yuto3
30.4.07 @ 3:19 PM
am home..
=D
ok.. chinese today.. and tomorrow is public hols!!!!!!
>.<
but i decided i shall stay home and do homework..
it is definitely better than rotting outside with my family..
if mum actually agrees to it..
my collection for tess gerritsen is going to be complete soon..
and through her booksi think i got a new idol..
jane rizzoli!! man.. she is damn cool!
haha..
and gerritsen's THE MEPHISTO CLUB..
don't read it alone or at night..
it will give u the creeps..
i was tossing in my bed for the whole time last night..
the book oozes evil!
the whole story is about evil..
and it is really creepy.. and i mean it..
if u have read her other books and found it quite scary..
well.. mephisto club is 10x scarier!
but it is well written..
you can actually see it all happening.. it is well written..
the descriptions and stuff are all very good..
can't wait for her next book..
THE BONE GARDEN..
another thriller.. i think is jane rizzoli and maura isles series..
her books are good.. if u like to read mystery and thriller..
it comes with all the gory details and difficult medical terms..
but, read it if u like thrillers..
it won't be a bad recommendation.. xD
i am back to a better mood again..
was in a horrible horrible mood this morning..
as for the why i was pushed over the edge..
it shall be just between me myself and i.. ^^
and sorry xuebin! if u see this..
i am very sorry for snapping at u.. i was irritated.. and your incessant talking annoyed me even further..
so i just snapped.. i am sorry.. it is bad of me to do that..
i am sorry, hope you don't hold it against me! =D
oh and my cartoon KAT-TUN 2 you has arrived.. did i mention it before? hehe..
i have only been listening to the first disc..
only touched the limited ed. since both have same songs..
by that i mean the limited ed. and first press..
heh..
i really like junno's solo! and freedom! make u wet sounds nice..
i like how the music sounds.. haha..
and weirdly.. LOST didn't appeal to me at all.. for now currently..
it sounds really rock.. maybe i have heard too much orange range and glay..
xD
i will try to find ways to put those songs into my blog..
not for u to download.. but to let me listen..
=D
i kinda like the whole feel of the album..
but without jin.. it is till weird.. i still love their first album better.. <3
haha!
junno sounds funny.. if i can post it up.. u will get what i mean.. trust me..
now downloading shows.. seems like clubbox doesn't really like me today..
moving so slowly!
T.T ok la.. shall go slack for awhile then go back to my homework..
maths.. lit..
and revision.. i think my pile of work is actually grinning at me evilly..
oh and dewei.. u don't like ancafe right.. DON'T EVER LISTEN TO JUNNO'S SOLO!
lols..
the song got the exactly same part where junno starts talking in a weird voice for awhile..
=D i can totally imagine him singing the song.. <3
seems like i haven't been fangirling yuto for sometime! gomen ne yuto.. xD but cos haven been hearing much about from him.. he plays the drums now.. something in common! haha! but now i am more concentrated on having same interest as yucci.. learning to beatbox.. ok la.. not VERY difficult.. but not a breeze either.. lols..
but anyway.. yuto is in HEY! SAY! 7 now.. lols.. new group again.. apparently he has been in 3 groups already.. makes me wonder does kitagawa love him so much to keep shuffling him? lols.. well.. it doesn't hurt as long as i can see him! <3 i ain't got no idea when i will stop fangirling this cute guy.. he made me go zOMG!!!!! CUTE!!! he pawns everyone.. except for junno and -risachan'slilbrother- that guy is the cutest s'porean boy his age i ever seen man.. i think junsu is being replaced soon.. =D
yucci- voice percussion vids
26.4.07 @ 6:48 PM
yucci beatboxes with piano!yucci ft. ragfair with koki rapping..yucci beatbox kizuna + violinyucci singing JINX with mixture of beatboxyucci beatbox koki rapyucci voice percussion! <3
nishi
@ 5:48 PM
ok.. tomorrow's my SS MYE..
no idea why i am still right here in front of the computer..
T.T
but gyahhh!!!! i don't care..
i want a break from all the policies..
i will be glad to be rid of the policies..
policies are stupid..
repeat after me.. i hate policies..
T.T
and my hands are cramped from hours of writing..
but...... PERSERVERE!!!!
for the sake of the 6A's.. must perservere..
and on the bright side..
if i do it now.. i don't have to do it in the later part of the year!
isn't that great? haha!
ohkays.. i am taking tomorrow off as a break..
going to kino.. since they were so nice and is holding a 3-day 20% off sale..
YAY!!!!!!!
now i can my tess gerritsen books off at a cheaper price..
with my popolo and myojo.. and more books!!
lalala~~ i am getting excited just at the thought of that..
i sound like a cheapo.. but who doesn't love sales!!!! xD
that is my motivation for tomorrow~!
hurhur..
ok.. that laughter is really really retarded..
u try laughing that out aloud..
you will end up sounding like crayon shin chan..
xD
that little doodle is cute though!.. HAHA!
have to get back to my books soon..
-groans-
oh and i hope SHE will not keep sniffling her nose tomorrow..
i think amanda is really pissed off by it already..
me too.. but since i am quite far from her..
it is ok.. but.. it is annoying.. especially when you are trying to concentrate..
lols..
sometimes i am rather pissed off by her too..
even when she is not sniffling..
she is always whining.. and complaining..
and low self-esteem..
all the traits that i hate.. alot..
i especially can't stand whiny people.. coupled with her low self-esteem..
i feel like punching her sometimes..
not slap though.. that is for people that i really really hate..
xD
i realised that i am very quick to snap at people recently..
must be because of that..
irritated easily.. but i am trying to control..
if not i think i would have become public enemy no.1!
lols..
i did snap at vicky and beasty today though..
no need to control cos even when i am in a great mood i snap at them too..
i am a wicked person..
=DD
ohkays la.. my SS book is trying to make itself look very attractive to me..
shan't deny it any longer.. ja-ne!
nishi!!!!! lalalala.. AAA! watch delicious gakuin for him! and for naka of D-BOYS.. xD both are super cute inside!!! haha! from Attack All Around.. didn't think much of them at first.. but then cos of nishi.. i am taking note of them.. actually only nishi la.. but to find out more about nishi.. have to find out about AAA too! xD oh ya! kanata hongo's nickname is nashi!! i read it from popolo! heh! i deciphered his name in mins! xD it was in hiragana.. he even wrote kanata beside his name!!! i am so proud of myself.. shall make more efforts to practise my hiragana now.. motivated!
junsu
23.4.07 @ 7:57 PM
lessons were a breeze today..
cause i was either stoning out or was sent out of class..
see nothing much to do..
so of course it was a breeze!
=D
learn from me..
stone out in lessons..
or make yourself get sent out of class..
once in a while..
it is fun.. to breathe in new air..
different from the musty air in the classroom..
-gags-
ok.. 7o'clock..
time to go to my books..
waving at me excitedly.. -groans-
study people.. study hard like me..
i am a model student ya know..
-winks evilly-
main point of today.. junsu.. his mini version is super adorable.. and his split.. man.. he is really laming me out.. =D but he is my darling.. oh ya.. ronaldo won the PFA player of the year award AND the young player of the year award.. kowtow to him!!! -RAWRS- he is the first in 30 over years to achieve it.. so who cares about your henry and whatever ballack.. ronaldo pawns them all! kowtow! mainly trying to show off.. since junsu stupidly announced that he likes henry.. who is losing touch.. wahahaha! like ronaldo instead! he can act and play soccer! isn't he great? -winks- the little boy is cuter than junsu!!!! -shoves junsu away and hugs little boy-
xD
nashi
22.4.07 @ 1:47 PM
jin-ing recently..
but shall update.. xD jin-ing shall take place later..
yesterday was jia's birthday..
went town-ing..
lols..
seoul garden made me realise what a fantastic person my bro was..
T.T
he cooked the food the last time we went..
and i was evilly laughing and eating..
and now when i am splattered with oil, i finally realise what a great person he is..
haha!
anyway.. it was shopping shopping and shopping after that..
lols.. my legs aren't trained to shop for long periods of time..
but jia is damn good la..
she said later.. she didn't shop enough..
i was gaga.. O.O
my legs are breaking and u didn't shop enough..
damn pro.. xD
we saw ms haiza at far east..
after we took out purikuras..
which i had an idiotic look on my face for one of them..
-winces at memory-
it was really quite the idiotic expression..
lols..
oh ya people.. do watch 200 pounds beauty..
it can make u laugh and cry at the same time..
touching and funny!
i don't know how to say it..
but it is definitely worth watching!
however as the lit student i am..
there are many loopholes i found in the movie..
xD
so i shall give it 4 STARS..
haha!
see if u can spot the loopholes yourself..
haha!
oh yea!!! hotelier is up for download le!!!!
T.T
touched.. first episode up only after don't know how long..
better be good!
oh and i watched prince of tennis the movie..
lols..
hmm.. not too impressed with the storyline and stuff..
cos if u didn't watch the anime you won't understand the movie..
lols..
but the actors were drool worthy la..
shirota yuu was oh-my-god!!!!! lovely..
and ka-chan...... haha.. he is ka-chan.. nothing more to be said.. xD
ka-chan is hongo kanata.. xD
i got no idea what is his nickname..
so i gave him ka-chan! xD
cos kanata hongo is too long.. lols.. ka-chan!
he is the shin of NANA2..
super super handsome inside..
he got the emo emo look.. lols..
leading actor of hinokio too!
he was echizen ryoma in prince of tennis the movie..
yep.. lols..
actually i wouldn't have watched the movie if not for him..
he impresses me..
and the thing is.. he is just one year older than me!
so i am not a pedo!
*ihatebeingapedo*
-whycantyutobeoneyearolder?!-
haha..
anyway.. for those who got no idea how he looks like..
shall put his pic later~ xD
emo kiddo..
ok jin-ing time!!!! lols!
actually i don't know what to say!
all i can feel and say is..
he is back.. and i don't need apology from him..
as long as he is back i am a happy girl..
yup.. he made us all sad when he left..
but he is back now.. xD
and to me, that is all that matters..
=D
once again.. welcome back jin.. and 6-nin KAT-TUN pawns everything..
ta-da! ka-chan! xD he is quite good la.. but his acting or his roles are all rather wooden.. but he is cute la.. cos he is wooden.. get what i mean? no? well i don't either.. -winks- xD him as shin in NANA2!!!! i am watching it for him too~ xD
jin2
20.4.07 @ 11:13 PM
ok.. lets forget about kyu!
xD
cause~~~~
JIN HAS RETURNED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YATTA!!!!!!
officially returned!!!!!
today!
he even held a press conference..
which most clubbox should have!
xDDD
i can't stop grinning..
really..
i haven't actually stopped smiling since i heard the oh-so-great news!
xD
and been watching jap shows to calm myself down!
HAHA!
not that it works.. even the dangerous parts or creepy parts..
i am still grinning like a cheshire cat!
HAHA!
but anyway.. through the shows i watched..
i got a few more guys tt i like!!!
xDD
but jin's return pawns everything!
i shall fangirl the other new guys next time..
today is wholly jin's day!
xD
even the movie i watched today have to wait..
hehe!
yup.. today all belongs to jin!
lalala..
and jin please don't go and learn other languages already ok..
i still prefer your jingrish!
haha..
and your eng eh...... lucky it was only for 6 months.. lols..
-overly excited-
can't think correctly again~!
HAHA!
yea yea yea..
i am so happy right now!
cause jin is back..
jin is back~!
JIN IS BACK!
our bakanishi is back!
xDD
no one can ever replace him!
ok.. shall end here.. i am talking nonsense!
xD
all i can do now is smile!
and.. look at the interview over and over..
and silently laugh at whoever was jin's teacher..
she/he must be wincing.. xD
YATTA! bakanishi is back! 6-nin KAT-TUN pwns all! xD love jin alright?! he is super cute! =DD jin at thou holiest..!
kyu
19.4.07 @ 4:43 PM
i am fuming mad right now..
kyu is injured..
badly injured if i am not wrong..
ribs and lungs..
LUNGS!
this means that even if he recovers he will still suffer..
why the hell must this happen?!
fuck it..
friggin worried now..
who the hell was driving!!!!!!
can't he be more careful!
what the hell.. crash into lamp post!
dammit la!!!!!!
kyu better be ok....
he better be..
he can't be not ok.....
T.T
i am irritated right now.. very irritated..
cos someone actually came and asked me..
kyu will be more seriously injured than chul?
WHAT THE FUCK?!
who cares if he is more injured or not?!
this kinda things you also wanna compare?
and ask me to leave it to fate cos if fate wants it you can even die when sleeping?!
FUCK YOU LA!
i am here worrying my ass off.. and u tell me this?!
your idol badly injured than u tell me this la!
no empathy at all!
thank your lucky stars u didn't say it in front of me..
i would have given u tight slap!
u not worried at all your problem la!
stop rubbing it in and saying insensitive things la!
i really hope kyu will be ok..
please let him be ok..
that's all i can think of now..
just let him be fine and i will be happy..
T.T
can't post anymore..
can't think straight anymore..
pi's birthday pics!
18.4.07 @ 10:42 PM
blogger cracks me up everytime i come to the dashboard..
there will be this ad on tamil translations..
and it is written in such a serious way that i end up smiling everytime i see it!
xD
well, randomness.. i am fab at doing that..
-winks-
just got back from tuition..
esther is a really fun teacher..
she always manages to make me stay awake through the 2 hours despite my brain insisting that i should sleep..
ain't she fantastic?
haha!
went to pizza hut today.. and nearly set myself on fire..
literally of course..
i chose to eat curry zapple (or whatever its name is) and boy! it was freaking spicy!
i was crying and sniffling throughout the meal..
the whole table can be my witness..
i swear i will never eat it again!
lols.. and i bought the next 6 bleach manga! cheerios!
now left with 14!!
i think i will purchase 2 at the time the next time.. haha!
then 7 purchases in all! xD
going JP next week again most probably..
to have lunch with my brother.. to give him his present..
a p.case! since his is torn..
see.. i am such a kind girl right!
haha!
just now was really really bored..
then went around surfing people's blog..
and i was marvelling over some of the blogs..
marvelling does not necessary mean a good thing..
i am veyr impressed at times the level of stupidity that people can reach..
giving a blow by blow account of what happened on your date with your boyfriend, littered with vulgarites is definitely the top of the list..
=D
it amused me greatly..
i think i should start to learn to observe and be silent..
there should be alot of things that would amuse me..
and stupidity in people is usually the thing that amuses me the most..
call me a sicko, but well..
haha.. is all i can give in reply.. xD
but there were really good blogs too..
they were just normal blogs about daily life..
but injected a dose of humour or at the very least in standard english..
which makes reading a pleasure..
yea.. those are blogs i frequent even if i don't tag..
i would keep this short.. since my last post was oh-my-god long..
i think i am obssessed with intelligence recently..
never had high tolerance for stupidity but even lower now..
i prefer smart people..
so i can become smarter too..
typical human.. to want to be more intelligent.. xD
my goal that will never change..
i don't want to be mocked at by myself.. ^^
pics from pi's birthday celebration.. party sounds so childish! =x well.. when i received the pics.. my first thought was this.. MY OH MY! i look like a replica in every pic! not much difference.. and even if there is.. totally not obvious.. lols..
but anyway.. here are the pics! i don't look as mushroomy as the SYF pics in my opinion.. and that makes me happy!
ryo2
17.4.07 @ 10:25 PM
today was cake-cutting day!
lols..
belated celebration for pi..
happy belated birthday pi!!!!! xD
yea.. then cutted the cake at her house..
a cake which has jae's face on it..
lols!
we didn't get to eat tt part of cos..
pi will never let us eat it..
xD
we just ate the happy birthday part..
sad right..... T.T
but it was a happy day.. lols..
oh ya.. tmr bring plaster for yq..
tt guy's hand........ is....... making me churn inside..
the whole skin came off for god's sake!
i am seriously creeped out by it..
and he rejected to use my "oh so cute" snoopy plaster..
he actually tore it off during recess!!
jerk!
later i draw heart shape on the plaster then u know ah!
lols..
his palm is swollen like duno what like tt..
-shudders-
poor guy.. lols.. shall give him plaster tmr! since he is quite a nice guy!
haha!!
oh ya.. after these two days of dl-ing vids..
i decided on this..
clubbox is definitely way faster than torrent..
torrent is damn slow la..
only suitable for vids tt are very long ago de.. lols..
anyway.. had EL oral yesterday..
haha!
wah.... i really talked at length leh!
but don't know can make it or not.. lols..
like very jialat like tt......
T.T
i think i will cry if i don't get 30 or above.. lols..
its over 40.....
will get the results before o'level oral.. which is in aug....
months of agony!!! >.<
but i really have to brush up on my EL la..
it sucks.........
standard is rather low....
so.. shall type in standard EL from now on.. no more singlish!
A1 for EL requires some sacrifices.... T.T
and i love lit poems..
i have alot of feelings when it comes to poems..
it is my fave component..
you can express yourself freely..
it doesn't have to follow a certain standard..
and neither do you have to follow what others think..
creativity can kick in!!! ^^
that's why i love lit so..... xD
maybe i will take it when i am in university..
it is an interesting subject..
yea.. i am definitely an arts person..
lit over a-maths any other day! ^^
and there is this question i have been thinking about.....
am i really that weird?
or even lame?
gosh, i have always felt that i am quite a serious person you know.....
like book-ish.. and serious..
yea.. i don't think i am weird..
but i am stubborn..
it takes quite alot for me to change my views..
esp when i decided that's that..
yea.. and i tend to argue with people alot..
that's just me..
i don't see the need to follow what everyone thinks..
if everyone thinks the same way, why be human?
it is better for you to be a robot..
i don't see why i should follow the views of others just to fit into the society..
everyone is different..
there are bound to be conflict in thinking..
but there is one thing i know i should change..
i should argue less..
cos to me it may seem like i am showing people my point of view, trying to let them understand the rationale behind it..
but to them, i am just forcing my views on them..
so yea.. shall just give my view..
and shut up..
yup, misunderstanding of meaning..
happens regularly in my life..
i am quite the oddball, but nothing wrong in that.. ^^
and you know what..
if i am looking for a life partner..(which i don't plan to for now)
i would look for one whom i can argue happily with!
yea.. i actually love to argue..
it is joyful for me to do that.. i don't wanna just lead a boring life with the guy just nodding to whatever i say..
someone with spunk i would say..
what's life without that dose of arguments?
conflict in thoughts to me equates to.. knowing your own point of view and the other party's point of view too..
isn't that interesting?
i don't like watching debates.. i prefer being in one.. ^^
it is a holy act.. having a ground to express yourself and insist on your views freely without having others roll their eyes at you..
that is heaven to me.. xD
of course reading would be an important part.. gaining general knowledge..
important part of life..
no knowledge.. prepare to receive a thrashing..!
i realised this thing..
people in singapore do not argue for what they think is the right thing..
if people have different ideas from them, they either just let the person think that way and argue for awhile and give up or just ask them to stop it..
i don't agree with this..
i don't understand it actually.. i think that is the main reason why i argue..
to understand why.. to cover every aspect..
but never got a chance to do that.. i am always unfufilled.. =(
if you don't agree.. then argue till you understand and is able to accept the other party's reason..
isn't that the right thing to do?
it stimulates your brain.. it is exercise for your brain..
but well.. i guess most people don't think the same way as i do..
they are just content with their own thinking and not interested in knowing how the others think..
so be it then.. i will find the heaven that eludes me so..
i am sure i can do it.. find the person who can give me satisfaction from his/her answers..
intelligent people.. not people who argue for the sake of arguing.. ^^
may my search be successful! xD
maybe ryo's the one? lols.. but i will never be able to understand him....... xD i love him cos he dares to speak.. even if it is not arguing.. but i admire him for being able to say out loud his thoughts.. i aspire to be somewhat like him.. a person with strong character.. not one who nods to whatever people say.. ^^
tora
15.4.07 @ 1:37 PM
i love pretty donuts!! haha!
ystd went to town.. yea.. alone.. lols..
no one acc me.. T.T
but met dewei and her friend there..
in kino.. both of us purchasing our monthly supplement..
haha!
i got 5 supplements monthly.. T.T
kill me.. lols..
she got 2 i think.. but her ones are more ex than me..
-smirks-
then bought a book too..
tess gerritsen.. i think tt is how her name is spelt..
devoured it in a night..
nice.. super nice.. haha..
anyway.. we went separate ways after she bashed up jun and kimura for awhile..
haha! damn funny la..
dewei.. next time i cut jun's face for u.. xD
then i went down to the basement to get my ice cream..
yummy! didn't feel like eating brownies..
and and and! i saw pretty donuts!!!!
there are pink white and chocolate donuts!!
and smiley face too! plus plus the donuts come in different shapes!
got spikey and got bullet shaped!
so cute right! and so even though i only eat sugared donuts i couldn't resist buying them.. xD
oh well.. someone finished it for me though.. haha!
i went out and i saw dewei and her friend again..
i think pris said his name is yusheng? or smth.. can't recall..
he was damn hungry..
lols.. then i offered my donuts.. haha..
and my obsession with pretty donuts was revealed.. lols..
dewei was rolling her eyes at my actions.. haha!
but they are really pretty la.. even the plastic bad is pretty..
i was very attracted by their label too.. so pretty!! xD
anyway.. he ate like 3 donuts at one shot..
and went down to get more food.. guess he was really hungry.. haha!
but he is a nice guy.. polite and gentleman.. lols..
must be from those elite schools or smth..
xD and i thought he liked dewei.. lols.. good friends..
nice guy..
after the food shopping, i went to mise..
man, i nearly went mad there..
cos there were a bunch of NewS fans there..
wah!! they are super super loud! keep shouting and shouting..
just cos NewS's mv was playing on mtv..
and i heard their new song for the first time..
not bad eh..
shall get dewei to send me.. lols..
anyway i escaped from mise as fast as i could.. lols..
if not i will go deaf.. haha!
the calendar didn't arrive la..
mise lied to me.. T.T
have to wait again.. -sighs-
but nvm! good stuff is worth the wait!
haha!
tt practically summed up my day for ystd..
oh ya.. someone weird added me in msn..
i think he is psycho or smth..
weird weird.. lols..
aish.. don't care.. wait and see what he playing at..
lols.. shall go eat my cake~~
fattening eh..
i think i should go on diet or smth.. lols..
too fat le.. haha!
ok la.. i go cook instant noodles.. lols..
damn hungry..... T.T
tora.. afiqah said tt he always gets his nose made fun of!!! T.T how can make fun of tora!!!! -whacks whoever who started it- he is the most gorgeous jrocker alive ok!!!! ok la.. cos he is my fave.. haha! he is very serious guy ok.. don't play play with him arh.. haha.. anyway potato had this pic of them all.. and still tora attracts my attn.. haha.. xD but the real handsome one they say is saga.. and tora is supposed to be the ugliest.. -GLARES- but.. who cares~ i shall have tora! hehe!
oh ya dewei.. lend me jewel when u are done with it~ i wanna drool over tora.. HAHA! xD
shiyu
14.4.07 @ 12:47 PM
look.. i am really really really bored..
lols..
so i shall post another post..
before i start getting ready to go out..
which takes like 30 mins.. lols..
just read an article on this girl who blames the whole world on anything tt goes wrong in her life..
except herself..
-.- seriously.. this kinda idiotic attitude seems to be running in the blood of alot of brats out there nowadays..
and i can't stand it..
makes me feel like slapping them to their senses..
hello.. it is your life..
YOU control your life.. not others.. so don't go around blaming people when things go wrong..
i found out that i am not an easy person to get along with..
there are many types of species out there that i hold in great contempt..
presumeably they hold me in great contempt too..
but too bad.. unlike them.. i have a life.. so get a life too.. losers..
first and foremost.. i hate ignorant brats..
see the word brats? yes.. i hate brats..
paris hilton must have sparked off the trend of ignorant brats..
seriously, they are increasing by the bulk daily..
nearly everyday i will see whining kids with no sense..
=.=
ok forget it if u are a bimbo, at least don't be a whiny bimbo..
that rikes me to no end.. trust me..
i really really really hate stupid and ugly people..
no, i am not the best looking nor am i the smartest..
but at the very least, i don't act smart..
that's what these guys do..
urgh.... my eyes are going roll off from too much rolling one of these days..
beastie is one of the kind that will never get the chance to come down from my list..
irritating and annoying me to no end daily..
she has a talent for spoiling my mood even without appearing..
i am sorry to say.. i have similar feelings for 1/4 of the school too..
it is just my nature i guess..
strong feelings towards everything.. nonchalance towards how others feel..
guilt is a rare thing..
half the day in smiles and the other half in frowns..
i am a hard person to please..
and i hate it when people tYpE lyK dIs..
spelling wise as long as i can read and understand, it is ok..
but there is no need to type in caps and small letters..
it is just a fucking waste of time..
there are people whom i do admire too.. no not the jap idols i have..
not bush, not hilton.. they are nutcases..
i admire normal people who can think for themselves, have their own views and are able to hold their own stand..
weak-minded people.. i really am disgusted by them..
and people who are uncultured..
spewing vulgarites in every sentence they speak..
thinking it is very cool to speak in hokkien vulgarities..
thinking they are very smart to speak with english vulgarities..
and those are a group of special people..
rot.. i hate uncultured people..
no respect for others no respect for themselves..
yes, i am very sorry for these angry words..
it is just that i am very ticked off by that article i read..
brainless, uncultured, ugly..
please people.. i am not easy to get along with.. i am sorry for this..
but if u really do annoy my socks off, i won't be very nice to you..
i am nice to all at first..
until they irritate me greatly..
thanks for reading this whole passage through..
and if i annoyed u.. deal with it.. =) yourself..
shiyu made me smile.. he is pretty for a jrocker.. jrock is exactly what i am feeling right now.. =D i am really tempted to type he as she.. if not for his 6-pecs, i definitely would have done that..
percussion '07
@ 11:48 AM
changed my blogskin! xD
i quite like it..
searched for the skins last night..
saved quite a few and tried it out today..
decided on this..
it brings me a sense of peace of whole-ness..
haha..
and the colour makes the words easier to read..
lols..
yesterday was marathon of vids..
lols..
have a whole backload of vids untouched..
saved and untouched.. lols..
i think i am still left with 30++ vids not watched..
haha..
horrible eh.. lols..
x-man ended.. T.T
i loved tt show.. really.. it is the only korean prog i am watching now..
and it ended..
watched the special series yesterday..
showed many many past scenes.. was so funny! xD
and yunho had cute teeth before they became straight..
i guess since he is establishing himself as the leader..
those cute teeth just had to go.. lols..
but they were really cute la..
xD
and there were alot of great dancers..
jang woohyuk and lee min woo(?)
saw jang woohyuk dance only once..
maaaan.. he is really good la!
and he can sing.. he wins rain! wahahahaha!
anyway there will be a new prog next week, which i hope is nice..
since the mc(s) should be the same..
haha..
and watched summer x summer episode 1 to 5 yesterday too..
xiao gui is so cute!!!
i cringed inside for him when it was so obvious he is starting to like the girl..
lols..
i can't wait for the other episodes.. it is not a bad show..
and hanayome to papa..
junno is so NOT junno inside..
except for one scene where he had exaggerated facial expression..
xD it was funny..
the leads acted well..
i will like the show.. but not junno i think..
cos tt is just so not him.. xD
now waiting for tokkyu tanaka 3 go!
heard tt it was quite nice..
rui from jpm said tt koki is really koki inside it..
so expecting quite alot of laughs.. haha..
oh dl L's new show too.. sexy voice and robo..
have not watched it yet though.. lols..
maybe after haikei chichiue-sama..
tt 1 has been rotting in my comp for quite sometime.. lols..
oh wells.. got A1 for my lit test..
highest was edwin.... -.- 1 mark higher.. -.-
but his essay was truckloads better than mine..
he writes superbly.. -beams-
even if he is a chelsea fan.. but his lit essay rocked..
he will be my idol for lit! haha!
anyway.. going out later.. alone..... T.T
sad right.. lols..
going to go coolzone to collect my cd..
kino to see if the mags have arrived.. duet and winkup..
and mise to see if the calendars have reached as promised..
since they didn't call me.. -.-
but i think not so early.. since mise doesn't open so early..
and i don't like to wait.... waited nearly 30 mins for them to open tt time.. =.=
oh ya! and i need to go get pressies for my section! haha!
<3 u may for showing me your convo with k***n ystd.. lols..
it must have been a chore! lols..
so in the end it was a sec 3 girl.. xD
-chuckles-
even if it is not me.. better her than jacq..
xD i would just die if it was jacq.. lols..
anyway.. much happier than i have been for the past 2 days..
thanks ppl.. for those who stayed with me during my thuderstorms.. xD
and those i glared at.. tough luck.. u stepped on my landmine..
*inserts evil laughter*
ok.. DON'T LAUGH PPL! don't even try to smile at my mushroomy hair.. this is the first time i am taking photo with this freaking hair.. and will be the last.. T.T horrible........ i definitely prefer the hair in the profile.. don't laugh.. it looks slightly better in real life.. T.T kope-d it from hel's bloggie.. lols.. our percussion section without jiabo.. tt guy went home.. -.- anyway.. those who played for syf are all in uni.. only eugene didn't play so he is in sch uni.. xD <3 u guys~!
kashi,lemon,taichi!
12.4.07 @ 6:27 PM
just sent my band uni to wash..
today is the last time i am wearing it..
nostalgic..
been with me for four years..
my black shoes too..
i remember this, i used to hate it..
it caused my foot alot of pain..
but now, i will never wear it again..
everything has come to an end..
hmm.. bittersweet..
firstly cos i am not a big fan of the band..
but then after four years, it is impossible tt i don't have feelings for it..
yup..
been through with me all these years in my sec sch life..
changed through 3 instruments..
trumpet, horn and percussion..
horn and percussion remains dearest to me..
yea..
i will miss all my juniors..
may, lu lin, qi yu, sharon, jia bo..
we've been through alot these few months eh?
i won't forget those days..
and if i do, i will come and read this post!
<3 u guys!
may.. this is one mad girl! haha..
hey.. u are my cymbals partner for how long le?
xD upgrade to drums ok? hehe..
u are very very nice.. always joking with me..
then get us sweets and chocs..
i like u alot! xD haha.. really really.. not joking!
may we crap again sometime in the future!
thanks for helping me everytime i got lost! xD
i <3 u! ^^
sharon.. maan.. this is another siao de..
haha! you are so so so so cute!
my cutest junior! haha! thanks for cheering me up with your baka-ness all the time!
your smile is also one of the top few in my list!
xD u are really one of a kind!
and one of the reason why i will return to band next time!
haha!
thanks thanks thanks! u have a great future ahead!
and i wanna see gold next time ok! xD u have two more strikes!
^^
qi yu.. eheh.. this guy..
don't judge him by his looks! he may look super quiet..
BUT! he is super nosiy and playful when he wants to be!
i got a taste of it!
haha.. i remember when u didn't talk much..
and had to make u talk more.. since u were my cymbals partner for a period of time..
glad i succeeded! xD
have more confidence in yourself ok~
and i still have same p.e. lesson u..
mwahahahaha!
eh.. ok.. shall talk about the rest the next time ok.. haha!
if not this will be too long..
and just in case anyone who is still blur.. band got silver..
even though i felt we played our best..
i guess tt is the way life is..
today some stupid sec2 guy made me so mad!
cos he asked what did band get..
and it was written all over our faces!
he was mocking us actually..
then i turned ard and stared at him..
then turned back, ignoring him and his friend..
the killer.. he said this..
"aiya must be silver la! band ppl so unfriendly one! blah blah blah"
i was tt close to erupting!
damn assholes!
and sithu.. laughing at us too!
at least we are better than your soccer team right!
losing all matches..
more embarrasing than us!
i got laugh at u?! fuck u la!
darn it! >.<
*relax*
ok.. that's all for today.. i am tired..
today is real ppl, not stars.. lols.. from my japan trip.. the three most prominent guys in the japanese class i was in! kashi, lemon and taichi! taichi is so handsome can!! i was infatuated with him.. lols..! he sat right next to me the whole time! haha! cos tt was his class seating plan.. lols.. he must have felt damn unlucky la.. chelsea fan he.. and cpt. of his sch soccer team.. his soccer quite good de leh! haha.. don't play play.. kashi is the "beauty" of the class..! haha.. he looks like a mix of girl and cat in my opinion.. xD told him tt.. and he refused to talk to me after tt.. lols.. lemon is the funniest! he crapped alot! got along with him the best! haha.. he is super funny! lols.. really.. baseball player too.. haha.. these three are my fave in the class! haha! taichi is of cos! next time show u guys pic of him and me.. lols.. super paiseh.. i was grinning like a cheshire cat! *embarrasing*
lols.. tt is all for now.. next time intro 2 more.. man utd fans.. but 1 year younger.. HAHA! *pedo alert!!* ok.. drool over them! haha.. only kashi is attached.. tt was when i left.. taichi the delicious may have found one too.. or u can apply..! haha.. only girls below 160 need to apply.. xD he is THAT tall.. xD see! do-re-mi~
junno2
11.4.07 @ 8:16 PM
WAH!!!!!! less than a day to SYF!!!!! >.<
now super excited.. lols..
and there is no one to talk to me...... T.T
oh ya.. was supposed to say this..
if not may will reveal my secret... -.-
junior threaten senior.. so horrible right..
lols..
i <3 may..... -.-
lols.. see this? haha!
i <3 percussion!!! xD
the real one.. lols..
after tmr.. then no more band le..
gah..
i think i will miss it..
miss the tough practices and the chit chatting of the section when we are not playing..
hehe.. we gossip alot~ xD
this is really going to be the last..
gonna give my best shot!
and get a gold on the way.. lols..
shall be romantic tomorrow.. haha..
there are loads of stuff to blog about today~ lols..
I HAD A HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE YESTERDAY!!
wah damn creepy la the dream..
dreamt tt i was in a room with ALOT of moths..
tt were bigger than my head..
and freaking colourful..
and more and more moths appear every minute..
the thing is the keep flying!!!!!
at me.... my worst nightmare..
i hate insects that FLY..
those tt crawl, i can handle..
those that fly.. i will cry.. lols..
my greatest phobia.. i think was reflected in the nightmare.. lols..
>.<
i am really scared of them.. haha..
especially in enclosed areas..
cos i can't stand enclosed spaces too..
if i didn't remember wrongly, that time in china..
when i was locked inside the cupboard which was so dark and small..
i cried.. lols..
horrible right!
my worst nightmare ever.. lols..
but the good thing is this..
when i woke up.. i saw the greatest news ever.. for this month at least..
man utd thrashed roma 7-1.. lols..
and the thing is.. i told jun wen before the first leg kicked off..
"we will thrash them! 7 goals ok!"
"so many ah? no la, three can le.""ok lor, lets be nice!"
see!!! i predicted it.. wahahahaha!
anyway.. i was very happy la.. man utd win so much!
and played so well!
all my worries were for nth la.. haha..
they have proven me~! xDD
GLORY GLORY UNITED!and today's lit test.. ms haiza said i've done well!!! xD
but don't know the results yet..
hopefully can get an A1!!! xD
but that's all good for today..
he was with jacqueline today.. i saw..
my hopes all dashed again..
he is a talent in dashing my hopes..
hais.. this is a horrible ending to such a nice post.. sorry ppl..
but i am rather depressed about this matter now..
iono why i like him so much..
i guess it is cos he reminds me ALOT of hq..
the hq tt i used to know la..
the quiet quiet one.. hah.. maybe tt's why..
and his smile.. his smile is just plain gorgeous-ness..
the only person tt can win him is junno..
only junno's princely smile can compete with his..
thought he was available.. then found out tt was not the case..
heaven making fun of me.. again! BLAH!
am so depressed.......
shall look at junno's smile to fill me up~ pathetic.. but i dun care la! >.< i must be happy to get that gold tomorrow! xD oh and hanayome to papa is available for dl!!!!! JUNNO's DRAMA LEH!!!!!!! i must watch.. lols.. but have to wait.. no subs..
maybe i go get hiroki translate! haha! <33333 jun-chan!!! xD
pi-chan
10.4.07 @ 7:59 PM
*yawns*
these two days been freaking tired for me..
lols..
wouldn't even have on the comp if my mum didn't offer to let me..
maaan.. band ends waaay late recently.. 6+?
lols..
usually half dead when it reaches 5+
and always complain to may and cx.. haha..
thanks guys! for letting me complain.. haha..
having cold war with my dad..
he was mean and sarcastic ystd..
i was so so so mad that i ignored him totally..
been 24 hours now?
nya.. feel kinda guilty la.. he's been coughing since sunday..
maybe i should be nicer?
lols.. decide later.. haha..
2 more days to syf......!!! including today.. which is nearly ending..
time flies..
i hope we get gold.. who wouldn't? lols..
practise so hard.. since last year.. just for this..
may we perform to our best on that day!
yea.. there is lit test tomorrow..
but taking a breather.. lols..
i wonder when MISE will call..
they did promise that our calendar will arrive this week..
and i am waiting for it with a hopeful heart..
lols..
and i wonder when potato wink up and duet will arrive.. lols..
i wanna get them la..
T.T
qinghui was very nice today! haha..
he gave us chocos! as kinda leaving present? for everyone!
haha.. so nice right!
he even wrapped it up! i was so surprised can..
and he wraps quite nicely too..
xD
thanks qinghui! even though u make me mad sometimes..
but this gesture is really sweet.. xD
there are alot of stuff i wanna blog about..
but i just can recall them.. lols..
oh anyway.. i was arena champ ystd!
haha..
vs the beast! lols..
i think only a few ppl know what i am talking about..
haha..
may it remain a secret! lols..
oh and.. HE having a girlfriend.. is just a rumour~
yatta! made my day!
haha..
ok.. if i remember what i wanna blog about.. i will blog it next time..
oh and u guys watch the "xiao hai bu ben" that show?
in the show got one ah beng guy right?
the one very good in fighting one?
i just realised recently.. there is this sec one guy in our school who resembles him totally! in terms of ah beng-ness and looks.. haha!
i just remembered! i saw tt guy, the real actor before.. real life..
when i was going home from square two/velocity.. lols..
the escalator..
didn't impress.. lols.. some guy u will just walk pass if he wasn't famous.. haha..
lxb aka li xue bin made a big boo boo today!
haha.. damn funny la..
i am flu striken mahs..
then my table was littered with tissues.. lols..
then he lent me mp3(kahpoh's) to listen..
i wiped the earpiece before listening..
he was so insulted.. lols.. but it is cleaniness mahs..
haha..
then when i returned him..
he attempted to do the same..
only difference?
he used the flu-bugged tissues of mine!
lols..
i was so amused! he is so funny can!
then he was going on about it disgusting and stuff.. lols..
and the thing is this..
he wanted to wash it! lols!
electronic items.. and he wants to wash it..
*shakes head*
it gave me alot of amusement..
haha.. xue bin u are so amusing~ xD
this is late.. but HAPPY BIRTHDAY PI-CHAN!!! ^^ ystd was your birthday.. but couldn't come online, so post this for u today ok~ xD pi-chan is the coolest! kakoii! even hiroki says so! haha.. watched alot of jdramas.. and those that have pi-chan are the best! xD no, seriously.. he is another guy who can act.. i think he really has charisma.. he is silent.. but handsome.. xD
HERO
8.4.07 @ 9:47 PM
YAY!!!!
finished watching HERO le!
xDD
was so touched!
T.T
finished everything including the special!
i loved the whole show!!
all of kimura's show all very nice..
except.. karei-naru ichizoku..
which is because i don't like the story line..
but kimura is a good actor..
very very good..
he can fit into the role perfectly..
the last part nearly cried too..
*sobs*
hiroki.. if u reading this..
MUST WATCH ok!!!!
haha.. u can find it on youtube..
the person's name is zartbittertw......
got 8 parts..
u will grow to like every character..
esp kimura.. he is absolute <3!!!!
its ratings are super high la..
34.04 average?
but then kimura's shows de ratings all like tt de..
the kimura ratings.. lols.. all very high de..
nya!!!! i love love love kimura!!!
his wife is super lucky.. lols..
i am just content watching him in shows.. lols..
now going to watch a million stars falling from the sky..
mystery..
haha.. i think i still love hero the best.. lols..
oh and considering if i want to watch pride..
since it is a love story show..
currently i watch his shows all not love plot based de..
lols..
OH!!!! they say this year september there is going to a HERO movie released!!!
i am definitely going to watch..
original cast some more! even special don't have! haha..
must watch! and buy the dvd! must must must.. even if i watch alone.. lols..
*this happens like always* -.-
but nvm.. kimura more important.. wahahaha..
oh ya.. few more hours to pi-chan's birthday!!
otanjobi ometedou pi-chan!!!! ^^
thanks for being a good friend to jinjin! xD
and may NewS thrive~! ^^
next post then put your picture ok.. today is HERO's cast..
for touching me.. haha..
if u guys got time.. must watch it.. 11 episodes oni..
and under zartbittertw.. 8 episodes only! so just watch it ok..
kimura may be old now..
but he is still as gorgeous as ever.. <3
he erased my memory of man utd's loss to portsmouth.. for awhile..kimura smiles alot in this show.. and the whole cast is lovable! and they appear in other shows quite often too.. so if u do watch jdramas.. they should be quite familiar to u.. haha! <3 it! the show was released the quite a few years ago.. 2001.. so it is practically impossible for me to find solo pics of the cast.. so just grabbed the one from dramawiki.. lols.. LOVE KIMURA! takuya.. xD
ancafe movie clip
7.4.07 @ 5:58 PM
riding on the wave of the ancafe madness~!
dewei presented me with this two movie clips!
haha.. damn funny can!
esp teruki........ he is such an idiot! xD
he is no sense.. not most of the time.. but ALL of the time..
u will get what i mean when u watch the clip..
and bou..... dear bou, u have gorgeous legs! haha!
blondie! xD
and the nicest is miku! although u have seriously funny vocals..
but u are the nicest to poor kanon.. so cheerios! HAHA!
kanon!!!!! u are the *kisses*! so cute even when u are nerdy!
haha! bass heaven eh? xD
but i definitely prefer the rocker u! haha! be more daring!
so cute!
afiqah.. if u haven watched it.. WATCH IT!!!
u will love ancafe even more! haha!
although they sing really really funny!
i used to like kanon only..
but after this, teruki became second..
how can he not be..... xD *u will get my meaning after u watch the clip*
he is even more incorrigible than jun-chan! haha!
and bou and teruki! they are sweethearts! <3
oh last titbit.. koki is now officially kou-chan! hehe.. no more kou-kun! kou-chan!
junno=jun-chan! ueda=tacchan! xD kame-chan?
*laughs*
ENJOY!
part one of the movie!part two of the movie!ancafe
6.4.07 @ 12:24 PM
today is good friday..
may god bless u..
>.<
gah.. stupid la..
stuck with tons of revision.......
and nothing better to do than tt..
god should bless me..
lols..
but well.. god should also bless anyone who annoys me today..
i am getting really annoyed very quickly recently..
and i snap at them..
which isn't very nice..
>.<
the only person i won't snap at is pei..
i am freaking scared of her la.....
>.<
she is so fierce can anot..
darn..
oh well.. i bought a background for my pet!
haha!
100 points leh.. expensive..
but i am aiming for one which costs 500 points!
haha..
so people help me eh!
haha!
i think my pet is about 2 weeks old or younger~ xD
so cute la~
so it deserves to have nice backgrounds!
haha..
there is one snowman one which i like.. hehe..
200 points i think.. seems so far away!
=(
oh yea.. i was reading national geographic mag just now..
wah..
nearly turned vegetarian..
lols..
did u guys know that nearly all of the fish species are wiped out by 90%?!
darn..
so creepy la.. even fishes are being wiped out by us..
i wonder who will wipe us out..
lols..
my huge-est dream is to see the world at its most beautiful..
before it becomes totally destroyed by us..
i want to travel around her..
she must be so beautiful..
>.<
so many different cultures, different people of different skin colours, different languages..
all living under one big house called earth..
isn't it such a miracle?
=D
we should love out home shouldn't we?
even if we fight and quarrel, we are still neighbours aren't we?
we should love our neighbours and love our home..
so i cannot understand why we have this thing called racism, crime and pollution..
maybe people like bush, osama, corrupted businessman can explain it to me..
when they are not busy terrorising people or trying to earn more money with no thoughts for the future..
yea.. i am one angry female..
i don't have heroic thoughts to protect the world from them..
it is impossible to curb the greed of people..
but maybe we just have a little more love, earth may be able to survive longer?
xD just a thought of mine..
this is specially for afiqah and dewei.. haha! dewei hates ancafe's singing.. afiqah finds it funny.. xD and i find them good looking! haha! to be specific.. only kanon.. HAHA! ancafe can't really sing la.. but their songs are pure crack.. so funny! with all the weird weird noises.. HAHA! but too bad.. kanon is good looking..
and he always has fringe covering one eye!! easy to recognise him.. HAHA! but singing wise.. it is still orange range and glay for me.. softer vocals.. xD
taiyo
5.4.07 @ 10:28 PM
wah.. ok this is to clarify..
OK!
i didn't know who cried or not ok..
i just asked huishan!
and she said u two cried.....
gah..
stop asking me!!!
>.<
and it is not something to be ashamed about mah.......
>=(
gosh.. ok.. so i don't know alright..
if u guys mind it so much..
then i shall amend the post ok....
T.T
today was a horrible horrible day la..
my head feels a ton and my nose.. i wish i can cut it off..!
lucky tmr is public hols..
i can sleep in..
gah..
and now my mum has weird ideas tt 10 o'clock is too late..
i should sleep earlier..
=.=
man.. how early can i get!
>.<
please save me......
i can't even concentrate on my JE boys now..
no focus totally..
darn..
i can't focus on anything at all..
ok.. i should have a topic to talk about before i go siao..
this then..
my 3 favoured courses after sec sch life..
1) TOURISM
2) Mass Comm
3) Chinese Studies
yea.. these three..
they are nice..
and are related to my dreams..
ok.. i shall talk about my dreams the next time round..
i am getting groggy..
ok.. sleepy..
*yawns*
i need a sun to brighten up my life la.. and so Johnny presented me with taiyo! JJE!
nya.. man.. this guy is super hot! lols.. and he looks mature! plus i think he is older than me.. lols.. so u can't accuse of being a pedo..! (ok i know yuto is younger than me!!! but by 1 year only! so shutup!) see~ this is why i need taiyo.. i am going mad!.. holding a convo with myself.. *shake head* >.<
kou-kun
3.4.07 @ 6:50 PM
c.o got a silver.. gah..
was quite surprised to hear the news..
but according to hs, it is expected.. since they didn't play well..
hmm.. i really hope band can get gold..
gold with honours is really a dream too big..
xD
oh well.. anyway..
last night.. i made a decision about what i am going to do with my a-maths..
and i told mrs you my decision..
and my mum too of course..
i decided to give it up..
as in.. concentrate on my e-maths..
yea..
i can't explain why and i don't know how to either..
but tt is my decision..
and i have to tell esther tomorrow..
i think she will be rather disappointed in my decision..
but i won't be swayed..
cos i don't want my e-maths to be a disappointment too..
i know myself well enough..
my e-maths is shaky..
yup..
i gave it up.. guess i was right from the start..
well.. that chapter of my life is closed..
at least for now..
lalala..
YAY!
my haikei chichiue-sama is going to be complete..
4 more episodes to go..
YAY!
then can watch le! haha!
i watched episode 1 le.. quite nice..
i think the plot is not bad..
xD
anyway.. after haikei chichiue-sama will be summer x summer..
chinese show..
lols.. damn funny la..
same heartbeat as KO ONE and hana kimi..
and got joe cheng!!!!! he is so so so cute!
one of the rare chinese guys i approve of!
haha!
i can't wait for iswak2! and KO FAMILY!
lalala!
and the thing is.. all shows got fahrenheit.. haha!
lols.. not them i am their fan.. but they are definitely funny.. heh..
but there is one thing tt is killing me..
clubbox for HERO is not moving!! i am stuck at episode 1!!!
and i can't watch the show la!!!
T.T
ok.. go off for dinner!
i am in a good mood again! i think tt was due to fangirling JE/Jap stars with risa-chan ystd..
haha! if u see this risa-chan.. thanks! xD
u made my day better~
and her post about teshi cracked me up!
nya.. so funny! upturned lips..
ok ja-ne! sayonara!
i think i posted pics of all KAT-TUN members except kou-kun.. and he is third on my list!!!! behind akame and junno~ he can rap super well! most of my faves KAT-TUN songs have his rap.. next time i share with u guys.. haha! he is also known as JOKER.. totally suitable for him! seeing tt he is up to antics daily! if i have time i will post up some of his funny pics.. heh! i love him best when he is bald~ xD
hik
2.4.07 @ 7:53 PM
JIAYOU CO!!!!i <3 may!
see this may.. happy now~
xD
see i am so nice even when i am sick....... heh!
i hate my nose i hate my nose i hate my nose..
stupid flu..
i can't breathe properly la!!!!
i wanna cry so badly! ok no.. i mean.. i wanna cut off my nose so badly!
today passed in a blur..
was friggin' blur for the whole day..
couldn't concentrate..
and i got a bloody 0 for a-maths test..
first time in history..
surprisingly i feel nil.. nothing..
expected la..
the thing is 2 ppl got it..
so apart from me someone else got a 0 too!
i wonder who..
i think it should be the beast behind me la..
seeing tt she wrote rubbish too.. lols..
i feel ashamed for getting 0..
and not for getting 0 it self..
but for the thing tt beast got the same mark as me..
it is super depressing can..
i think i am going to drop a-maths la..
i can't cope.. totally..
oh wells.. enough about tt..
had el test today.. it was a toughie!
i think i am going to flunk the vocab section..
totally explained the words wrongly!
-depressed-
hais.. feeling really really off recently..
no mood for anything..
talking loads of crap!..
hope i recover before syf..
if not all gone la..
ok la..
i think i am going to go do my lit and revise my phy liao..
i got my revision timetable all planned out today..
ain't i hardworking?
heh!
oh and my taggie box is dying out la..
T.T
i feel depressed..
hik. hikaru.. whatever u call him.. it doesnt matter.. once a monkey at heart always a monkey at heart.. presenting monkey no.1 hikaru! from ya3.. super cute! don't feel like having long intro today.. so sorry ya..
keii-chan
1.4.07 @ 4:13 PM
today's a sunday~!
and april's fool.......
no fun la..
cos i haven't fooled anyone yet.. and neither did anyone fool me!
lols..
i think my tuition mates wanted too..
but i evolved to be the grouch today.. so i guess they didn't..
super irritated from last night..
seriously.. i hate ppl wallowing in self pity..
u wanna wallow in self pity then go and die la..
don't make it sound like the whole world owes u a living..
and that you are the victim..
most importantly..
DO NOT COME WHINING TO ME!!!!!
for god's sake..
i can't even stand my good ole' friends whining..
much less you..
can't u even sense my irritation?!
darn it..
i am not your rubbish bin for goodness sake..
i don't give a damn if i sound mean..
get this clear..
i do not like you one bit..
so the next time u come whining to me about stupid stuff like your bro took your fave nail polish or whatever..
i am not gonna give u face..
and pls think about more intellectual stuff..
you might be able to have more friends tt way..
ppl usually do not like to hang out with bimbos..
i definitely don't..
damn it..
gah..... sounded horrible.....
=[
pissed, irritated and whatever related.. i am all feeling it right now..
emo.. yes.. emo..
i am just not a nice-nice kinda person..
lols.. i am still not conversing with tt particular junior of mine.. lols..
i feel so sorry for him at times..
it has been three months.. but the number of times i talked to him..
can be counted with my ten fingers..
he's a nice guy.. but he just got on the wrong side of me..
and i absoulutely can't stand the way he talks!!
the funny funny slang..
feel like asking him to shut up at times.. =x
i shouldn't be so mean..
but there are times when there is just this person whom you just don't like..
not because he is not good or what..
just tt you can't stand him!
i am sure there are ppl who can't stand me either..
don't aim to please everyone..
i have poor human skills.. lols!
usually i won't be mean to the person directly..
but there are a type of ppl that i hate.. ALOT..
and i mean hate..
ppl who put others down for no good reason..
thinking tt they are the kingpins..
having something against the whole world.. and no one knows what is it..
just putting down ppl cos they like it..
and got tt stupid " i am the best so shut up you losers! " attitude..
wah.. seriously feel like slapping him sometimes..
it is bad enough you poke fun at me..
and get others to do the same..
but u have to make fun of my friends in front of me too?!
you will surely get beaten up someday..
and i will clap my hands and cry in happiness..
i think hel and aquar knows who i am referring to..
no one is perfect.. and laughing at ppl.. you will get what you deserve..
others have disgusting habits you can't stand?
well like you don't have..
*punch*
to the two ppl i mentioned.. PLEASE GROW UP! ACT YOUR AGE BE MATURE!
*cools down* keii-chan is mature.. most mature in NewS i guess.. well.. that's what ryo said.. lols.. he is cute sometimes too.. but he is really quite mature.. taking care of NewS and stuff.. xD keii-chan is quite my type of guy.. oh yea.. XD witchy-keii!
