw it out just to spend on luxuries.
The last period of your life: You like to be in an peaceful environment with your old man. You get annoyed by the noise and turbulence caused by your grandchildren. They will even think of you as a mean person.

Whats your favorite mode of travel?
Here is the analysis:

Your inner energy brings you through life. You will achieve your goal in life as long as you take it easy.

What do your friends think of you?
Here is the analysis:

You are cheerful but watch out for gossips. Friends think that you stick your nose into most matters. But because of your cheerfulness, you are often forgiven. Try to be far away as possible from gossips.

The Rain
This will tell about your marriage.

You are far too young to think about wedding. Enjoy ten or more years before thinking of walking through the aisle.

How well will you survive in this wild world?
Here is the analysis:

Because of your kind nature, you always find it hard to turn down people in need. You always want to do so many things at once but eventually you might not achieve anything. Try to focus on one thing at a time and you will surely be successful

The Bridge
Here is the analysis:

You believe in the good and the pure. Anything other than that is not what you will bend towards. Within your silence, you are arrogant.

Your Sixth Sense
Your Sixth Sense Score: 67%

You are reasonable and won't get blown by temptations. However, you might miss some great opportunities.

The House
Here is the analysis:

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person.

You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. You often come up with solutions to problems. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

Your Working Style
You are friendly, adaptable and a realist. You rely on what you see, hear, and know first-hand. You good-naturedly accept and use the facts around you. You look for a satisfying solution instead of trying to impose any "should" or "must" of your own. You are sure a satisfying solution will turn up once you have grasped all the facts.
You solve problems by being adaptable, and often can get other to adapt, too. People generally like you well enough to consider any compromise you suggest. You are unprejudiced open-minded, and tolerant of most everyone-- including yourself. You take things as they are and thus may be very good at easing a tense situation and pulling conflicting factions together.

You are actively curious about objects, scenery, activities, food, people, or anything new presented to your senses. Your expert abilities in using your senses may show in:

a continuous ability to see the need of the moment and turn easily to meet it
the ability to absorb, apply and remember great numbers of facts
an artistic taste and judgement
the handling of tools and materials
With your focus on the current situation and realistic acceptance of what exists, you can be gifted problem solvers. Because you are not necessarily bound by a need to follow standard procedures or preferred methods, you are often able to see ways of achieving a goal by "using" the existing rules, systems, or circumstances in new ways, rather than allowing them to be roadblocks.
You make your decisions by using the logical analysis of thinking rather than the more personal values of feeling. Your thinking enables you to crack down when the situation calls for toughness, and also helps you grasp underlying principles. You learn more effective in actual situations than on written tests. Abstract ideas and theories are not likely to be trusted by you until you have been tested in experience. You may have to work harder than other people to achieve in school, but can do so when you see the relevance.

You do best in careers needing realism, action, and adaptability. Examples are engineering, police work, credit investigation, marketing, health technologies, construction, production, recreation, food services, and many kinds of troubleshooting.

You are strong in the art of living. You get a lot of fun out of life, which makes you good company. You enjoy your material possessions and take the time to acquire you. You find much enjoyment in good food, clothes, music, and art. You enjoy physical exercise and sports, and usually are good at these.

How effective you are depends on how much judgment you acquire. You may need to develop your feeling so that they can use your values to provide standards for your behavior, and direction and purpose in your lives. If your judgment is not developed enough to give you any character or stick-to-it-iveness, you are in danger of adapting mainly to your own love of a good time.

What Would You Do?
Do you have a chance with the one you love?

You have no confidence. You try to take chances but always miss them since you are too scared to really jump in and try.

In any case, if you don't make any efforts to meet people, no relationship is going to get started.

Toilet Test
Here is the analysis:

You are an efficient person but you always need time to think through issues before taking action. You can be a romantic one but you are too hasty making decisions in love. Generally, you are very cheerful.

The Eating Test
Here is the analysis:

You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.
Love for you can be as intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on around you, or you shut people up and take charge. You can go to a movie by yourself. You are as comfortable alone as you are with others. You are angry at your parents but you can't change them.

You are a great lover when you find that rare mate who is your equal, otherwise your relationships do not go well. Life is a roller coaster, and you are finding ways to make the good times better. You love sports.

What's in the picture?
Here is the analysis:

The most important thing in your life is a person you like.
The type of friends that you want is strong and active.

Out of This World
This test indicates your attitude towards your present situation in life.

Though you are happy with your present situation, you think a change would be better.

A New Plant
This test indicates your attitudes towards your parents.

You rely on your parents so much and want them to always be close to you.

The five-question personality test
Here is the analysis:

Your ideal mate has a good figure.
Most of your plan would be successful. When you wish, you make a reasonable wish.
No effort, no success. That's your attitudes towards success.
You love freedom and don't want to get tied down.
You are strong-willed, and tend to be a little self-centered.

Who's Your Type?
Here is the analysis:

A person who is kind and generous is attractive to you.

How to tell someone that you love them?
FACE-TO-FACE

Just go to see him or her and let he/she know how you feel, straight from the heart. That would be okay for a brave one like you.

science practical

@ 9:58 PM

today's practical was SHIT..
plain shit..
i knew there was a reason why i hated chemistry practicals..
and even if i didn't, i am presented with a reason now..
i fail at maths and science..
-.-
i should thank my lucky stars i don't need it..
byebye victoria jc..
my ever most favourite jc..
it is the most fantastic jc i tell u..
every single thing about it is cool..
the points needed to get in is even cooler though..
-glomps-
i hate chemistry practical..
and mryeo la!!!!! >.<
this is where got relatively easy!!!!
i couldn't get a single shit..
physics was so much easier!
T.T
i am totally ignoring my chemistry paper on 24th..
immediately skipping to 26th's history paper..
and literature paper..
MUST get A1 man..
>.<
okays.. i got to go do my essay! xD
leaving ikebukuro west gate park to dl!!!
yea.. i love the storyline so much i have to watch it again!!!!
and it is actually from a book!
zOMG!!!! >.<
and the series still running!
i so love it!
and i decided to get all of ishida ira's works..
since ikebukuro was by him..
i have faith he will do very well with the other books! ^^
i MUST not get anything apart from my shopping list anymore!!!!!
>.<
books and shopping list only..
and okays, KAT-TUN + HSJ's releases..
plus yuto's con goods at the end of the year..
and elementary japanese lessons..
oh god.. i need money! desperately!
T.T

www.worldvision.org.sg

17.10.07 @ 8:33 PM

this was a highly strung up day..
so tired..
but anyway, i saw this in a magazine, those who read my blog, please visit www.worldvision.org.sg
it is a website that helps kids in developing countries.
uhmm, i don't know how to explain properly but go and see?
i tried to sign up for the help a kid programme.
it is like donating 45bucks a month to help a kid that you have chosen to help..
hmm, i am trying for that since it is within my ability..
>.<
but i think may not succeed since i am still a student?
if i fail for that, then maybe i will try for the loaf programme..
it is really meaningful, if you can do your part for these kids, please do..
i know i wouldn't be able to go and help them, so funding is the next best thing i can do..
do your part for them? ^^
and good luck to my friends for tomorrow! XD

Jin~おしゃれイズム(071014)

15.10.07 @ 9:58 AM

平成ファミリーズ

@ 9:58 AM

please forgive me!

13.10.07 @ 9:22 PM

i contemplated suicide for the first time in my life..
yes, seriously thought about it..
i even sketched out all the letters i would write..
something huge happened..
regret doesn't help, but i can't help regretting..
please do not ask what happened..
i am too ashamed to even think about it..
if i have a genie i would turn back time..
i would even go for unorthodox methods just to turn back time..
it is a mistake, a mistake that i really regretted making..
the consequences are really too heavy to bear..
for that period of time, i really couldn't see beyond the next hour..
i just stood on waiting for the time to tick to 9..
really felt too ashamed to live on..
has anyone of u had that feeling before?
the feeling of helplessness? that even if everyone forgave u..
u cannot forgive yourself..
i really only saw death as a solution then..
it is really foolish i know, but i couldn't think beyond that..
even now, i want to escape..
i want to be a coward and just leave..
if u asked me now what is holding me back, it is my mum and dad..
after today, i realised how much i love them..
no matter how much i quarrel with them and fight with my mum..
i really love them too much..
if i left just like that, i think it would hurt them so much more than my mistake today..
i realised how protective they are of me..
how much they love me..
the love they have towards me far wins the love i have of them..
i swear, i really swear, no matter the consequences i face for today's actions, i will love my mum and dad much much much more than i had before..
it is not compensation for my actions, but is loving them double so i will not regret in the future..
three regrets in one life is three too many for me..
and the worse thing is two regrets are regarding my parents..
i cannot let them down again..
i will not anger my mum anymore..
she asks me to study more, i will..
my das asks me to play less computer, i will..
i finally realised how important family is..
especially the two people who will stand by u no matter what..
i feel ashamed for my actions and i feel ashamed for thinking of wanting to leave them first..
but i will never forget the look of disappointed and shock on my dad's face..
the tone of disbelief that crept into my mum's voice..
no, they will stay with me for as long as i am alive..
i will never never never do something so foolish and stupid again..
October 13th, Saturday, 2007..
the day i will remember very very clearly..
i am very very sorry to all parties for the trouble..
please forgive my stupidity..
and thanks mum and daddy, for standing by me..
i have disappointed u all the time, from my results to my rebellion..
but thanks, thanks alot for still loving me all the same..
today's episode will serve as a heavy reminder of all the follies and mistakes i made..
all the pain and hurt i made u go through..
it will be the fullstop to all..
i learnt my lesson, although it came at such a heavy price, but i learnt it..
and i will remember it well..
so please, continue to love me..
please continue to believe in me..
i will not betray that precious trust again..
this will be the last..
i am sorry.. please forgive me..
and, i love u mum and daddy..

morita

11.10.07 @ 10:19 AM

yahh.. i can be the meanest person alive ever when i want to be..
so be nice to me..
my new motto: be nice or shut up!
-.-
lets talk about my new fetish recently..
V6!!
ohmygod.. i never thought i would like V6 so much la..
i am like totally nuts about morita go and okada junichi now..
>.<
>.<
>.<
OHMYGOD!!!!!!!!
okada junichi just made it to my list of hot ojisans!
xDDD
well of course topping the list would be my soon to be spouse, kimura takuya..
what? u didn't know?
well my ultimate goal in life apart from watching all episodes of CSI is to break up kimura and shizuka and marry him myself..
wahahahaha! -inserts evil laughter-
oOps.. -points at self- this girl is mad!
oh gee.. prease ignore me okays.. hahaha..
i am not quite right up there recently.. lols..
i like morita go better, but now okada junichi is pawning all the pages..
miyake ken, is still the last amongst them..
-wide grin-
i decided, it is still morita go..
i can't resist the hot,wild,uncared look he has..
he is unshaven! XDDD
darns, but still kimura is pawnage! xDD
i just practically bought like ALL HERO merchandise i can find in s'pore..
down to the japanese book, which i can't even read one single word..
>.<
it is releasing on november 22nd!
i am so going to watch it for 3 days straight!
XDDDD
and 7 times!!!!
then i will buy the dvd when it releases and re watch it till i can memorise when he is coming out and his lines etc..
OMG!!!!
i get so happy just thinking about it..
I WANT THE FULL LENGTH POSTER!!!!!!! T.T
damn, shaw brothers, prease give me one?
>.<
lols.. forget it.. i am quite mad..
this is the result of studying for whole days.. lols..
ehhs, i really have been studying.. >.<
about 13 more days to the first paper.. =/
which is chemistry..
science is the only subject i have not touched yet..
>.<
maths, english, literature, social studies, history!

his pictures are so hard to find.. typical of V6.. >.< their info is damn hard to find? >.< or should i say, i have not yet found much? ehhs.. so i scanned in picture of myojo november.. may we all love morita go.. XD absoulutely like him alot!!! >.<

fucking furious!

8.10.07 @ 11:09 PM

-WARNING!-
NOT FOR PEOPLE WHO HATES FOUL LANGUAGE!
i am fucking pissed off..
now and just now..
-rolls eyes-
firstly, do NOT even try to call me an AH LIAN..
i will fucking kill you..
seriously..
no way u can get off easy..
that's a fucking label i hate..
no one has ever called me that..
and i feel bloody insulted when i hear, "wah lao, another ah lian!"
one, linda ain't an ah lian..
and when i am talking nicely, you fucking call me an ah lian?!
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU HAVE AGAINST MY VOICE?!
damn.. =.=
i have nothing against them, but i am not one..
so, don't call me that..
i will totally flip..
and do NOT i repeat do NOT, shout vulgarities at me when i just pick up the phone..
that will be the key to making me furious..
trust me, when i rage it will last very long..
and all parties involved will not get off easy..
i mean it..
i will scream the whole building down..
do NOT kaobei me..
i don't seem to see anything wrong in sayng your name..
it is not as though i am asking you to tell me the length of your fucking genitals!
when i am nice, be nice..
else don't fucking blame me when your sorry ass lands in trouble!
don't spew vulgarities when people are talking nicely..
and answer nicely..
is your name made of gold so you can't say it..
i am fucking furious right now..
was so mad i could cry in the lib..
ohmygod, i wish i can rip off someone's neck!
and andy, linda, huishan, lays..
am so sorry for the whole lot trouble..
especially linda, got you scolded for nothing..
>.<
and thanks, for being there and standing up for me..
thank you! <33333
do not i repeat, do not make me mad with you..
unless you have no wish of being friends with me anymore..
thank you.

GRAD DAY! pt.2

7.10.07 @ 9:13 PM

i browsed throught alot of people's blogs..
and boy were they melodramatic about the whole graduation thing..
actually it hasn't really sunk in that i have graduated..
i keep getting the happy feeling like it is holidays and then it will be back to school..
>.<
it will take time getting used to the fact that i no longer need to wear school uniform..
that i am not a secondary school student anymore..
that hey, after 10 years of compulsory education, i am not really a student anymore?
i have got no idea why, but these 4 years in secondary school, i am so sure they will stay with me longer than my 6 years in primary school..
it is much more memorable and i can recall events more clearly than my primary school days..
maybe because i am starting to remember?
remember that my best ever results in my four years excluding prelims was my first term results..
after which they went on a steady decline..
that i failed my geog so badly everytime that my teacher had to see me after every test..
the nasty episode that happened in sec1/2 period..
running through the hallways of the school and entering the school library for the first time by bursting through the glass doors just so i can avoid letting hq see me..
rebelling by failing nearly all subjects in sec2..
knowing what it feels like to be dumped..
starting to see things through a wider point of view..
learning to accept what others say and trying to see what they see..
trying to fit in with others..
learning how to make more friends, how to socialise properly..
how to open up to people..
to be independent and be unselfish, to share..
i may not love my school, but it was during these 4 years in this school, that i learnt all these..
i did think, if i hadn't been in this school, i would not have all the unique experiences i had..
yea sure i would have had others, but it would be a totally different matter..
i wouldn't have met sijia, sipei, hui, bee, hiroki, andy, lays, xiuhui, linda, sham, sithu, edwin, hq, brother!, hock, chehao, michy and spastic huishan!
if i missed out anyone tell me okays? and i am sorry about that too..
i could only recall these guys currently.. XD
u guys played a huge part in my life..
i give my utmost thanks!
without u guys my life would have been as bland as porridge!
thanks for being there all the time..
times when i am really down and times when i was spazzing throughout the whole day..
thanks for being there when i am a dork, an idiot, a loser, a clown, a retard and everything else..
just for being there, i love u guys for it!
thanks for tolerating all the crap i give u guys and still sticking it through..
u guys are special! like totally!
aquar, thanks, seriously, thanks, thats all i can say to u guys!
hiroki, ehh thanks man! xDDD i know i am really the shittiest person ever, bombarding u with all my JE stuff, making u find songs for me, hehs, and thanks for keeping the promise we made at the end of sec 2, that we will still be good friends even if we are in different classes. it starts to get awkward even saying hi at times and u can jolly well ditch me, but u stayed! u are the best guyfriend i ever had. we will keep in touch ok. i know u read this, so don't act act hor! XDDD
the ppl mentioned in 4E2, hey man, thanks for making my life for the past 2 years great, esp these last few months, i love u guys man.. i will continue to destroy your lives.. XDDDDD esp my clown!!!! u know who u are right.. hehs!
to all i forgot, unless i dislike u immensely..
thanks, for being part of my life..
fate and lousy results brought us together and we did make the best out of it!
so cheerios!!!! <3333
i can be quite lengthy if i want to right.. XDDD

neos with aquar on grad day.. spot me? xD the one with the mushroomy hair la.. >.< don't laugh okays? hahaha! WE ROCK! <3333

GRAD DAY!

6.10.07 @ 12:28 PM

i have graduated.. i am a graduate!!!!!!!
wooo~~~~~
XD
hehs.. cheer for me?
i was bloody happy yesterday..
cause i had steamboat!!
LIKE FINALLY! ZOMG!
i am so deprived of food recently..
but it was such a joke..
since me and dewei are ones who wait for people to serve us and now we have to do it ourselves..
-glomps-
i think we squealed more than the mice yesterday..
one thing i really hate about steamboat, the oil..
i hate the feeling of being greasy..
like eww~~
ahh well, we were such a joke last night..
and we wasted food! DDD:
i am sorry fishballs and etc..
i was bursting already!!!
oh wells.. grad day huh..
hmm, i think it was pretty much forgettable?
lols!
-runs away-
for me it was la.. there wasn't anything specially memorable..
and since i don't have much love for my class..
i wasn't especially emotional..
-i sound like a rock! zomg!-
well, miss haiza did wear our sch uni to sing on stage!
lols... my spastic lit teacher..
we all love her la!
cho cute man.. i will seriously miss her lessons.. ^^
hmm, darn, i can't really remember the details already..
DDD:
anyway, i did grab some pics from amanda's blog..
the one with the kuku hairtsyle is me la..
fugly shit.. lols!
anyway, took loads of puris yesterday too..
hmm, if ahjiajia uploads it then i can upload it here too!
i think i look so much better in puris!
-mock laughter-

okays la, here the pictures go, i am so sorry for the lame and boring post on the supposedly once in a lifetime graduation.. i did feel a bit nostalgic yesterday, but it whizzed past and wham! its over xD hahahaha!

ueda2

4.10.07 @ 9:59 AM

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIME!!!!!!
今天是上田的生日!!
祝你永遠都一直保持漂亮!
我也會試著喜歡你的LOST的.
公主不知道你今天的生日會這麼過呢?
希望你會玩的愉快!
可能會請小亮去你的生日派隊? ^^
不過你今天的生日,我希望你會說更多話.
公主笑的時候真的很很很可愛的.
說話,雖然大多數都很欠扁,不過我還是喜歡聽你講話.
看你金髮的時候,我是很討厭啦,不過現在是喜歡的很多很多!
只要不是金髮.
公主雖然跳舞不是很棒,但是歌聲很好哦.
也很希望你有一天可以演戲.
真的很期待看到公主演戲!
還有祝你今天刊的到你最喜歡的fairies!
希望你往後的一年會過的很棒.
KAT-TUN的U,加油!
我的第四名的位置永遠為你保留著!
對不起哦,第一到第三在近年來是不可能會變的,所以只好把第四給你了! ^^
再一次,祝你生日快樂!
公主<3333
above, is my birthday greeting for tacchan the princess!
hehs..
today, for the first time and the last time in my life, i skipped school!
i will always remember this day la..
call me noob, but this is really i didn't go to school without a valid reason..
hmm.. wait, i do have the flu! but not too valid?
i call it the first and last, because tmr is the grad ceremony, i can't skip that..
so there u go! XDDDD
talk about my flu, it has become full blown la! =/
damn it!
well, i do have a good news!
i weighed myself, apparently, i lost 2.8KG!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!
but i think the weighing machine is not too accurate?
>.< but still i did lose some weight? even if it isn't so much?
^^ ^^ ^^
this is bloody fantastic news!!!
i am sick of my relatives telling me all the time..
u so fat, why u don't exercise and lose weight?
i am sure u will be much prettier tt way..
=.=
and my dearest mum and dad dropping barbed comments all the time la!
=/
and with all the hints that SOME people drop to me..
feel so irritated at times.. -.-
plus, i do think i am fat, especially my calves.. DDD:
my legs are zomg scary.. T.T
thunder calves and thunder thighs?!
-wails-
i still have not got an idea on how to go to HSJ debut con..
i will fail as a fan if i don't go!!!!
T.T
someone prease give me some good ideas!!!!!!!
>.<

here's hime! in my favourite hair colour.. black! if there is one guy in s'pore who is half as pretty as him, i will bow down and give thanks to god.. =.= and on this topic, met some shitfaces yesterday.. throw all my face in JP postoffice.. >.< damn fucking bitches.. hell fatloser, dogface and shit ass.. at least i can cut this hair right?! i am sure u will be much more fugly than me if u even dare to attempt even 10% of my hairdo! oh wait, i think u are already fugly with your shit hairstyle now.. -sniggers- i really think i should have completed my rebutt on them with a finger.. was so pissed orz.. cut my queue and use on my hair a slew of vulgarities as though i am deaf.. fuckers.. -.- u don't step on my toes twice and think u can get away with it.. u must be mad.. -rolls eyes- okays.. here's the pic! he is way too pretty for his own good! XDDDD

3 more days to GRADUATION!

2.10.07 @ 9:41 PM

3 more days to graduation ceremony..
lets just say i am not especially upset?
in fact i was just contemplating if i should stay at home for the next 2 days..
but well, decided otherwise..
i treasure my peace and quiet at home too much..
=.=
and well i decided i will feed my eyes on people i like instead of dwelling on people i am not interested in..
yea well, i think some of u know who i am talking about la..
^^
my results got moderated and surprise! surprise! my L1R4 got 10..
=/
ermm, i think passable la hor.. lols..
but not too interested.. since it ain't accurate..
i got a good news from dewei today..
apparently 65 for Social Studies can get u an A!!!!
HOMG!!!!
i am going to chiong that subject!
hehs..
anyway been quite a few days since my new hair-do..
ermm, i got no idea if its cause i am too scary and so everyone tells me its nice..
but well, personally i find it funny la..
i am just starting to get used to it..
i think on grad's day will have pictures taken..
prease don't laugh at me okays..
lols..
i find it ok, but it seems weird when i am in sch uni..
=/
i just pre-ordered all three versions of UMP!
ermm, for what reason, i have no specific reason la..
just that for yuto's sake.. ^^
i really want to go for the year end con..
but its practically impossible?
its on 22nd, one day before my birthday..
and no way will my mum allow me to go japan for a concert..
-sighs-
yuto's first debut con..
i want to go so badly! if someone has an idea, please let me know?
T.T
-glomps-
off to social studying..! xD