list of dramas
30.7.07 @ 7:37 PM
here.. as promised to val and some other people?
my list of jap dramas and movies.. xD bolded are the ones i love or i think they are not bad overall! xD
-A Million Stars Falling From The Sky (Takuya)-Bambino! (MatsuJun)
-Brother Beat
-Byakkotai SP (Koki, Yamapi)-Delicious Gakuin -Dragon Zakura (Yamapi)-Engine (Takuya)-First Kiss
-Ganbatte Ikimashoi (Junno, Ryo)
-GO!
-Gokusen (MatsuJun)
-Gokusen II (Kame, Jin)
-Great Teacher Onizuka
-Haikei Chichiue-sama (Nino)
-Hanazakari no Kimitachi e-Hanayome to Papa (Junno)
-Hana Yori Dango (MatsuJun)-Hana Yori Dango II (MatsuJun)-HAPPY! (Junno)
-HAPPY!2 (Junno)
-Hero (Takuya)-Himitsu no Hanazono
-Hinokio
-Hotelier (Ueto Aya)
-Howl's Moving Castle (Takuya)-Hurinkazan (Gackt)
-Ichi Rittoru no Namida (Ryo)-Ikebukuro West Gate Park (Yamapi)-Iryu-Juken no Kamisama
-Kamen Rider Den-O
-Karei-naru Ichizoku (Takuya)
-Kurosagi (Yamapi)-Letters from Iwo Jima (Nino)-Liar Game
-LIFE
-Long Love Letter-Love and Honour
-Moon Child (Gackt, Hyde)-My Boss, My Hero (Koki)-NANA
-NANA2
-Nobuta wo Produce (Kame, Yamapi)-Papa to Musume no Nanokakan (Shige)
-Ping Pong-Primadam (Yuto)-POT Live Action
-Princess Princess D
-Propsal Daisakusen (Yamapi)-Rondo
-Sapuri (Kame)
-Seito Shokun!-Sexy Voice and Robo (L)-Shinigami no Ballad (L)
-Spirited Away
-Strawberry on the Shortcake (Takki)-Sushi Oji (Koichi, Yucci)
-Tantei Gakuen Q-Tatta Hitotsu no Koi (Kame, Koki)
-Tokkyu Tanaka 3GO! (Koki)-Yamada Taro Monogatari (Nino, Sho)-Water Boys II (Teppei)-Anego (Jin)
-Teppan Shoujo Akane
-Jotei
-Pride (Takuya)
-Long Vacation (Takuya)
-Love Generation (Takuya)
-Beautiful Life (Takuya)
-Boys Esteokays.. conclusion.. watch ALL of takuya's dramas..
they are great.. except for karei-naru ichizoku.. xD i hated it..
damn boring.. enjoy! it took me nearly a year to compile this..
hehs!
siru = drama addict
SMAP
@ 6:57 PM
don't get me wrong.. i would never encourage anyone to buy SMAP's cd..
never.. since i don't do it myself.. xD
buy the shows they acted in.. they are superb actors..
but not so good singers.. xD
so i would never encourage people to buy SMAP's cd..
i am not out of my mind.. hahaha! xDDD
but i really love love love this song!!!!!
-refer to below prease-
i wanna learn the lyrics!!! >.<
and i am replaying it so often that my mum's complaining..
oOps..
she says:" can u please change song? they cannot sing! "
>.< she hurt me..
the music is nice despite the vocals! DDD:
and i found where i can dl utaban!!!!!!!
WOO~~~!!! nakai!!!! xDDD
feed my love! lols!
and i think i shall stay stagnant with nakai and kimura..
they are so much love!
i can't wait for september i say yet again.. xD
and apparently i think.. nakai is lead in journey to the west japanese version..
but i heard it isn't very nice? xDD
oh by lead i mean that he is monkey king! HEHS!
i think it is him la.. i don't think it is shingo..
and definitely not goro! XD
lalala~ nakai!!!! <333!!
HEY! SAY! 7 mv
28.7.07 @ 7:43 PM
Online Videos by Veoh.comYAY!!!
yuto's grouppie! XD
hehs.. i didn't really like them much..
even though yuto's in it..
but now i do!!! OHGAWD!! try watching the mv a few more times..
and i bet u will too! xD
don't try to contradict me.. make u look like fool only.. xD
cause i feel so so happy now that i feel like a fool.. grahhs..
how come yuto is so hot! chinen is so cute! XD
YES!!! chinen yuri! he is the shortest guy there by the way.. hahaha!
so cute right!! teddy-bear size! xD
by the way don't even try commenting that their singing isn't good..
i do agree their live isn't fantastic though.. xD
the latest MS where kame was singing with yuto..
oh gawd.. that was quite terrible.. >.< mainly yuto's fault la..
his puberty making his voice go bad.. T.T
but i wouldn't like to hear any comments about singing from non-JE fans..
cause there are huger bands in JE that can't sing as well.. yupps..
and don't compare.. JE artistes aren't famous for their singing..
but put them in MC role, make them learn a new dance in a day, let them learn new skill i am sure they will be much better than any other companies or any other artistes from other countries..
they ooze charm.. XD
and HEY! SAY! 7 is a fairly young band..
yuto and chinen yuri is only 13.. yamada ryosuke is only 14.. daiki arioka is 16 and takaki yuya is 17..
so yea.. only two over the age of 15..
i must say they have done fairly well.. ^^
my love for them has gone up majorly.. lols..
still a distance behind KAT-TUN though.. KAT-TUN has a sense of familiarity..
OH YES!!!
that is why i like them better than NewS!! yes!! the exact reason..
if u are reading this celestine, i found my reason.. -grins-
not homely.. but sense of familiarity.. lols..
they make so much errors KAT-TUN, so imperfect in terms of everything..
they don't study as well as NewS, the members don't get together as well as NewS, they don't dance as well..
they seem to be so imperfect as compared to NewS..
from every single member u can easily pick their flaws..
and they have so many rumours..
but that's why i love them more.. cause they seem more human..
they make the same mistakes as we do..
i relate better to them.. XD -nods-
i finally can put my reason into words.. hehehe!
SMAP「世界に一つだけの花」
@ 6:24 PM
prease don't kill me orz.. xD
cause i am half dead already.. hehs!
was finding this vid cause this is my fave SMAP's song..
xD
and i wanted to know who sang what parts.. ^^
okays.. i was lying..
i wanted to know which part takuya was singing..
and if nakai's live/singing is really that bad.. (it is actually) =x
he has the most nasaly voice i ever heard..
and and and he can't find the right note.. BUT HE IS SUCH A GREAT MC!!!!!!
I JUST CAN'T HELP LIKING HIM WHEN HE IS MC-ING!!!!! >.<
xD but this left me in half tears half laughter.. grahhs..
i still love kimura alot though.. hahah!
and when i see him perform.. i feel that his family is so darn lucky!
esp his children.. imagine such a god-ly looking dad..
and willing to make funny faces for u.. *swoons*
oOps.. i still love my own dad much more though.. XD
and still yuto>>>>>>>>everyone else.. hehs!
he sings one of the best in the group.. tsuyoshi is the second..
and i may just love SMAP one day! XD
they are such a fun band! lols!
and even if they can't sing.. their dancing tgt as a grp is great.. xD
they are neat.. and it is their flaws that make them stand out isn't it?
xD a better performance!
miss monitress wang!
26.7.07 @ 9:26 PM
hii MISS MONITRESS WANG!!
xDD
this post is specially to keep my promise!
^^
isn't this very special name?
hahaha!
is my special name for you orz.. lols..
must like it okays..
i will call u by that everyday! xD
yay!
i love miss monitress wang!
-pulls your hair!-
HP7 pictures
25.7.07 @ 7:43 PM
i cried today.. in school..
man.. embarrasing man.. >.<
but i was really quite upset..
my book is in such a terrible condition..
the cover has a torn corner, it is creased, one of the pages inside is torn and folded..
i am sorry if i sound exaggerating when i said i was so upset..
but yes it is true..
i wouldn't be half as upset if it was my phone or mp3 tt got a scratch..
i love my books alot alot..
even dog-earring it is not allowed..
so imagine how upset i was when i saw the state it was in..
the torn page and the creased cover i didn't know till today..
the torn corner i saw it..
but i tried really hard not to dwell on it.. if not i may just reclaim back all my books and be nasty to everyone..
but it isn't anyone's fault..
and that's the reason i am going to get the third book in hard cover..
it will come to less harm.. and better for my hard..
my insides all disapparated when i saw it today..
and i just couldn't control not crying..
it was equal to heartbreak..
my heart really stopped for that moment..
my darling is in such a bad state..
i think i won't ever touch it again.. everytime i see it..
i think my heart will just break all over again..
it is so fragile.. T.T
i am really sad.. no i ain't exaggerating..
if u know me well enough or love books and reading as much as i do..
i think you will come close enough to know how i feel..
it is an equivalent to an emotional punch..
but i won't point fingers at anyone..
cause it isn't anyone's fault.. i just plead that whoever handles the book next..
please handle with love and care..
do it for me please.. i really cannot take anymore harm coming to the book..
i feel like crying again..
i won't even feel this bad if my jap mags got torn..
but it is my book.. one of the darlings of my life..
feeling so damn emo right now..
thanks though to..
amanda, mich, linda, kahpoh, siyun, chiankiap, xb, val, huishan and finally liqing..
>.<
thanks for your hugs(excluding boys) and your words of comfort..
i really appreciate them..
and liqing for chasing after me when i left the class in a fit of huff..
u guys make me feel loved! ^^
and take care amanda.. ah ma is sorry for passing the germs to you..
>.<
anyway.. somethings that happened recently..
that reminded me of what happened two years ago..
i think i know why i am so angry with the zifah already..
tt period of time.. when i needed him the most..
he left.. betrayal is one thing i really cannot take..
left me waiting and waiting and never appeared..
i would have waited even longer if i was promised that you will appear..
that u had a reason for leaving me there.. but u didn't..
when i needed your support the most when there was no one beside me except u..
u left..
punch tt left me unable to forgive..
even after two years.. i still remember just by your name..
i really really hate the thing that led me to remember what happened two years back..
it was my own fault..
but it was so scary.. i don't want to ever go through that again..
and that is also why i can't bring myself to hurt another girl the same way i was hurt..
it is really painful.. yupps..
bad memories.. broken book.. i am emo-ed..
i want yuto. i want yuto. i want yuto. i want yuto. i want yuto. i want yuto. YUTO!!
i want takuya. i want takuya. i want takuya. i want takuya. i want takuya. TAKUYA!!
T.T
yuto is so much more possible than takuya..
grabbed from amanda's blog.. when we went to collect our HP7.. ^^ i know i look friggin' ugly.. but amanda's pretty.. and she was super sexy tt day.. are u regretting not going with us that day? hah! i look really kuku.. >.< major nerd alert orz.. prease don't laugh at me!!! T.T
kimura3
24.7.07 @ 7:38 PM
i finally did an honest day's(night) work yesterday..
followed the schedule i had..
and trigo-ed for 10 over questions..
each question spanned for a page..
T.T
so tired after it..
tonight's physics..
i got no idea where to start from at all..
unlike maths..
where everything is drilled into my head..
that i have no problem knowing what i am supposed to do..
lols..
harry potter and the deathly hallows was released..
my mum's birthday was over..
bin and hui's birthdays are over..
man.. and o'level countdown has started..
prease refer to the side for further details..
i got a suspect feeling that i will fare badly for science..
since i put so little effort into it..
>.<
so much effort pumped into e-maths orz..
i think i am starting to have a trickle of liking for maths..
like a sense of satisfaction when i solve the sums..
lols..
i feel the overwhelming sense of dread when faced with chemistry..
subject i have neglected with a-maths..
grahhs!
oh yes.. by the way..
paradox: a phrase that may be true but have contrasting meanings.o.O
this word keeps popping up..
i just have to check the freaking meaning..
sure.. can deduce from passage.. but its better to know the accurate meaning..
xDDD
i think i am quite obsessed with a certain way of writing recently..
quite different from my past way of writing..
i don't think anyone has noticed..
but i definitely changed my way of writing a little..
lols..
it used to be so.....self opinionated?
but now it takes more of a objective view?
i see things more as a whole rather than narrow myself?
but i think the truth is..
i am rather copying the writing style of some books..
hmm..
grahhs! no idea la!
>.<
hmm.. i have realised recently..
i haven't fangirled in a long time in my blog!!!!
WHAT?!!!! >.<
i fail..
lols!
nyaa~ just not in the right mood recently to fangirl by myself.. hahahaha!
but anyway..
the SMAP that i didn't look at too much apart from kimura the ohmygawd guy..
xDD
lols..
but i think i am liking nakai more and more!!!
he is so freaking hilarious!
lols..
he is the da wei wang guy by the way dewei.. xD
i know u will just want to kill me for actually admiring him..
added on with matusjun..
u are surely bound to do that oneday..
but nakai is really funny!! xD
and GOD(kimura the ohmygawd guy) is actually a joker in disguise..
lols..
and they have actually one song that i think they aren't bad!
=xxx
like i told celestine..
it is time i stop blinding myself with GOD..
time to open my eyes to other things..
hahahaha!
Arashi has a special place cause i like their singing..
T&T are just so love! they are the JE wonderboys.. tsubasa is my personal preference..
TOKIO and V6, they hold the same rank..
groups that i like but from afar.. lols.. their songs attract me..
Kinki Kids are the ones i have to work my love for.. lols..
NewS,........ i just don't know what to say for them.. no love lost?
>.< i am not really talking sense la..
anyway.. recently 4E2 has been in a mess.. downright mess..
=/
i got no idea what to say?
i am quite disappointed.. in myself for being unable to forgive..
and at the rest too..
either we take the front seat in bullying who we don't like..
or we take the backseat and keep quiet..
how did we turn out this way?
everyone seems so faraway.. but i can't close the gap without making myself seem like a detestable fool..
lets just be friends okays..
friends who don't cross limits that they shouldn't cross.. friends who respect each other..
lets just be what we were..
can we?
i am weary of all these.. i want my last days with you guys to be of happy memories..
not of everyone hating everyone..
strangely though.. i can't do that? so i am asking for the sky i guess..
-sighs-
all the unhappiness has made me lost my craziness to fangirl..
added on the stress that o'levels is bringing about..
i want my old life back!
he is so freaking gorgeous.. don't even dare to suggest that he isn't! i will throttle you alive! i daredn't do find his pics cause i think that i will be whammed with alot of them.. lols! and then i will just die cause he is too gorgeous! xDDD height doesn't matter in this case.. he spills attractiveness! that is all that matters to me.. ^^ kimura-san!!!! <333 and prease don't even think of taking jerry yan as your junior.. i won't be able to accept that.. >.< you are very very good.. prease don't kill me jerry yan's fans..
horrid mood!
20.7.07 @ 5:52 PM
today wasn't a good day..
-sighs-
although its just a few more hours before my mum's birthday..
and the release of HP's book 7..
but i am not really in love with today..
=/
firstly i was in a kind of drug-induced daze nearly the whole day..
felt like sleeping all the time..
and mr fong decided to choose today to be very observant and caught me sleeping in his class..
okay.. like 3/4 of the time..
and my throat was fucking sore..
it is better now..
but i couldn't speak when i woke up..
and tt upsets me terribly..
so i wasn't in a great mood today too..
i really tried to be nice.. and happy..
inside was horrid though..
i just wanted to tell people to shut up and let me sleep..
T.T
and the worst thing?
i saw that fucking malay when i went to collect my cake from jp..
-.-
seriously that caused my mood to reach the lowest point ever for today..
i didn't know if he saw me..
if he did i think he would have laughed at me to his friends?
grah.. i don't give a damn anyway..
i see more cons in him than in other people..
the shame and hurt he brought onto me..
i will never forget.. three fucking hours of waiting..
there is just no way i will be able to erase that..
my mood always changes like litmus paper when i see him.. =.=
argh! shan't continue..
if not i will just burst!
eejit!
dramas dramas!!
i need em'!!
>.<
moolahs moolahs!!
19.7.07 @ 6:36 PM
i think i am in desperate need for moolahs nowadays..
alot of releases!
so i better list down the things i want!
xDDD
1) Harry Potter Book7
2) Eclipse--Stephenie Meyer
3) 3 Japanese Magazines
yes.. these are the calls for my urgent need of moolahs!
i feel more light now i have listed them out!
xDDD
now i can see where to spend my money!
^^
BZW!
17.7.07 @ 6:39 PM
this is specially for those who are ignorant of why i dislike wzb so much..
yes.. i dislike him immensely..
u must be really dense to not realise it till now.. -rolls eyes-
there are tons of reasons for that..
how should i go about doing this..
the main reason for this is cause mich doesn't understand why i always pick on him..
its not cause i am so bored and i just pick on him for fun..
hell no!
and its not cause of how he looks either..
i don't give a damn if he is as ugly as a hippo if he is nice..
when did i start to hate him so much..
i guess it was when i found out what he did to sijia..
man.. i was fucking furious.. (pardon the language)
i felt like strangling him there and then..
and everything went downhill from then..
my trust in him was betrayed..
i felt so stupid to choose to trust sijia with him and ignored what everyone else said..
now i shudder to think what it would be like if that really happened..
sure.. i knew that he is a playboy..
but he was so sincere and persistent i thought he had changed for the better..
apparently he proved me wrong in no time..
and in such a brutal way..
the thing that drove the last nail into the coffin was what he said about sijia..
if murder wasn't a crime i would really have killed him..
no amount of apologies can make me forgive him..
and i doubt he would have enough consience to really want my forgiveness either..
this is what he said to sheila to win her from vincent..
that happened the same time when he was pledging his ultimate love to sijia and convincing me he will be faithful to her..
i wanna puke at the memory of those dark days..
and anyone with a heart would want to kill him.. trust me..
"sijia is only second fiddle. the one i really like is you"
and after he got rejected by sheila.. (who in the right mind would choose him over vincent? -.-)
"never mind lor. i still got sijia."
just the mere thought of it makes my blood boil..
how can a person say such lowdown stuff!
sijia is a girl also okay!
did it even go through that lump of mass u call a brain how she would feel?!
this isn't the first time u do this to a girl isn't it?
u smeared mich's reputation in sec3..
pushed the blame of causing trouble for qinghui to huishan..
u are really the scum of all men..
lowdown creature with no respect for the female..
don't even deny it.. if u did u wouldn't do what u did..
and what doggy style with your girlfriend?
hah!
slut applies to females but seriously u are no better than a slut..
and u not only hurt the girls..
u betray your own friends too just to save your own sorry ass..
what a serious loser..
and you don't even admit when u see your friend in trouble..
what kind of friend u call yourself?
i don't think u are fit to be anybody's friend..
more like a leech actually.. clamping yourself onto anyone who can tolerate you..
even yky isn't as terrible as you..
u lie so often that no one actually believes u anymore..
and u are viewed as contagious disease..
u glare at us when we voice our displeasure about you..
and not even me u are glaring at..
u choose people that u know won't retaliate..
C O W A R D!
spewing vulgarites through a screen of webnames..
how much lower can u sink?
the worm that resides in the lowest of the lowest castes..
u don't understand why people pick on you?
never mind..
i won't even think of asking u to reflect on yourself..
because i don't think you will..
and no one will believe that you did anyway..
this are the reasons why i would never pity him no matter what..
mich may pity him for the photo incident..
but to me he asked for it..
if he didn't incur the wrath of so many people that would not have befallen him..
so there is nothing to pity about him..
-sighs-
it doesn't matter anyway..
end of my rant.. ^^
is there anyone with the same sentiments as me?
i won't have high expectations though..
i am quite harsh.. but i really dislike him alot..
he is the first person ever that i feel like kicking so much..
xD
jealousy!
16.7.07 @ 9:13 PM
listening to superstar now..
contemplating if i should blast my mp3 or continue to listen?
xD
i am being really evil now..
ain't really in a good mood today..
face was as black as thunder today morning..
grahs.. its the homones..!
and nowadays i feel like a floating existence..
i don't even know what to do..
and i have tons of work waiting for me..
shuqun sec, hai sing sec, history etc.
but no energy to do em'..
esp after since that three consecutive essays last week..
NO ENERGY LA!!
>.<
maa~ but have to get to them sooner or later..
if not i will be mince meat..
everyone is so hyped-up recently..
i feel like an outsider looking at everything curiously..
-slaps self-
and and and liqing infected me with her germs today..
i am flu-bugged!!!!!
T.T
this is retribution for being evil to people..
i am so sure man!
i was nice last month so i wasn't sick..
this month i revertered to my normal self and wham!
>.<
anyway.. i think jealousy is a very serious and nasty thing..
there are people i am jealous of too..
ehhs.. like.... victoria beckham..
no no.. not because she got to marry becks..
but cause she has such great fashion sense!
and that she dares to be different..
xD
yea.. i like her despite who her husband is.. =x
but it is such a joke to see people who can't control their jealousy..
when it spirals out of hand it gets so ugly..
it is so funny to see those people who are so obvious in their jealousy yet they cover it up on the pretext of admiration..
they are seriously pathetic..
cause their so called admiration is so obvious its sucking up?
gosh.. i am torn between the comedic effect and the disgust of it..
these people who "admire" those on the top..
maaan.. give them a chance and they will show what they really feel..
see this whole rant?
its cause i have been seeing too much of jealousy in action recently..
it is getting to be really funny to me..
i don't even feel angered by it..
it is just really hilarious to me.. xD
it just show how pathetic a person can be..
i am sure you have your own good points..
but u just want to maximise other people's good points and compare with your flaws..
low self esteem is so so so obvious!
superstar revival round is just not worth watching..
no one is actually putting in effort to sing properly!
those who sang well is totally.. not putting in effort!
>.<
man.. i should just blast my laruku, hyde.. -.-
okays.. i think i better go do something constructive..
before my brain turns to mush..
jaja!
take care people!
emo-ism is the most popular word recently!
but too large a dose isn't good!
xDD
-hugs amanda and michy- ^^
quiz6
15.7.07 @ 4:29 PM
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
omg? this is like 65% true.. >.<
and this totally sounds like a typical capricorn..
which spells.. B O R I N G
and seriously.. i am not too concerned with what others think of me most of the time.. lols.. What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:
Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.
exact opposite i should say.. >.<
maybe i have split personality or something..Your Hidden Talent
Here is the analysis:
The Artist
You love freedom and want to follow your heart's desires. You might not be at your best when dealing with other people. Once you are given the opportunity to work your chosen way, your gift will shine. A tip for you is not to concentrate too much on your own work, but widen your focus and consider the opinions of other people.
Whats your favorite mode of travel?
Here is the analysis:
Although you are among many others, you often ignore their role in your life. While working your way to the goal, you might appreciate ideas of people around you.
Your Working Style
You are friendly, adaptable and a realist. You rely on what you see, hear, and know first-hand. You good-naturedly accept and use the facts around you. You look for a satisfying solution instead of trying to impose any "should" or "must" of your own. You are sure a satisfying solution will turn up once you have grasped all the facts.
You solve problems by being adaptable, and often can get other to adapt, too. People generally like you well enough to consider any compromise you suggest. You are unprejudiced open-minded, and tolerant of most everyone-- including yourself. You take things as they are and thus may be very good at easing a tense situation and pulling conflicting factions together.
You are actively curious about objects, scenery, activities, food, people, or anything new presented to your senses. Your expert abilities in using your senses may show in:
a continuous ability to see the need of the moment and turn easily to meet it
the ability to absorb, apply and remember great numbers of facts
an artistic taste and judgement
the handling of tools and materials
With your focus on the current situation and realistic acceptance of what exists, you can be gifted problem solvers. Because you are not necessarily bound by a need to follow standard procedures or preferred methods, you are often able to see ways of achieving a goal by "using" the existing rules, systems, or circumstances in new ways, rather than allowing them to be roadblocks.
You make your decisions by using the logical analysis of thinking rather than the more personal values of feeling. Your thinking enables you to crack down when the situation calls for toughness, and also helps you grasp underlying principles. You learn more effective in actual situations than on written tests. Abstract ideas and theories are not likely to be trusted by you until you have been tested in experience. You may have to work harder than other people to achieve in school, but can do so when you see the relevance.
You do best in careers needing realism, action, and adaptability. Examples are engineering, police work, credit investigation, marketing, health technologies, construction, production, recreation, food services, and many kinds of troubleshooting.
You are strong in the art of living. You get a lot of fun out of life, which makes you good company. You enjoy your material possessions and take the time to acquire you. You find much enjoyment in good food, clothes, music, and art. You enjoy physical exercise and sports, and usually are good at these.
How effective you are depends on how much judgment you acquire. You may need to develop your feeling so that they can use your values to provide standards for your behavior, and direction and purpose in your lives. If your judgment is not developed enough to give you any character or stick-to-it-iveness, you are in danger of adapting mainly to your own love of a good time.
The five-question personality test
Here is the analysis:
Your ideal mate has a good figure.
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
No effort, no success. That's your attitudes towards success.
You realize that there are always ups and downs. Joy and sorrow are constant companions.
You are strong-willed, and tend to be a little self-centered
Emotion Test
Here is the analysis:
Your emotional controlled rate: 47%
You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show and when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face.
Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health.
Psychological Test
Here is the analysis:
You are easy going and carefree.
How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: top.
You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is very big.
Glass means fragile personality.
You are also down-to-earth.
You are an opportunist.
Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble.
too true! xDDDWhat kind of person are you?
Here is the analysis:
Artistic, you love caring for others and this makes you a big sister/brother in other people's eyes. People will find it interesting and comfortable talking to you, and this enables you to gain their trust. This usually gives a good impression to those members of the opposite sex who are sentimental and younger than you.
Love Test
Here is the analysis:
When it comes to love, you fall in love very quickly and easily.
You give 85% to your relationship and expect to receive 15% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.
shige
@ 1:33 PM
maa~
it has been hectic these few days..
and i watched potty!!!!
xDD
bilius is just so cool!
okay no..
handsome!!!!!
lols..
i think i squealed like everytime he came out..
and dewei wanted to strangle me alive.. oOps..
but he is just so cute!!!!
cute in the dumb way..
he is quite stupid/baka/not so smart..
BUT THAT MAKES HIM ULTRA CUTE!!!!!!!
-spazzes yet again-
hmm.. i didn't really enjoy the movie much..
it was too short for me..
and like what pris said.. i couldn't find the climax..
but.. i still like it..
they found such a cute girl for luna lovegood that i forgave them for the ugly cho..
xDD
i was wince-ing throughout the whole kissing part..
it was really sweet.. >.<
that's what makes it doubly worse.. lols..
and apparently.. next movie bilius is going to smooch lavendar brown..
-can i be lavendar brown-
i think i will cover my eyes through it all!!
>.< bilius is such a hottie!
his twin brothers are cool too.. hahaha!
with the fireworks and stuff..
lols..
but bilius is still the best!!!!! -smoochies-
he is such a thick-headed cutie..
-melts-
hahahaha!
anyway folksie..
YAMADA TARO MONOGATARI pawns man..
totally..
it is hilarious.. super hilarious!
and nino is so cute!
i am starting to like sho too.. lols..
nino is really cute with the blur expression and the expression which clearly spells out "i love food. gimme food."
and how the girls swoon over them.. it is a freaking comedy!
lols..
so currently my rating for summer drama..
they are all better than spring's one though..
sorry junno, koki, kame, pi.. xD
your senpais and wife have got better storylines.. =x
1)Hanazakari no Kimitachi e
2)Yamada Taro Monogatari
3)Tantei Gakuen Q
4)First Kiss
5)LIFE
6)Papa to Musume no Nanokakan
two more dramas i haven't seen.. sushi oji and juken no kamisama..
hmm.. papa didn't leave a deep impression on me..
and i am only continueing to watch it cause of the shige-hotness it provides..
SHIGE IS SO GORGEOUS INSIDE!!!
yui aragaki is pretty too.. ^^
i kinda like the feel of first kiss..
evil sister falling in love and turning over a new leaf..
it is playful.. so it will be a fun plot! xDD
and LIFE.. it is a good show.. but its getting heavier and darker..
hmm.. which makes me wary of it..
my taste lies in light-hearted comedic plots.. xD
shows that make u roar with laughter..
life is already so tough why watch such dark shows too..
but then the show is addicting..
lols.. so i am watching it!
hahahaha! tantei is really good.. xD watch it for the gore.. lols..
i am starting to like Q too!!
hahaha! and of course yamada.. lols..
both are so cute~~! watch it and u will understand what i mean.. xD
shige!! i was totally staring at him when he appeared! so hot!!! shan't say too much okay.. hahaha! go watch it yourself.. xDD someone fangirl with me prease~ XD
KAT-TUN2
11.7.07 @ 7:56 PM
someone asked me when i was starting out at a KAT-TUN fan nearly a year ago..
what do i like about them?
what about them that attracts me so?
i couldn't answer her then but i think i can now..
^^
not everything of course..
there are times when i wince at their performances..
but this is what i like about them..
1) they are the ultimate symbols of sexiness!
2) cancel that.. they are they very essence of sexiness!
don't understand why i say that? xD
watch their past performances..
like two years ago? they make my nose bleed and make my mind go blank..
3) their live performances
4) they way akame dances
5) how akame look at each other
5) how kame ooze "I am so sexy baby~ U have to love me!"
6) them as a whole
7) they can make me smile no matter how unhappy i am!
xDDD
not very convincing reasons right.. haha!
there are alot more!
jin being a baka! jin's smooth voice..
koki being able to rap so well..
hime being so hime-y no matter what.. his out of place dancing at times..
junno's smile that is the best i have ever seen.. him and jin fighting.. him being silly yet kame claims he is the most mature!
yucci's mc-ing! him able to lighten the mood with just a grin!
i can't say how much i have grown to love them for the past year!
from totally not able to recognise them except for kame and koki till now i am nearly able to differentiate their voices!
they are the greatest motivation for me to learn japanese..
^^
hahaha! now i am at a loss for words!
they really touched me alot.. deep down.. xD
not even dongbang got so deep.. hahaha! see how KAT-TUN is special to me..
i agree with celestine..
even though NewS seems so superior in everything..
even to the extent that they win all KAT-TUN members in level of education but i still love them better!
i prefer stupider people i guess.. XD
they seem so special so unlike other boygroups..
i can safely say as a group this group pawns like no other group..
not even the future group yuto is in can win this group..
cause i love every single one of them not just as a solo person..
but as a whole group.. everyone..
they are so adorable.. in their own way they are very cute..
because of akame i don't find BL putting me off anymore..
because of junno i am even "colder" than the past..
because of hime i love pretty boys like nuts..
because of yucci i got developed a passion to learn beatboxing..
because of koki i keep having urges to get hip-hop albums..
they influenced my tastes like no one ever had..
end of the day i can only say i can only love them more and more..
it will grow day by day and never get any lesser..
^^
oh yes..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAVAN~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
!uoy ekil i
hahaha! u will never guess that in a million years will you?
^^
i never will never know in a million years too.. xDD
until it really happened! hahaha!
anyway happy birthday to you! may u have a happy day today!
although i didn't get to wish u to face..
but i wished u everytime i saw u!
just that u didn't hear.. hahaha! ^^
but happy birthday anyway! xDDD
what am i?
10.7.07 @ 8:05 PM
i think i am revealing alot of myself recently?
alot alot..
more than what i usually let on about myself..
but i think no one really bothers to read through the whole thing..
apparently it is too long..
when someone told me that a few days ago..
i got no idea what to reply to that..
i feel quite hurt by what she says sometimes..
and recently more and more often i find myself getting angry..
things or comments that i will usually brush off i am affected by them..
and to say the truth i am quite scared of it..
i have never been more aware of myself and what goes on inside then now..
i just can't get used to it..
i know it has always been inside me.. the anger, hurt and hate..
but its been surfacing too often recently..
it is like a wild dog that has been on a tight leash has kinda found a way to loosen the leash..
and any day it may just rear its ugly head..
this is the only way i see myself..
i can only see a very very ugly and sad person..
no i am not depressed at all.. in fact i am quite detached even when i think of these things..
remember the personality test i did?
to call me a narcissist is no understatement at all..
if anyone wants to see who that kind of person is i believe i am a perfect example..
lets do a confession now..
seriously.. most of the time i am either talking about things aren't important..
or when i am seriously, i ain't interested the least bit..
not all the time..
there are times when i do treat people out of the bottom of my heart..
but that number is pitifully little..
usually i do that out of duty..
or out of curiousity..
i think people who read will either believe what i am saying and smart from it..
or they will just dismiss me as being out of sorts..
which i will reassure u again and again i am not..
i don't really care for alot of things..
if it doesn't affect me usually i can't even be bothered to give a damn..
i sound like a brute don't i?
and what i am like when i am with people seem to be like a hypocrite isn't it?
but yes.. that is what i think..
be it conciously or unconciously..
i am not a nice person.. i am a downright fucker to say the truth..
i have given words of advice or cheered people up many a times..
but not even myself know if i am doing it out of real heart or just out of duty..
i don't smile alot when i am at home..
i don't even feel comfortable revealing to much of myself to people..
yes.. i am a very vain person..
i hate people making a mockery of me, talking bad about behind my back..
all in all i try to make a good impression on people..
even people i don't really take a fancy too..
i am really terrible ain't i?
maybe my friends or people i can actually relate to abit will hate me when they read this..
but i had to get this off my chest..
i am disgusted with this dark side of myself..
i can't fathom why this part of me even exists..
i live in a perfectly normal family..
we have our occasionals tiffs..
but there is nothing to suggest this abnormality that i have..
this ugly ugly ugly feeling that grows like a maglinant tumour!
i am mean with people i really hate not because i really hate them..
but because i can't help but be mean with them..
i can actually recognise myself with those criminals out there..
i don't think i am much better than them..
and if anyone who do read this..
no pity thank you..
i am just really really tired of all this..
i wanna burst..
like just be what i really am for a day..
but i would be ashamed of myself..
totally disgusted to the very roots..
so i am not joking when i said i prefer being alone and not married..
i think i would only bring misery to the other people..
i can't put in my full heart to love a person..
i can manage to make new friends very fast and get along with people..
at a distance..
i find it quite hard to keep a friendship for very long..
in fact aquar is my longest friendship that blossomed in school ever..
but sometimes i wonder..
are we together because we are really friends?
or we are just together cause we are dependent on each other?
we need each other to get by in school?
what are friends? what does that mean?
i think about it seriously.. like marriage..
i try to imagine what life would be like with someone for the rest of your life..
and try to conjure up happy images of a home with husband and children..
i just can't..
no matter how hard i try.. i just can't..
i prefer a life with just my books and me and meeting new people with no qualms..
i don't want to be tied down..
did u who are reading this notice something?
my sentences alot start with i..
i am really a selfish person ain't i?
i hate who i am.. and hate having to put up with this facade day after day..
i am not actually a girl who smiles and act silly all the time..
no that is just the other side that people see..
because the other side will scare people off..
people tend to become dark and broody because they have been through bad experiences that make them wary..
but that's not the case for me!
i can't explain myself fully again..
but i am just telling this for a few purposes and they are very important so please take note..
i get hurt easily be it just a word or a look..
i hurt people easily without really meaning too..
i do alot of things without meaning too..
i may just have an outburst anytime and i apologise if i am nasty in anyway..
i am very sensitive..
i will try to be nice so please be nice to me too..
i want to be honest to myself and everyone..
i need to be the other side of me..
i am really digusted and sick of my black side so i will chase it away..
i need time so please be patient with me..
i still need all of u guys so please don't leave me..
last of all..
i really love all of u who have been there from the past till now..
mum, dad, pi, jia, bee, hui, these are just a few people but with them i am very happy..
i want people to be proud of me but even if the whole world disapproves of me with just their approval i will be satisfied..
^^
thank you!
my dream!
8.7.07 @ 9:24 PM
hmm.. i have given great thought to this thing..
what do i want the most in life?
i am very very sure that it is not a great career, not tons of money and definitely not getting married and having babies..
bahh! that's dead boring..
i wouldn't be caught dead married..
it is just tying me down to a boring life..
which will most prolly end up in a divorce.. yea.. since i know i won't go there..
dangerous boundaries..
hmm.. i have been thinking alot..
i really want to travel..
to all the cities in the world..
not countries.. but cities, villages..
to every crook and corner of the world..
to take photos of where i have been..
and write down all my experiences..
and when i am old and wrinkly and finally settled down..
i can look back at all these memories..
all the people that i met..
all the things i see..
all the great food i can taste..
i want to experience..
this kind of feeling.. i can't really put it into words..
i feel very excited and happy just sourcing through wiki to look for new places..
it is the thrill of going to new places..
discovering new things..
i wanna be an explorer.. xD yes! that's the word..
but i think the nearest i can get is tour guide?
i really don't want that though..
i hate going to tourist sights..
what i want is something new.. not so highly travelled places..
it is so boring and dull to go to where everyone else has been..
everything is the same..
of course i have to go those places..
but apart from there i wanna go other places too..
places that tour agencies can't offer..
^^
i really don't know how to explain my love for travelling..
hmm.. maybe its not travelling?
it is seeing new culture? interacting with new people? seeing new things?
yupps.. something on that line..
my sense of curiousity is in that area..
just like scientists are curious about new discoveries?
mathematicians with new formulas?(to kill us students with.. >.<)
yea.. my passion is really there..
in fact it is even more than my passion and love of writing and reading..
journalism be it chinese or english is my top choice if i am to be tied down..
to learn the skills of writing better..
it is really cool how the reporters write..
to be able to tell us a piece of news..
to be on the frontline to bring what is going on in the world to everyone..
it is really exciting..
that is also one of the major reasons for me choosing journalism..
i am very sure i don't want a deskjob..
no freaking way am i going for that..
it is just not me..
i get tired of things easily..
i want change daily..
and i want to know about alot of things..
thats why i want a job that can offer me those things..
excitement, new experiences and something i have a passion for..
if someone will pay me to travel the world and write about it..
i will accept it without any hesistation..
the main thing that is holding me back from my dream is the lack of funding..
yes.. sadly this is a realistic world..
without funding there is no way i can achieve it..
but since i can't make that my job for life..
it shall be my job after i accumulated enough money.. ^^
i want it too much to give it up.. xDD
but by that time i have to pick out places where i want to go..
and not able to go everywhere..
but we can't have everything we want can we? ^^
yea.. i planned out my future already..
what i want is simple..
i don't even have to have branded stuff, big car or big house..
^^
just a room that i like..
able to speak in as many languages as i need..
[chinese,english,japanese,korean,spanish,french,german,russian,malay,italian,portuguese,thai,indian]
with enough money to travel..
a good camera to take pictures when i travel..
a big notebook to be a diary..
and a room to return to when i am done travelling..
yupps.. thats all i want in life..
xD
i guess i better start saving up now..
so that i achieve all that in the future..
the ultimate goal: to visit and travel to as many places as i can! XD
i caught the travel bug..!
XD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAKAJIN!!!! (jin4)
4.7.07 @ 7:44 PM
ITS FOURTH OF JULY!!!!!!!!!!!!
BAKAJIN's BIRTHDAY!!!!
OTANJOBI OMEDETOU BAKANISHI!!!!
xDDD
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS SWEE!!!! aka SUNNY!!! aka DEWEI!!!
^~^
today is a happy day!
due to kath's reminder..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MASSU!!!!!
my third fave member of News!!! XD
just behind ryo the meanie and uchi the cutie!
XD
my favoured people's birthday!!
so cool right!!!
hahaha!
thats why i am super high today!
oh yes.. due to the potty fever recently..
i have decided to change my title!
please call me mrs BILIUS from now on!
mrs siru ronaldo bilius weasley!
i love that guy man!
cool name and cute face!!!
chuu~~~
love love love!!
ohh ya! valerie if u are reading this..
if u want any vids of jin u want tell me?
xD
i koped alot from celestine's blog!!
haha! it is good to share!
mass dl-ing from her blog now!
thanks alot alot celestine!
u are the love!!! ^^
-see, i am very very high today!!-
bakanishi! i warn u..
u better not go on anymore hiatus okay!
i don't care if u want to learn african next..
u are forbidden to go! ^^
u break all our hearts one more time.......
make sure u are locked up with junno telling dajares for whole day!
xDDD
but seriously.. please don't go and learn new things already..
6 months without you is just weird!
and u matured so much.. =(
i wanna see u smile as much as last time!
and i wanna hear u talk and talk and talk!
will never forget u and jun's quarrels..
so cute orz!!
and carshrimp!
i was abit sad and happy at the same time when i heard u talk to ne-yo!
sad because our carshrimp jin will never be anymore..
u speak perfectly now..
and happy because u didn't waste your 6 months..
and your english sounds really really americanised!
xD no wonder koki was complaining!
i wanna hear your american jokes one day!
one thing.. i really love jin!
no placing on my KAT-TUN list actually..
^^ cause can't bear to place him anywhere..
its either first place or no place..
but first place is junno! xDD
so no place! second is out! too good to be in second place!
xDD
jin-san.. i am really happy to see you return..
really really really happy..
maybe not as much as rui or as any other hardcore fan of yours..
but i am really grateful and happy u returned..
i will support till a very very very long time..
and please love kame for a long time to come..
^^
u two are the cutest couple!
ryochi is the prettiest!
XD and lastly HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! hoped u had a great day today..
and did kame give u your present on time this year? xD
if don't have must forgive him.. ^^
he may be planning something very very very good! ^^
now its dewei's turn!! see i am so nice~ next time must ask your swee to intro me to fandhi ahmad ok? xDDD
hmm.. know u for a short period of time only!
but u are seriously the craziest friend i ever had!
haha! and u do have parallels with jin ok!!
both of u love kame..
and both u are baka baka!
xDDD
and can be very fierce! xDD
see.. u two do have similarities!!!
oh and see! pris likes jin! pris likes u too!!
SEE!!!!!! xDDD
u are very very nice.. and i still don't believe u can be fierce..
xDD
since i never experienced it before! hahaha!
we shall be crazy friends for a long time okay!
HAHAHA!
till the day we go to japan together!
then after tt we shall stalk PS company!!
and after that hyde.. gackt.. and miyavi!!!
we shall stalk em' together!!
hahaha!!
xDDDD
i am really really mad orz.. >.<
hahaha! okays.. i have to get back to my books! xD even though its my favourite people's birthday but teacher still give homework! -frowns- so dl-ing and chiong homework and go crazy at the same time!! xDD ta-da! share my ultimate fave pic of jin now! although i love all his pics!! hahaha! he looks so happy like a kid.. ^^ my heart always skip a beat when i see this pic.. XD i.love.jin!! xD
junno4+quiz5+hating helen!
2.7.07 @ 5:58 PM
| Your Pride Quotient: 75% |
You're beyond proud - you think you're honorary royalty.
And while you may be nice on occasion, it's usually just to get what you want. |
i swear i am not nice sometimes to get what i want!
i am sincerely nice when i am nice..
when i am nasty then i am really nasty.. i am not hypocrite..
but i do admit i do look down on people.. =/
not ppl with disabilities.. just normal people.. like YKY.. =x
| You Are a Little Scary |
You've got a nice edge to you. Use it. |
actually this is wrong too.. i am VERY scary at times..
-smiles sweetly-
esp towards people i dislike with my whole heart!
not alot la.. xD don't worry..
if u are reading most prolly i don't dislike you.. too much..
this woman just made it to the top of my -i really hate you, stay out of my sight- list..
=.=
i think some ppl will know who..
because of my rant last nigh..
and some may guess who when i start to rant now..
she is so famous in the JE fandom circle..
but i really detest her..
and i think most KAT-TUN fans would too..
=.=
TTUN disgust u? kusa disgust u?
seriously, you disgust me even further..
how the hell can u dislike kusa and call youself a NewS fangirl?!
so what if kusa made a mistake?
he got his punishment! and aren't fans supposed to be with their idols and support them no matter what?!
and making fun of nakai's singing when u call yourself a SMAP fangirl!
shame on you!
sickening attitude..
so what if u have been fangirl of pi and toma for aeons?
does tt give u the right to run down other fans?
u already know they are NEW fans..
stop saying because of being irritated of them u will stop being pi and NewS fan, cause i think no one gives a damn if u do..
it is most prolly better if u stop, with such a lousy fan attitude u suck being a fangirl..
saying that people cannot insult your idols when there u are insulting other people's idols like nobody's business!
u like akame and pi but u insult their good friends and bandmates all the time..
how u think they would feel?
KAT-TUN is able to be so popular because they are tt way.. not just cause of akame..
sure majority of their fanbase supports akame.. but then tt does not mean the rest doesn't have fans..
or tt they lack talent..
kitagawa will take them in and let them debut.. that ft. itself is enough to show..
your speeches about how he should kick out TTUN and replace them makes me feel like smashing your face in..
damn it..
your kind of fans makes me dislike NewS more and more..
seriously.. up till now i have yet to see a KAT-TUN fan bashing up NewS as badly as u do to KAT-TUN..
sure there would be.. they even bash up their own idols eg. kame's incident..
but have never personally encountered someone like you!
just cause u have been a fangirl longer than the rest of us doesn't give u the right to bash up idols and fangirls like you have been doing!
sickening fella..
u leave me with a bad impression of NewS fangirls..
seriously..
if u give valid reasons on why u insult TTUN the way u do maybe i wouldn't be so irked..
and no matter how much i think i still can't understand in what way they disgust you!
the only one i can understand is koki..
koki cause of the bad-ass rapper attitude and the tone he takes i can understand why ppl don't like him..
but our hime? our prince? yucci?
=.=
i cannot understand.. and so i feel very irked by you..
and tt stupid haughty tone u take..
congrats onto making it to the top of my -i really hate you,get out of my face- list..
people usually take very long to get onto this list..
but u successfully made it to the top within a few weeks..
-shakes hands-
*punches*
junno was the dear one who caused me to have this chain reaction.. i saw her post about how pi should have just punched junno because junno was being rude in the kouhai-senpai manner.. but apparently there wasn't such a thing.. smiling throughout the whole show doesn't equate to being rude u loser.. and this made me really really mad.. no matter how much u dislike someone u shouldn't wish for your idol to punch tt person! and saying that there isn't any relationship between junno and pi apart from kouhai-senpai relationship so junno keep his distance and be polite.. yes.. it is true.. but apart from junno being disrespectful which isn't the most seriosu crime on earth i think it will only show one thing.. junno is friendly and pi is anti-social.. or a senpai who is so proud tt he doesn't care to interact with his kouhais.. thats all.. and i think anyone with brains will know this puts who in a bad light.. your dear idol.. and i will seriously hate pi if he did tt.. luckily he didn't.. apart from not smiling.. there were a couple of backbone-less ppl who actually agreed with her! horrors of the horrors! >.< now i feel disgusted.. thorougly disgusted.. followers with no eyes.. -.- tell me.. what about this face that can disgust you so much?!
