gackt
29.6.07 @ 8:40 PM
AHHHH!!!!
i rewatched MS!
>.<
boy.. i am falling head over heels for gackt!
he is so so so so love with black hair!!!!
i really hated him with his blonde hair..
so i hated him for most part when of last year when i was starting jrock..
but recently with his black hair..
i am dying for more of gackt!!!
xDDD
the irony about this is i love tora more with blonde hair!
hahahaha!!
gackt with black hair looks gorgeous!
no one looks better than gackt when he is black haired..
but i still prefer hyde..
haha..
tora is of different league.. like band league..
solo league hyde pawns.. HAHAHAHA!!!
and laruku's seventh heaven is pure love!
the pv is colourful!
and with hyde's face appearing.. i could just melt!!!!
hahaha..
then miyavi comes before gackt!
so its hyde, miyavi and then gackt!!!!!
CHUU~~~~
i love them love love love!!!
but miyavi's songs are really very hard rock at times..
xDD
so i shall just stare and melt at his face!
he is really very handsome..
anyone who doesn't know how miyavi looks like..
GO BANG THE WALL!!!!
or worse u don't know how gackt looks like..
please jump off the building!!!!!
hyde i can tolerate..
but gackt and miyavi so famous u don't know.. then unforgivable!!
hahahaha!!
anyway.. my jrock love comes back at full blast!
but darn it..
with my love for these ppl..
i am so tempted to get CDs..
HAHAHAHA!
esp laruka's..
hyde hyde hyde hyde hyde hyde hyde hyde hyde!!!!!!
i wanna marry him!!!!!
he is so kyaaaaaa~~~~~~
wanna know all his secrets!
xDDD
now in a troubling situation..
should i marry hyde? yuto? tora? XDDDD
actually hyde is impossible.. HAHAHAHA!!
he is married and with a child and shorter than me and much older than me..
he is in his forties..
i tell u cannot see lor!!!!!!!!!!!!
>.<
see.. gackt in the show!!! he is so hot.. shan't say anymore.. feast your eyes!! tmr show u guys hyde.. HAHAHAHA! my lover~ sorry.. i am too high now.. too many hot guys.. hahaha!!
quiz4
26.6.07 @ 10:09 PM
mass spam of quizzes!! xD
| Your Aura is Violet |
Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world.
And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it!
The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say
Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony
Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach |
now this sounds good.. future vote for presidency anyone? ^^
| Your World View |
You are a moralist with conventional ideas, which some people would call old-fashioned.
You probably think that most of the world falls badly below your standards.
Your inhibitions and sense of guilt are in the way of your happiness.
You think that people tend to use sex for evil, as a weapon.
Your parents probably played a big part in the formation of such a guilt complex as yours.
Your mind is in chains, and it's time you did something to free it. |
whoopsie~ i do have a bad view of the world.. xD
| You Are a Centaur |
In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person.
However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways.
You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order.
You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. |
cool!! xD i prefer unicorns though.. haha!
| Your Love Number is 1 |
You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argument
You take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective.
You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart.
At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around. |
o.O but i hate boring people.. i can never stick around with ppl who are boring.. =x
| You Are More Yang |
Masculine
Creative
Angry
Spring
Summer
Morning
Sun
Space
Active
Wood
Chocolate |
oopsie.. i think my mum will have a fit if she sees this.. hahaha!!
| Never Date a Cancer |
Clingy, emotional, and very private - it's hard to escape a Cancer's clutches.
And while Cancer will want to know everything about you, they're anything but open in return.
Instead try dating: Leo, Sagittarius, Gemini, or Aquarius |
YUTO IS LEO!!! AND JUNNO IS SAGGI!!!! xDD totally match right! HAHA!!
| You Should Have Been Born Under: |
You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam.
You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing.
Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long.
Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word.
You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger. |
hmm.. i agree with what it says.. ^^ esp the 2nd and 3rd lines..
| Your Five Variable Love Profile |
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is high.
Sure you believe in love, but you know it doesn't come easily.
You scoff at "love at first site" and "soumates."
You rather take the real thing, as unglamorous as it is.
Independence:
Your independence is high.
You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.
Having your own life is very important for you...
Even more important than having a relationship. |
if the person is interesting.. i will most prolly be able to love him even more.. =x
| You Are a Seeker Soul |
You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges.
You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions.
Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist.
Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!).
Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others.
And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you.
You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically.
Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas.
Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul |
how do i know who is hunter soul or visionary soul.. >.<
| You Should Be An Aquarius |
What's good about you: philosophical and idealistic, you are a great thinker
What's bad about you: you require a lot of space - it's hard to get close to you
In love: you're quirky and playful, but you hate to be smothered
In friendship, you're: likely to have many acquaintances and very few good friends
Your ideal job: pilot, snow boarder, or science fiction writer
Your sense of fashion: unconventional, unique outfits that turn heads
You like to pig out on: anything with garlic or unique spices |
BUT I HATE GARLIC!!!! -complains-
yuto6
22.6.07 @ 5:44 PM
haven't been here for a long time..
and loads of outings recently..
but as u know me..
i am quite lazy to dig up what happened etc etc and lao sai it all out..
so i shan't go into the deep deep details okay..
xD
it is just that this holiday has been rather fun..
and HEY! SAY! 7 releasing single!!!!!!
AUGUST 1st!!!!!!
as the huge fangirl of yuto that i am i have alreayd pre-ordered the limited ed. version..
xDDD
YUTO!!!!!!!!
chuu~~~
anyway.. i was tourguide for a day orz..
xDD
me and dewei for two japanese tourists..
chao fun one!!
we were eating at the kyoto restaurant that celestine brought me to the other time we went out..
then the two ojisans came and ask us how to go to the zoo..
and with our horrible elementary japanese skills..
we kinda told them we would bring them there..
after dewei finish buying her new urban male bag..
(i tell i feel so cheated after going in there! dewei says NUM people are good looking, but in the three shops of Heeren i saw none that were good looking. i feel so cheated!!)
haha! then we went back to bring them to zoo orz..
the whole journey damn paiseh can!!!
alot of ppl staring at us and them.. >.<
but we managed to converse la..
i totally converted to the time when i was in japan with yuma and co.
funny accented english.. haha!!
one of them is a ex-school principal.. his name is adachi.. xDD *osamu*
=xx
anyway.. apart from that..
two gatherings.. PBM and ex-classmates..
hmm.. PBM was fun except for the food.. we burnt the food like crazy.. xDD
ex-classmates was painful.. i think dewei will know why.. lols..
then karaoke yesterday..
i was busy reading my chinese book.. HAHAHA!!!
but anyway i remember one good thing about the ex-classmates gathering..
i finally got back a little motivation to study..
after MYE i totally not motivated..
tt bunch of ppl the only thing i like about them is that they make u feel motivated to study..
competition is high..
and the thing is nearly all of them don't have to sit for O'levels..
get what i mean? through train..
i hate ppl like that.. >.<
have to start on my EL compo and maths paper tmr..
if not i will be murdered orz..
this past week's chinese history lesson at JJC was super fun!
i think i am in love with chinese history..
all the stories..
>.<
this is the first time i don't feel sleepy during lesson time!
xDD
the teacher is much love too!
hahaha!!
if my chinese teacher is him..
i will gladly do my chinese homework and love chinese..
and A1 is for sure..
not like now shaky A2 only.. -.-
i get really pissed off when i know my result is just a mere A2..
just cause i don't do my daily work..
-.-
stupid.. baka.. pabo.. ben dan!!!!
okays.. nvm..
hmm.. better go tidy my room now..
>.<
school is starting in 2 days time..
my room's in a mess..
T.T
jaja people!!
may not be blogging so frequently now..
or even come online..
most of the time i just on to dl vids.. ^^
chatting is not really advised..
may take hours to reply.. HAHAHA!!
it is time to study hard..
the last lap!
chuu~
i know i am bias and that alot of ppl haven't appeared here before but yuto has already appeared 5 times.. but too bad i am in love with this guy.. xDD he is much much much love! haha!! and is a skinny binny! now he is 163.5! taller than me by 0.5 cm already!!! YAY!!!!! and he weighs 44 kg only!!! >.< i love him! ^^
quiz3
15.6.07 @ 6:35 PM
| You Have a Choleric Temperament |
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. |
OMG!! -dies from total shock-
was surfing blogthings and found this test!!
IMO SO TRUE!!!!!!!
>.<
this is like 99% true cans! ohmygawd!
i must go and yan jiu yi xia carefully.. xDD
-skips off to yan jiu and do another test-
momosu
14.6.07 @ 10:29 AM
ahh..
been very very blur recently orz..
esp in regards to matters concerning momosu..
=/
pls refer to tagboard for corrected info..
T.T
never mind about that..
gahh.. formal apologies to kath..
sorry i was ranting like mad yesterday..
and thankyou ah jia for being concerned..
^^
i think kath was the one who got the full blast of my anger..
was so so so furious yesterday..
i think it has nearly been years since i was so angry..
screaming like siao orz..
and was literally fuming.. =x
i am really lucky there was only my family then..
if not i think i would have died of embarrasment afterwards..
=/
only been this angry 4 times in my life..
and always by the same antagonist..
we are dramatic people.. =/
but i can bet the whole block could hear us as we went ripping at each other..
=xx
i have no idea how i am going to face my nosy neighbour from now..
>.<
-groans-
and now coupled with that..
i am really really really poor..
i think i have to ask joyce not to gt my yuto stuff afterall..
cause after giving my mum the money..
i don't have any spare for that..
T.T
I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT MY YUTO STUFF!!!!
DDDDDDDD:
really upset right now..
T.T
please do not antagonise me any further thankyou..
i will snap your head off..
=(
i am seriously not joking with you..
oh wells..
going to show the momosu pic from wiki..
since i am really really not in the mood to go search for more..
i am getting lazy recently..
but after this going to do homework..
-am proud of self-
i think i managed to complete like 5% of it..
=xx
from left to right.. (top)risa-chan, miki(<33), reina, hitomi
(bottom) sayu, koharu, aika, ai-chan(<3333!!!), eri
did i get it right? or did i mess up again.. >.< but ai-chan is really pretty right.. xDD if i am happier later on.. maybe the next post will have ai-chan solo pic.. ^^ AI-CHAN!!!!!!!!!!! <3333333!!!!!!!!
junno3
13.6.07 @ 11:35 AM
it happened again yesterday!!!
-whines like mad-
saw 4E0'5 de some people orz..
that was when i was getting ON the train to go town..
getting OFF the train i saw my schoolmate..
weird.. i don't even talk to her and she comes waving to me..
-raises eyebrows-
okay never mind about that..
then outside mise isaw someone from jeremy's tuition class..
wth?
the reason why i shouldn't go out so many times..
i may just end up seeing ppl i don't want to see..
and it will spoil my mood for the rest of the hols..
not much time left anyway..
=x
i am really so dead..
really really really..
i think i haven't even complete 1/5 of my hols homework..
-collaspes and dies-
must really do it orz..
esp chinese..
haven't even try to touch it..
T.T
guilt is overwhelming me!!!
so i think i better complete like half ofmy schoolwork before i can allow myself to go for bbq orz..
i kinda wanna go.. ^^
and next week i don't think i have much time either..
my dates just increased to 7..
-kill me-
i can't reject ppl orz..
that's a major problem with me..
and i still got no idea when is that chinese supplementary thingy..
I CAN GO AND DIE LIAO!!!
but on the good side..
i am knowing about momosu!!!
yatta!
and i finally finally know who is that pretty girl le!
AI-CHAN!!!!!!!!
>.<
she is really really really very pretty to me..
and she has got a good voice..
i think kath said tt she can rap too!
xDD
currently since i only know momosu..
ai-chan is my fave member..
risa-chan and aika are kinda close behind orz..
aika's smile is <333
and risa-chan cause she got the rocker look!!!
HAHA!
i do wish miki didn't go..
she got a bad-ass look too.. which i like..
=/
stupid Friday..
but anyways.. AI-CHAN IS LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>.<
and their PV is nice nice nice!
there is one PV which celestine showed me yesterday..
woahs.. super cool!
i can't recall the name for nuts though..
but apparently that was the 5th gen's PV..
now is 8th gen already..
=/
i have alot of catching up to do.. T.T
i like their newest single..
much <3 orz
PV also much <3..
xDD
okays.. see now i am not only fangirling guys.. i am fangirling girls too..
O.O
don't even think tt i am not normal okays..
it is just that.. if u see em' u will like em' too..
trust me.. xD
junno has got rumours with risa-chan orz.. =/ but it is only cause its risa-chan tt i don't mind.. xDD if its anyone else NO WAY!!!!! they kinda match? lols! but i do wonder what happen if junno's with hitomi.. their child will be wth tall can!!! hitomi is really tall.. -looks at wiki's pic of momosu- and junno's tall too! don't remember how tall.. but just very very tall.. HAHA!! i will most prolly be dwarfed beside him.. but anyway back to the topic.. if junno's with risa-chan they are approved! cute couple orz.. haha!! but i think most prolly not true anyway.. xDD
yuto5&asaka
11.6.07 @ 1:40 PM
haven't updated in a really long time..
after that emo post orz..
xD
tomorrow going out..
^~^
so i am doing my schoolwork today..
see i am really a good kid in disguise!!
trust me..!!
hahahaha!
but anyway been up to alot of fun these few days..
never really got the time to sit down and blog..
lols..
but anyway recently where ever i go i keep meeting people i know..
hui's birthday that day..
getting off the bus i saw my ex classmate.. then saw jer and qh at the traffic light..
after that saw my brother at the door of JE..
too many coincidences in one day..
the next time i went out.. which was with dewei the next day..
i saw treddy in orchard orz..
this is getting terrible..
i am used to never seeing familiar people when i go out..
now i see them everywhere..
>.<
it is nothing bad la.. but just very weird orz..
maybe its time to stop making friends.. =x
then i will meet lesser people..
=xx
but anyway tomorrow going town again..
ehhs.. feel like telling celestine if we can don't go diamond dust..
apparently i haven't told her..
my voice turns to mouse level when i am holding a mike..
perfectly fine without mike.. but with it..
-squeak-
u get my meaning..
and seriously.. i haven't never tried singing jap songs in karaoke..
it was always chinese songs..
gosh.. i think i better tell her soon..
>.<
plus.. ultimate plus is i can't really sing..
i am on the verge of tears orz..
yahh.. and i can't decide if i want to go PBM meeting this sat..
hmm.. PBM.. been really really inactive in there..
ever since i quitted K-fandom.. orz..
even dong bang is kinda lukewarm for me nowadays..
suju is really just basic knowledge la..
from what the girls tell me etc..
lols.. so i am not sure if i should go..
the girls says its ok..
but i think if we watch taiwan melody awards tgt..
we are definitely fangriling over different thing..
haha.. maybe joyce will fangirl with me over tegomass..
=/
on the other hand..
the only thing i enjoy about tegomass is massu and their songs..
not a zomg! fan of teshi..
see.. so i am not sure if i should go..
>.<
and i am having primary school gathering on sunday..
GAHH!!!!!!!
WHY AM I SO BUSY!!!!!
>.<
and my mum expects heavenly results from me..
i hope to disappear.. soon..
before the devil of O'level appears..
>.<
-sighs-
and hana kimi jap version coming out soon..
apparently next month..
damn it.. i think i can only dl and watch it during weekends..
i really really swear that i won't go out anymore when sch reopens..
prease take away my music if i do..
that would be a fate worse than death..
no music = no life
I SWEAR!!!!!!!!!
ok.. i go study already..
i am getting uneasy from not studying..
will start with chemistry..
better start memorising.. if not it will never be done..
T.T
and i am freaking out because of tmr's karaoke date..
how do i tell celestine without making it seem that i am very picky..
>.<
and 6 dates in 4 weeks.. T.T T.T T.T
yuto and asaka for today.. yuto looks really really hot! xDD ok.. i mean cute.. =x cute and hot la! ^^ when i look at his chibi photos.. it makes me wonder how beautiful his mother is or how handsome his dad is.. and how his little brother looks like.. cause yuto is really god-sent.. too flawless!!! >.< lols.. anyway.. fangirling of yuto will get really out of hand if i don't stop here.. haha! anyway.. i am in love with the GATSBY's ad's song.. -like expected- haha! and thanks bee for sending me that song!!! <3 YOU!!!!!! and may you enjoy your m'sia trip.. although u may already be there orz.. xD and happy birthday YUI! not the singer YUI but my ex-host's sister.. ^^ she is really really cute.. maybe when i am free i scan in her pic.. she is really quite pretty.. the only glitch is she changes boyfriends quite often.. =x I MISS THEM!!!!!!! yuma, yui, okasan, otosan and shy boy ryo-suke!!!!! >.<
humans
6.6.07 @ 4:10 PM
humans are really digusting creatures..
not even animals.. but creatures..
we lie, steal, cheat, litter, destroy, hurt, harm, kill, rape..
all the atrocities we have commited, it is a wonder we are not punished for them..
see, even if i am a human myself, i am really disgusted by the things we do and the extent of harm we bring to other beings on the planet..
we are not satisfied easily we are so greedy we stop at no extent to get what we want..
i don't see the whole fucking point in doing that since we will be long gone before we can enjoy it..
and we leave others to bear the fruits of what we do to mother earth..
sometimes when i read or see what humans can do to each other i am really shocked speechless..
it is bad enough you are doing this to other beings and mother earth..
but to your own species..
you are not even worthy to be called an organism..
alot of things we do, i realise it is pointless..
and there is one thing we like to do alot.. and i really mean alot..
if u do read this.. reflect and stand back to look at yourself..
you are most probably doing this too..
shunning responsibility, lying, denial..
we do this daily..
we know something that we do is wrong.. when faced with confrontation we deny it, insist its not our fault..
and when we do admit its our fault, it is also most probably cause we know there is no fucking way out of that..
we lie so much that we think that all around us are lying too.. we don't find anyone worthy of our trust because we ourselves are not worthy of others' trust..
we are murderers.. all of us..
how many fucking species of animals do u think we have killed over the milleniums?
how many animals are extinct or endangered already?
and wars.. how many humans have died over the centuries due to war?
due to the plain selfishness of people..
we have gotten to be so good at destruction that i am not sure if we have forgotten how to create..
so good at hating and killing that have we forgotten to love to treasure..
many a times i wondered..
why do humans exist? we bring about so much pain so much hurt..
what is the reason for our existence?
why were we created in the first place..
it is obvious we have already lost track of the main reason for our existence..
we take everything around for granted..
we blame others for faults made by ourselves..
we demand from others but never giving..
lets think about what we can do..
and maybe we should do something about it too..
not just thinking and not doing anything..
thinking never changes anything..
likewise just trying will result in failing..
nothing less than our best should be given..
and maybe tomorrow we will be living in a better place than yesterday..
a small change will lead to a big change..
but no change will always remain as no change..
it doesn't matter if you have only made a small difference..
at the very least u have made a difference..
and a small difference is better than no difference..
start to love again..
that will be my goal.. to start to love and trust..
and not lie anymore..
and take care of mother earth..
she needs our love more than anything else..
we destroy her we destroy ourselves..
please reflect and think and take action if u read this..
initiate a change.. and save yourself..
d-boys love story2
@ 11:31 AM
o.O
campus results out..
lols..
xu bin and the jurong sec sch de girl is out..
hmm..
kinda pity the jss de..
she sing rather well.. ^~^ not popular enough?
but i don't understand why beady eyed frankenstein not out!!!!!!
he is plain yucks man..
>.< no looks no voice..
=.= not that i am supporting xu bin..
i will only support the little boy and the rgs model..
xD they are the ones that are not bad to say the least..
ohhs i am rather interested in the girl that can't speak chinese too..
xD
her singing like not bad orz.. haha!
anyways.. i finally finished watching MY GIRL..
cause my friend finally returned to me orz..
and wahhs.. cause me become goldfish..
crying like don't know what like that..
za lee dong wook is so handsome cans!
>.< >.< >.<
and i finally think lee jun ki is not ugly.. xDD
he is charismatic!
HAHA!!
ya.. i like MY GIRL..
first time in so long i cry so much for a show orz..
HAHA!!
ok.. was spazzing out out just now..
pon school today and friday..
>.<
first time in life ever!
for SCHOOL la.. not CCA..
cca is countless of times already orz..
=x
oOps.. guilty as charged now.. hehs..
but anyway i decided to do like 5% of my schoolwork..
and finally after 4 years..
i think i will finally do my chinese holidays homework..
i can truthfully say i have never done my chinese holidays homework..
never.. and even normal homework.. i think i usually just do 10% of the whole year..
i am a terrible student..
>.<
but i don't aim to improve..
xDD
however.. if i don't start doing some work now.. i will not have peace..
and i love peace.. esp if it has smth to do with my ears orz..
cause 4 dates coming up currently..
one month 4 dates in o'level year..
my mum will definitely murder me alive.. with her nagging..
>.<
tegomass going to be involved in this year's taiwan golden melody awards orz..
heard that tsubasa participated before..
lols!
hmm.. for their sake i will watch this year's award ceremoney then..
-inserts huuuge grin-
hmm.. kathleen came up with the more detailed one already orz.. ban shi xiao lu hen gao ahh.. xDD lols.. i know we are seriously very very lame.. but don't blame us.. xD i decided too that BL is much much better than BGL.. >.< the latter is too much waste of time and too complicated usually ending up with nothing good.. while the former is beautiful~ xDD but that applies to only certain people.. s'poreans BL will too gross.. >.< just can't imagine that.. orz.. anyway.. enjoy.. and i must stake my claim first.. zukki's not my brother.. he is my arch enemy.. >.< >.< too many coincidences with him already..
d-boys love story
4.6.07 @ 10:13 PM
was watching campus superstar..
lols..
entertainment..
there are a few that are rather good but some..
hmm..
just obviously can't make it..
pardon me for being so evil..
but they really lack the X-factor.. ^~^
ohhs.. but there is one girl.. from raffles girls..
ehhs.. she not bad leh..
she looks really pretty to me..
and she can dance.. good figure.. and voice quite ok..
i think she can make it?
if she has the votes to keep her going..
xD
there is one guy quite good looking too..
but the singing.....
.___.
even johnny's jrs sing better..
=x
no insult la..
but the guy would be better off modelling rather than singing..
and i don't like him..
his smile doesn't reach his eyes..
he may be smiling but very obvious it is not a real smile..
his eyes are cold..
or should i say expressionless..
i hate people like that..
>.<
if u have to smile..
smile a good smile.. a real smile..
if u want to perform on stage at the very least u have to be able to do that right..
or not.. just.. don't smile..
it is so ugly.. the smile.. cannot bear to look at it..
.___.
i love people with beautiful smiles..
sad smiles.. evil smile.. anything i can accept..
except for fake smiles.. smiling for the sake of smiling..
i feel really really irritated at those smiles..
>.<
am i very very weird?
bahhs.. i like people with nice fingers too..
these are the two things i look at when i first see a person..
extra bonus is people with nice legs..
xD
since i have uber ugly legs.. T.T
lols..
yupps.. thats the main point for today's post..
SMILE.... smiles that come from your heart..
don't smile if u don't want too..
if not you will be very ugly..
and i hate ugly people..
ugly not surface but from the inside..
^~^
the best looking person can be ugly too..
get what i mean?
i want to be a person who can smile beautifully..
to me.. when people say your smile makes me smile too..
i feel very very happy..
i wanna make people around me happy..
this is not too difficult right..
xDD
oh.. and i finally experience junno's coldness..
lets share!
what's a couples' favourite food?
cup noodle!
-say it like how japanese say it-
cuppuru noodles!
>.< *must pronounce it correctly*
i totally =.=" when i heard it..
then laughed.. it is funny leh!!!
and junno is funny!
yea.. he smiles beautifully!
oh ya.. heard that town has a huge poster of god!!!!!!
>.<
can't wait to go to town to see!!!!
blahs.. i love kimura!!!!takuya..
kimura ryo is funny.. esp in TT3GO!
he so cute inside.. esp episode 7!!!!
HAHA!
see this kathleen? xD faster go watch episode 7!
and delicious gakuin episode 7 if u have not..
naka is totally spazzing inside..
and that episode is the most hilarious..
damn funny la!!!!
mainly due to naka.. when they change scenes..
=xx
so.. MUST WATCH ARH!!!!
xDD
and aiba seems to have pimples this time round..
close up on him.. complexion not good..
xD
today show u guys the mindmap that kathleen drew.. on d-boys love.. not too specific though.. yanagi actually is with yuya.. xD and actually naka and shirota got one leg.. >.< and still got alot more.. haha! but until kathleen draws a more detailed one (hinthint) we shall manage with this.. haha!! by the way.. these people are the ones act as prince of tennis.. musical and drama.. xD and shirota is good friend of jin and pi! haha!! the complicated relationship between JE boys already went through in the last last post right.. so shall not go in again.. lols.. ^~^
quiz2
3.6.07 @ 4:05 PM
| The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
LOL!
i think some true some not true?
>.< blah..
these tests are fun..
should try em' out someday..
HAHA!!
marriage.. to me is just GOD's sick joke on humans..
.___.
akame
2.6.07 @ 1:07 PM
been having weird dreams recently..
=/
really really weird..
and totally impossible to happen dreams..
>.<
hmm.. shall not disclose la hor..
cause have smth to do with no7.. >.<
didn't study for these few days..
and when i do sit in front of the study table..
i don't know what to study..
post exam syndrome maybe?
lols..
no idea la.. but have to start soon if not i will not have enough time..
maybe later shall do lit..
that feels the closest to my heart today..
-.-
shakespeare seems more suitable for sundays though.. =/
saturdays seems like party days.. >.<
i am doomed!!!
gahhs.. my mum is freaking me out right now..
she is daydreaming..
and holding the phone without doing anything..
SCARY LA!!
worse is her focus is on me..
starring at me.. creepy..
oh wells.. i feel like staring into space myself as well..
=/
i got a bad feeling..
that i am going to let down one of my good friends..
>.<
maybe it is my own fault la..
but i really wish that that thing won't happen..
cause i definitely know my ans for it..
and it may just end our friendship..
prease don't let it happen orz..
lets just keep it simple and nice.. no need for extra complications..
i hate complications..
stupid.. why must things like this happen to me..
T.T
bahh..
anyway.. my mind is in complete blank right now..
too much computering has caused my brain cells to die..
i am going to become stupider than ever..
-BAWLS-
going kino next week..
holding another summer sale.. =.=
and this time..
for a long period..
16 days orz..
i think i am going to go out alot this month..
once already..
with dewei to kino another time..
eating out with melly another time..
and MAYBE another time with risa-chan when she returns..
wahhs..
i like not o'level student like that..
shoots..
>.<
i think i better go study now..
the guilt is too heavy..
plus twice is going to taka..
my wallet...... T.T
u are going to lose weight yet again..
-pats- poor thing..
oh ya.. soccer news.. good and not so pleasing..
man utd bought three players in one swoop!
WOO~~~!!!!
nani, anderson and hargreaves!
two young players.. one touted to be successor of c.ronaldo and the other ronaldinho!
my oh my~ successor of c.ronaldo is of course nani..
will be exciting to see how he grows up.. seeing that the two currently maybe most fleet footed players on the same team..
pray that they will give all defenders a headache!!! =x
hagreaves.. xD he can speak for himself.. haha!
only abit worried about anderson.. he is not even 20 yet! lols..
and haven't heard much about him.. so have to wait and see if he is good..
fergie usually have good taste.. but he does flops at times..
=/
the not so good one is becks back..
yes yes.. all who know me well should know how much i loathe becks..
he is not back to man utd la.. thats the ultimate horror..
i think i will have major heart attack if that happens.. we are better off without him anyway..
he is back in england team.. =/
lets see how long pretty boy can last.. i have no faith in him..
and he is the soccer player i have been hating with all my heart since i know him..
i get really really annoyed when ppl say he is good looking..
cause to me.. he is just normal.. there is nothing striking about him in anyway!
maybe cause the era he was born in didn't produce any good looking players..
so he was hailed to be the best looking.. blah blah blah..
sickening.. can't even kick a penalty properly..
sorry.. his golden era is over.. and please ppl.. soccer players as their title goes are supposed to PLAY SOCCER properly..
don't think they are good just cause they look good..
don't make me vomit.. his sense of style is not bad i must admit..
but his face.. forget it.. i dislike him with all my heart..
anti-becks all the way.. >.<
don't ever get me started on how much i dislike becks..
i can never stop.. 7 years of support of man utd = 7 years of dislike of becks..
the day i supported man utd was the day i started disliking becks..
and thats they way it will go for a long time..
until he retires.. or maybe until he stops being such a loser..
henpecked man with no good soccer skills to speak off depending so much on his pretty(not) face to get this far till today..
i am truly glad he left man utd..
he will not be able to contribute as much as giggsy and scholes thats for sure..
totally different levels to speak of..
he does have his brilliant times.. and they WERE often.. were equals past..
now they are rare.. just.. go away beckham.. go to america.. africa..
i really don't know why..
but just the mere praise of becks.. i am ruffled up.. =/
there were times when i did try to stop disliking him so much..
but it is always at times like this.. he disappoints..
and the cycle starts all over again.. maybe its fated i will dislike him for a long time to come.. =S
OK! i shall stop!!!! >.< if not i will never end..
>.<
kathleen.. i lost the thing u drew!.. prease send me again orz.. for now will put in other pic.. who shall it be~ ahh.. akame then.. i kinda like the idea of boy love recently.. hmm.. lets see how many boy love pair JE has.. firstly is of course Kinki Kids.. can celebrate 10 years anniversary already the two.. then T&T.. this one abit newer.. but the love still there nonetheless.. even walking down the stairs also same.. >.< then we have Akame.. the most passionate of them all.. lols.. jealousy and love written all over their faces.. esp mrjin.. haha! Ryochi.. poor poor ryo.. separated lovers.. xD ryo is nicer now.. but he used to nice only to selected few.. and i think he was never bad to uchi.. xD so sweet right.. nice only to your loved one.. =x ueda is obviously not one he loves.. xDD uchi suspension.. wonder how ryo coped at first.. apparently he wasn't as happy as before.. well.. expected.. Tomapi.. ahh.. another separated couple.. cause toma didn't get to debut will pi did apparently.. lols.. never mind.. toma is back with japanese version of hana kimi.. and lets see if pi will stick himself on the sofa for every episode! pi belongs to toma.. solely.. xD they match rather well.. xD HAHA!! ok.. thats all i know about JE pairings.. i absolutely don't agree of any other pairings.. esp Y&Y.. yuto and yamada.. yuto is mine.. no boy love pairing.. >.< next time move on to d-boys pairings.. bound to kill.. XDD and jin is more woman than kame is.. thats what i think.. xD
